Yun: "how u find this yr x'mas?"
Me: "okie lor ... every yr is different, but each n every of them are meaningful ... got to treasure every moment .."
Hmmm, was kinda shock i actually said that, growing older? But deep down in my heart ... i'm actually thinking of other things, dunch noe why did i said that. But well~ it does is a meaningful one for this yr x'mas. We sisters had nt been hanging ard together for a long long time. I miss the days ...
Damn it~ i lost my contacts lens! WTF ... sigh~ gonna go specky for at least 2 wks. My estic degree was too high to get a disposable one, n my eyes too small, so got to custom made somemore. Haiyo, n due to end of yr, there will high inventory turn over n stock take, it will take a longer time for the company to actually come out with my new contacts. Arghhh~ nt am i going to go clubbing with my specs on .... nt am i going for court down party with my specs !!! I NEED MY CONTACT LENS!!!
yourstruly crapped @ Monday, December 27, 2004
Well~ Christmas eve was kinda plain, just hang ard with some jie mei of mine.
Agenda of the day (X'mas eve)
Went to work as usual, but was late so i took a cab down. Reached office, found out that everyone is not there yet, so start off with my santa's job. Distributing pressie on everyone's table. Woo~ n also found some on my table. Keke~
Again, Ctb (Citibank) just sucks. It was even being mentioned as the top 5 best employer award. Gosh~ perhaps those reserach aren't reliable enuff. Look at how we these contract staffs being tortured, forced to do OT without getting paid, minor mistakes got warning letters n risk of getting fired, biasness is all ard, ... plainly no comments abt this bank - only work it's still sucks.
We work as usual, hoping that we will get our half day. We pleaded ... all the team leaders went for meeting ... finally they were back after an hr half meeting. Their faces were black ... "oh no ... bad news" sigh~ we didn't think of the worst, thinking that it must be a full day today... so just keep on working.. sigh~ Then Peggy (my TL) call for meeting, "today u all can go off early, but as our team sales is the lowest, we will be the last to leave the room"! okie well, better then nothing... to be able to go off early ... wasn't it a good news... then why are they faces so black?
"As u all noes, u all were nt performing good enuff, the deflicit amt is too much n many of u has nt pass the U-grade, only one did so far from our team ... so prepare for the worst" ... wat thing can be worst from being retrench? "Next wk, 31st Dec will be J**** (the other TL) last day, reasons dun ask why ... as i've said the bank is very practical, no sales out u go ... sigh~ J was under performed for a couple of months ... sigh~ can't blame him, he was being too lenient to his pple ... such a nice guy ... now the BAD guy fired him ... "
Hmmm... so now, i got to be prepared to be the next ... my sales aren't doing very good too. Anyway, i getting sick of this JOB ... had been complaining so much. Anyway, gonna hand in my resignationg letter soon ... i dunch wanna get insomia every nite ... getting nite mares from sales ...
WelL~ we carried on with our x'mas celebration. Exchaning pressie. Yuppie, got a Winnie the pooh mug!!! Love it so much. hmmm ... Oh yah, n we announced the "Angle n mortal" results ... gosh~ guess who's my angel??? Keke ... it's MELISSA ... alamak ... why i nv think of her ... kept thinkg she is serene's angel ... duh ...
Anyway, this is a great game to cheer our life ...
After work, went to meet yun, ling, ah yap n ah seow. The traffic was so pack, i board the bus from Mellenia tower at 3.20 n only manage to reah orchard at 4.20pm? Gosh ~ it was only like 5 stops away ...
Anyway, had a nice chat with ah yap n seow ... the tall yap had put on weight while seow had loss some ... hmmm these guys had grown up ... keke ... more matured thru e NS life now ... hmmm then went on to meet yun who had left earlier to catch the Far East dance comp.
Cool~ saw Yutaki n Suraiya ... hmmm miss the seniors so much ...
After the competition, rush down to meet my jie mei to catch the "kung-fu" movie ... the rest of the NRA pple then head to the BJ house ... pple ask me if i'm going ... well i wld rather they nt to ask ... cas i wasn't even informed abt that party ... or rather i'm nt invited at all ... well~ shant tok abt it ... was kinda sad though ...
(thinking of my last yr christmas ... sigh~ i miss ... )
Meet my jie mei n exchange pressie ... n i got a towel!! a very sweet one ...
Hmmm ... soon it's getting late, the gals need to go back early so left me, yun, jason n ruisiang. So we just hang ard explanade area n tok tok ... waiting for fuling n gary to come back (send their gf hm) n william who went to church ... yupz, william came to pick all of us up n went houngang south to makan ... hmmm i was hungry n sleepy!!! but didn't eat ... need to control my diet ... hai~ so yupz ... X'mas eve over n here come X'mas ... staying at home waiting for yun to call ... hmmm ...
yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, December 26, 2004
hmm... i hate it whenever got to go back to work. Sigh~ another "mc" day has pass, sigh~ will time just stop here for me... pleaseeeee!!! i beg u ...
Arghh, this is an awful feelings, dragging myself out of bed, taking bus to work. SOmehow, i start feeling more n more negative abt this job, or rather the management! it sucks. I dun feel like going back...
(i'm like a little gal begging mama nt to bring me to the dentist)
Well, these two days, have been spending my time playing
maplestory. Gosh~ i'm like so addicted to it!!!
Oh well, Today one of the ctb staff called n do a spot check on me!!! WTF, dun believe i'm sick? Come on, to my house n let me split those
yellowish liquid(yummy.) on ur face n u shall noe if i'm really sick ....
Okie, gonna tuck into bed now.. nites
yourstruly crapped @ Wednesday, December 22, 2004
Jingle bells jingle bells ... jingle bells rocks ... woooo christmas is coming, soon it will be time to bid good bye to 2004.
For the past weeks ends, has been watching JADE crew, NRA rebirth, n NRA juniors, competing in competitions. Hmmm, so proud of all of them. This is driving me crazy, goosh, when when when am i able to go back to dance again!!! i wan to dance, i wan a studio!!! hai~ change job? hmmm...
I'm so proud of NRA, it's really REBIRTH!!! we shall climb up the mountains high high, n let there be one of this day, we will be as popular as B.A.D... let NRA be as famous as Dance Blast ... YES we can make it!!!
Hmmm, yun is gonna form her own grp for dance. Sigh~ me still lacking behind of everything... when once i'm infront ... hmmm nvm, when i finish all these damn working thingy n i shall be free to DANCE again! yuppie, can't wait for the day to come... yesh~ to DANCE n to STUDIE!
Sigh~ haven't been falling sick for a long long time. But ever since started working this job, i keep falling sick... esp flu n sore throat. See doctor, take medicine, recover n relapse ... sigh~ it's been over mths for this flu virus spreading ard.
Nvm, 2 days MC means more time to rest... but throat is still sore... arghh ...
yourstruly crapped @ Tuesday, December 21, 2004
GOSH~~~ i finally receive the letter!!! Yesh~ the letter from MONASH UNIVERSITY!!! HAhaa, so exciting!!! n i got into both course which i applied. But but but, i can only choose 1:
1) Psychology, management n marketing
or
2) Business n commerce
Hmmm... so which one. Of cas choice no 1 rite? keke, so excited now!!! Think i can't sleep tonite!! Wahaha... i can't help but keep smiling to myself now!!! Gosh~ getting crasy!!! haha.
But but but, i've not make up my mind, tmr going UWA(University of Western Australia) seminar at PSB. So yah, got to see wat they offer there.
I MISS SCH!!!
Cool~
Oh yah, just learn something new today. I was craving for chocolate this afternoon during work. I was telling my colleague abt this. N guess wat she told me ... "Craving for chocolate means that u are thinking of someone" hmmm, i was kinda shock!! Actually, it was so true that yes i'm thinking of someone at that moment of time, but is that so true abt craving of chocolate??? hmmm ... but definitely, chocolate can help me to release my stress ... n make me feel so much better n happier after i've pop them into my mouth ... yum yum (drooling)
yourstruly crapped @ Tuesday, December 07, 2004
Hmmm .. events for the past days:
26th nov 2004
It was the last day of my colleague, steph. Hmmm, it's kinda normal. It's nt as glamourous as gracie's. As for gracie, we bought her a bag, a card, a small keychain, a mirror, n dinner at kenny rogers. But somehow for steph, sigh~ only bought her a big piglet. It was all last min. Pple are just so practical, dun like the person then treat the person like that. hmmm, but well my 1st asignment as a bdae/occassion asst. coordinator. keke
yupz ... below is the photo of steph n her
BIG piglet!!!
27th - 28th nov 2004
Cool~ NRA 1st DANCE CAMP 2004!!! Gosh~ i miss dance so much!!! i miss my friends!!! i miss ann! hmmm i just miss everything! I really enjoyed myself during those two days. Though feel kinda weird going back. I mean it was like so long have nt been going back. BUT but but, i make it!! yesh! Finally~ Hmm, didn't dance much... only dance during xue gao's class, n the rest of the time, i'm like slacking alone. The rest of the pple were preparing n chereographing for the next day mini competition by ann. So i just sit here n there watching n try to help the juniors to correct the lines. yupz, but still i love the camp! hope we are getting more of it. Oh yah! still got alumni nt officially form yet!!!
tada~ anne, myself n agnes ... i fat le sigh~
NRA family photo with xue gao!!!
finally ... the seniors~~~
28th Nov 2004
Yupz, this also a last min thingy, celebrated ah yun's bdae after the dance camp. sigh~ miscommunications n everyone is waiting for each other to plan for her big day, end up erm ... shan't tok abt it. yupz, we got her an addidas ball, a cake n dinner for her. Well~ hope she like the pressie, though it's all kinda last min. I mean i'm in the camp with her, so sort of difficult to run out to get her something. so jo manage to get her the ball, n ling n vic went to buy the cake n card. Hmmm, but i sort of feel quite touch for this little mini last celebration. I dunno how to put it into words, but i like this very day very much. Hmmm, i miss my last yr bdae, sigh~
ah yun n her cake (decor = doreamon n cookie monster)
Addidas ball we got for her ... nice hor?
29th nov 2004
Suppose to go work, but i took mc. Just kinda lazy to go work on that day, too tired after the camp. Yupz, was so excited to go ryan's class, but was late, so we end up going to china town sq to chill up. hmm, i was the cause of the lateness. keke~ was queneing up in the clinic for more than 2hrs before i see my doctor just to get mc. but end up she say i got a slight flatulence so got me gastric pills. yupz, so today kinda has another mini celebration for yun's bdae with jean. we took quite a couple of pic n enjoying ourselves. Feeling is like so relaxing ...
ah yun (poser?) n me (acting cute?)
jean n yun pretending kissing inside a heart .... good photographing skills huh?
2nd Dec 2004
Finally, it's vic's bro wedding!!! Yupz, we gals met up again, n gosh~ it was our 1st time wearing dress/skirt together. The dinner was erm *no comments*. The waiter really cannot make it. As in wat ever he tries to cut, it all become in a mess. 1st, he tries to slice the fish, but the fish was all in a mess after landed in his hand. the meat is everywhere in the plate. Ewww, then next was the duck, haha skin was supposely be intact to the meat, but somehow it was nt after he tries to slice it. sigh~ n on this very day, i was being served CHICKEN BUTT!!! hmph! how thoughtful of yun. She was so kind to serve me food, i was smsing. N end up, while i was trying to finish the piece of meat, i notice something was wrong, there was this pointed tit which i dunno how to eat it? n realise it was CHICKEN BACKSIDE!! duh ...
sooooo ... wat does this thing looks like? Ans:
CHICKEN BACKSIDE
WhoooOooo ~ yumMy yuMmy
Forcing chicken backside into my mouth????
3rc Dec 2004
Went to watch "shutters" with kevin. Hmmm, ok lar, was kinda tired after work. Well~ nice show with a simple plot. Somehow, it makes me remind of him. Dunno why, just when i thought i've forgot abt him, but but but ... sigh~ his image is every where during the show. sigh~
4th Dec 2004
Yesh~ finally went for another dance class at studio wu with ah yun. Jean got her funkamania dance pract so nv join us. well~ i really enjoyed the class. Woooo, i can dance i can dance!!! keke, but my stamina really drop alot.
5th Dec 2004
Early morning, went dance again with jean this time, ah yun got something on. Hmm, today is advance beginner. Gosh~ i got difficulties catching up. Jean is so good. Sigh~ i feel so bad! i can't do floor work now! stamina really drop le.
Went home bath after dance. Meet ah ling go gar gar. Met charmaine, gina n huiling. Hmmm, n bought myself a pair of heels!! keke, finally. Hmmm, then we went to try bikini. Hmmm i really like the army green one with a ring in the middle. sigh~ but nv buy, on budget. Got to ren!!!
yourstruly crapped @ Monday, December 06, 2004
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