Yupz, getting a hand of mahjonging!!! Haha~ really trigger ur brain!! Thinking and planning strategies for the game and always got to anticipate what the other players are playing.
Finally another at Sentosa. It's defintely not easy playing 2 frisbees Hmph! N Yihan is really good at playing frisbees! Arghh~ I wanna play well like him! Yeah~ *bum bum bum* I am drained.
Thoughts of my mind: "maybe i have been too demanding ... perhaps i shld have just follow my heart n feelings n not concentrating on other stuffs when liking someone .. basically .. appearance, education, family background ... shld not be consider at all when liking him .. why penalize someone u like based on all these?"
Nites peeps
P/s : Jul n phoebe .. remember i'll be free for week 1st may yah .. shall meet up for afternoon tea k k .. n also some shopping leh .. need to get my heels n some other clothings as well ..
yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, April 30, 2006
PUI~
Score so badly for last term! Pui pui pui .. no Distinction ... hmph! Gonna work super hard this term! wats more .. i got dance to cope as well~ bish~
Lousy results!
yourstruly crapped @ Thursday, April 27, 2006
Neh ... the medicine is not really working well. I'm still feeling, uneasy, weak n discomfort with my stomach. Arghhh~ ..
Hmmm ... enough of qing qing ai ai .. relationship ... sigh~ another long tok with vonny. Well~ something to trigger ya mind. Do u actually love each other that's why u are together for like 5 over years or .. has it became a habit to be together??? It's like u are so used of having him by ur side during the down times .. hence soon this has turned out to be an habit ... bleah~ i m lazy to elaborate further .. anyway ..
For an instance, i feel sad after breaking the news to engracia n erna that i'm leaving .. i'm not renewing my contract.
Of cas i will miss this place, esp the pple here. Hmm nvm we shall meet up n go clubbing next time. hmmm ..
Actually, is not that i dun wanna do the cases. Just that i am left with those super f*uck cases which i really dunch feel like touch them. Anyway, just make sure that i cleared them by this week!
I m really looking forward to my new job working as a sales-coordinator with Gera!! keke ... so fun with her ard. Yup yup yup ...
yourstruly crapped @ Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Weee~ i'm back from the beach! It's really fun today except for my diahreo n gastri pain.
Arghh~ guess i'm having gastric flu again ... flu + diahreo and now gastri pain .. got to be gastri flu!
Anyway, i enjoyed myself!! really, especially at the last part when we start playing the draw face game! haha .. when the pic is up, i will post it ya ..
Ok .. so tmr will be going back to dance. Looking forward to it! but ... oppps i haven't practice my steps! sheeshhh ...
ok .. i have dragonfruit, mango, durian ... haha .. let me add another one .. how about lemon? haha ... oh well~
ok ok .. in pain now .. gonna sleep now!
yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, April 23, 2006
New term has just started and I gonna be serious - coping with work, sch n dance. Yupz, i will be able to exceed well.
Well~ class size is smaller than last term. Class without Jason seems weird. Yah .. miss this dude. Won't be seeing him for the next 3mths!!!! Gosh~ will definitely miss him badly...
Hope Joyce is recovering ... she has been so sick since exams. Sigh~ take good care gal.
Yupz, Hanquan just mentioned that i was very serious in class today. Hmm i guess so too.
Ooohhh Woooo .. haha~ the table for Internation Finance class seems to be higher than normal while the chair seems to be "sank" in. So it feels so uncomfortable sitting on the chair. I feel so short!! haha .. so clever Adrian stack another chair for me... haha *opps* it's kinda embarrassing at 1st. But anyway, got comfortable of it n i have totally forgotten that i m sitting on 2 stack of chairs. Haha~ it's really funnie. =)
Oh yah... i shall end another fruit into my basket!!! keke .. here comes mango!
Hey pple, come meet MANGO! He is really cute n boish. But too bad, dunch really noe much abt him except that he is working in Singtel n stays in Serangoon. Kee .. shall try to dig more info. haha ..
Good nite mina .. finally i feel like sleeping n feeling tired ...
yourstruly crapped @ Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Hmmm ..
Happy or Sad?
Well~ it all gonna depends on how to perceive things rite?
Oh well~ just gonna say ... Memories are flooding me ... it's suffocating me ... *shoooh shooh shooooh* go away those sweet memories that makes me sad ... peace off!!!
Yuppie back to dance. The feelings is so nice n warm yet stranger to me. Pple who i used to close to ... pple who i used to laugh with .. pple who i used to dance with .. pple who ... hmmm
Well~ can i say that i am regretting .. giving up dance for the past 2 yrs? only going back at this stage ... when all my peers are all high up above .. whoah look at the way they dance .. the way they shake .. everything is so good .. so gracious .. not like me always like a bear dancing.
But again .. looking at the other side of the coin ... having to work in ctb allows me to help to lighten my parents load during the hard times. Finally almost 2yrs have passed, n bro is now out working. Yupz, i can say my load is slightly lighter now. At least the finacial tight times seems to be going over soon... yah 1 more yr n i will finally graduate ... not sure if i wanna do my master ... hmmm get my experience 1st i guess ...
yourstruly crapped @ Tuesday, April 18, 2006
HuiXin or Shanice?
Not sure if i am making the rite choice?
Sigh~ cross road delimma again ... well~ we are always making decision in life isn't it? Every second every min every hr every day ... we are making a decision. From wat we are eating to wat we going to wear .. etc. There's opportunity cost in everything we do. Why? Becas of the factor ------ TIME!
Sigh~ Time ...
Don't "TIME" reminds u of everything. "Last
TIME .. we used to be ..." "That
TIME ... we..."
Well~ i hope i can tok to her(s) like last
TIME. But whenever i tot i m prepared for everything, REALITY just proved me wrong. I wish all those had nv happened. Well~ we always regret in most things we do isn't it? cognitive disnonace? Sigh~ well~ thinking that things might be better if we had chose the other path?
Now, i've make a choice. I've chose to go back to dance. Yup, i m really happy! I m happy that i can dance in the familiar environment again. Truely happy. But please ... please let those memories fade away. I mean those particular ones. Yah, though it's the sweetest moments of my life, n i do hope it will stay. But at this instances, it is really hurting. My heart aches whenever this memories float again in my mind.
Kinda lost now. Sigh~ please let me dance with no hurts ... no worries ... no pain ... i just wanna enjoy myself once again.
"dear" is such a sensitive word to me now. Arghhh~ didn't i just forget abt u!!! didn't i!!!
I'm going mad!!!
yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, April 16, 2006
Finally i m back to NRA to dance.
I'm feeling super nervous the whole day. Felt uneasy at work. Butterflies in my stomach since afternoon! Gosh~ i was really nervous and excited!!!
Well~ simply, i need lots of work to get it all rite. No Engery! No Sharpness! No Groove! Lines is everywhere. Messy! Arghh~ Yupz, i will try hard! I will make sure that i am doing better than b4. Really! I must really work extra hard!
Yupz, finally it has came. Sigh~ not sure if can make it to batam this saturday anot.
Anyway, NP has really changed alot. "the bus stop ressemble the airport" - quoted from allegra. Haha, woah ... it's really nice .. it's bigger n there's like water fountain leading u to NP! Gosh~ B-E-A-T-I-F-U-L!
Yupz.
Was on my way home on the bus. All of a sudden, i really hope prince charming would be there. Someone who i can called my guy to be there accompany me and cheering me up. Assuring me that i will soon catch up with rest, telling me that i did fine .. etc. Sigh~ though r/s is not my priority now. But sometimes i really hope a guy who i love n he loves me is there. really ... i need a shoulder to lean ... hai~ teach me to love again.
Hmmm .. alright! I'm really tired now. Gonna sleep. Though my mind is still wondering about ... thinking of stuffs .. sigh~
yourstruly crapped @ Thursday, April 13, 2006
Finally another term has ended. After exam, we (car, joyce, sop, n myself) went shopping while the guys (adrian, andy n jason) went e-gaming at cine.
Yup yup, the guys complains going shopping with us is boring ... hur hur hur ..
We met up at marche n have our dinner! Yummy! Below are the list of food we had!!!
1) Roties with cheese susage
2) Black pepper chicken crepes
3) Cesear salad
4) Soft shell crab
5) Calamari
6) Pasta
7) Pizza
8) Potato wedges
9) Chix drumstick with mash potato
10) Root beer n Snapple!
Haha .. this is actually we had!!! Gosh~ keke
After dinner, we met up with Hankuan and headed to Hark Music Cafe for some chill up. Hek hek hek, so the lazy few (HK, adrian, joyce and myself) took a cab down instead. Since we reached early, hek hek hek, we had flower beancurd!!! Yummmy!!! Rochor tou hua is the best!
We were really noisy at the cafe ... really noisy lar .. jason was super "high" lor. Yupz, as usual .. Adrian was ask to sing!!! Well~ forever love ... forever love ... Sigh~ anyway, sop didn't manage to stay long enough to hear it .. yupz ...
Pic pic time!!!
Yupz, that's all!
yourstruly crapped @ Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Taking a short break from my revision.
Lolx! Wasn't really in the mood for my Biz Econs revision. N that's explain why i'm online blogging at this time. Omg! I'm actually slacking for the whole of Saturday after my MIS exam. Hur hur hur. Wasn't nervous at all!
Anyway, the mood slowly build on Sunday morning, but got slack off starting form late afternoon. So yupz, 7.00pm i watched the Miss Singapore 2006 n 8.40 i switched channel to watch Superband opening. Was having high expectation for the competition, but end up the contestants are just so-so. Not really impressive though. Well~ Soul is good. Wat else rite? Afterall, there are a couple of them are dance scholars. Erm or shld i say they are all dancers!!! Hahaha ... after the white rythm. Now we have the Soul. Alright, personally (erm not being bias or wat) i think that Soul would be more marketable for the rest.
1st point noted, we had our solo singers embark the asian entertainment industries. But we have not had our very own Boyband! So yupz, having a new boyband from singapore would be a fresh idea! N these guys need little packaging. They got the looks (at least they are presentable). Yupz, they have the heights n builds too! They are already certified dancers so u dun need to spend too much $$ on them for the dance n stage experience. So u just gotta train them to sing! Yupz!!!! & having Awi in the grp would make it even more appealing! Singapore afterall is a multi racial society. Having Awi in the grp would make the whole idea even fresher! Imagine marketing Soul in taiwan???? Woah, pple will be surprise! Yupz... a malay in the all boy band in the chinese singing industry... Oh man! this would be so cool rite! ...
Yupz, back to my mugging time!
yourstruly crapped @ Monday, April 10, 2006
Tmr would be MIS paper. Not very confident though. Well~ wat to do, haven't been hardworking this term. Gosh~ monday would be BE. Arghh~ never did a single bit of tutorial for BE. Gonna be a hard time during the weekend.
Looks like my attention span has reached it's limit. Gonna really rest before start my revision for MIS before the paper starts at 9am tmr. Hmmm ... gonna destress abit by watching bleach now ...
Everyone .. good luck for exam. N lao pa good for u. Tmr would be ur last paper! ...
yourstruly crapped @ Friday, April 07, 2006
Alright, done up my study schedule for next term. Looks like next term would be more compact than this term. Wahaha, tutorial gonna start b4 the lecture week! Gosh~ oh yah, n there gonna be a week where there will be both tutorial n lecture. Soooo, the schedule for the that week would be tues - tutorial, thurs/fri/sat - lecture n wed- dance. Hmmm .. so monday? haha .. looks like expenses will increase .. hur hur hur, travel increase, food increase, wat else? keke
Alright, i've said upteen times that i missed those days .. so look .. haha the very 1st public performance - Chingay!
Haha .. looking back, i hope i have look more mature now! Yupz, definitely thinking wise as well. That's when we are still young n innocent! haha, yupz, dunch even noe wat politics in the club is about. But anyway, really enjoyed those times ... jolene is there .. yupz think she really changed alot! haha
While flipping thru my album, i found this pic ..
This photo was taken outside dad's company when i was 4 or 5 yr old? Haha ... i'm chubby rite? haha .. my eyes still as small yah. From left to right (Edwin kor, my bro, cheng- cheng aka derrick kor. myself n eunice) haha i really wonder how we would like if we gonna pose the same again. Keke .. it would be fun. Maybe, when everyone gathers again, sure ask them to pose again. think Edwin, kor n myself will have difficulties posing the exactly the same!! haha .. cheng-cheng kor kor just need to smile n eunice just need to look at me will do! hmph! haha .. i noe lar .. i "bo giah" dun keep looking lar. Ohyah, that's kor very 1st BMX bike! which was stole when we moved to here (serangoon).
Oh yupz, i'm progessing well on my studies. Finally i understand wat is dataware house n datamart. Haha .. now then i understand hope isn't too late lar.
yourstruly crapped @ Thursday, April 06, 2006
Yuppie~ got a call from jolene, saying that Ann will be adding a segment for the alumni to dance! So happy~ I can go back to dance le. N yesh~ finally tutorial for next term would be on tues. So so that means won't crash with dance le! Oh yah, and also mean i got to really be consistent in my sch work. No more slack slack le! Hmph! Hopefully this dance training will bring the "old me" back! Yah~ like last time always got dance training yet there will still be time to do tutorials! Yupz, there's a will there's a way!
Finally~ another term gonna end soon. Next monday would be my last paper n will be a 2 weeks break! Yuppie! Hope menses dun come after exam ba. If want, then come now. I wanna go batam for cable ski! n suntanning! with adrian n marc! ... haha .. hmmm .. phoebe also .. maybe jason n kath! Really feel like staying over! Finally a time off from Singapore! A time for relaxation! Yupz ... haven't been sleeping over for a long time. It was during the NRA days when we stay over n play games... i miss those days ...
Alright so from tmr start i'll study hard for my last exams for this term. Especially with the news from jol! I m fully motivated now! Yuppie! Finally i found a meaning of living...
counting down .. 4 more terms left ... sigh~ kinda sad though ... i dun wanna loose this bunch of classmates .. i will miss u guys de .. esp for those who grad this yr ..
Oh yah, can start playing badminton n mahjonging soon .. hmmm but think dance will take up most of my time le ... nvm .. saturday nite or friday nite after my dance i join u all .. keke .. shifu gambate ba .. u will find a job soon le ... take care of ur health k ...
yourstruly crapped @ Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Was it me or was it you?
Have i or have you changed? Perhaps .. we both had changed?
If only ... sigh~ if only we were as close as before ..
yourstruly crapped @ Monday, April 03, 2006
Afraid .. i'm afraid that u will be taken away by someone. Sigh~ yet i dun have the courage to express my feelings towards u. Hmm .. or shld i say, i m still unsure. I can't decide. Is this feeling right? Sigh~ but the image of u being snatched away is freaking me out. No i dun want this to happen. I dun wan ..
I miss u .. really i do .. but wat's the point of blogging here? Sigh~ anyway at least i get to vent my feelings here instead of burying all this in me. At least i will be able to feel a load off me after i blog. Yes, i miss u. Good nite.
yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, April 02, 2006
It's april fool!
The death anniversary of this singer .. haha dunch remember his name though.
Sigh~ anyway, finally we got a conclusion for our MIS proj. Finally we all knew wat's going on (adrian, hope u are following so far).
Looks like the aggressive me is back. The one who argues. the one who is unreasonable, the one is heck-care on others, the one who is impatient. Sigh~ the one who is who she is before being the gf of Bj. Is this good or bad??? Hmmm .. defintely it is bad!
Yah .. there's definitely a reason for me to change to who i was during those days. Yupz ... think i just better got to control my temper. Yah~
Guys .. i'm sorry for being agressive in my part doing the proj. Yeah~ cas things aren't getting any where as u all can see. Everyone is at the lost track. Everyone is looking at different things n discussing everything about the proj. It's good that we all discuss but i just wanna get u guys to stop discussing n getting no where. We should at least know wat is the main purpose of the proj n everyone in the grp shld noe wat is going on. Yah~ sorry again. Just got to be firm to facilitate the discussion.
Shi fu .. hmmm hope u are fine ba ... dun be so quiet again k ... =)
yourstruly crapped @ Saturday, April 01, 2006
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