Hmmm... life goes on as usual after grad! Well~ trying hard to cut down on my diet! I'm getting fat! omg! Okie, these days i've been eating lesser, 1-2 meal a day.
Yupz, think better sign up for dance class soon. Studio wu ba. hur hur hur.
Anyway, nothing much happen leh... just came back from chinablack (wei's bday). Hmmm she really change alot... so not like her when she is in sec sch. Well~ the r n b n hip hop is nice, the retro still acceptable. But not techno!!! i hate it. then met ah seow, haha ... he still the same really groove with the music man!!!
Yupz, went home quite early cas vic n yun gonna work tor.
Back to the past days --> yupz, both teams went into finals for the suntec dance. Hmmm, tot he might be there, but he is not. Anyway, my purpose there is to cheer for the teams, it's a pity that both tina n james did nt get into the single finals. SIgh~ they were good!!! Nvm, at least they had put in their best n gain experience.
Met her, but we nv tok. Hmm... dunno, just feel that we are being silly? Give up friendship becas of one guy? Sigh~ does that worth the price? anyway, smiled to her on the day when results of the finalist was out. glad abt that. at least i see good signs? hmmm, just browse thru' some pics of me n her taken b4, we were used to be close ... but anyway things are over le. relationship thingy i also dun wanna tok abt le... afterall it takes two hands to clap... i'm lucky to find out that he does nt love me early before it was too late --> like wat my mum says ... well~ somehow it's true lar ... but also didn't expect such thingy lar ... hai~
ai yi ge ren hao nan~
yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, August 29, 2004
Another sinful day!!! Went to beach road there eat mala steam boat. Memories start flowing back. Remember those days spending with NRA eating mala. Sigh~ i miss those days, but wat to do. They just doesn't want me to join them for such occassion becas of those two person will be joining in. Anyway, ate alot today. Just wanna release stress!!! Dun wanna think back! Just wanna move on with life! Sigh~ getting giddy easily these days, just doesn't feel rite, feel heaty n sore at the throat. Gonna get a sore throat soon i think.
Hmmm... this sickening teddy bear been teasing me the whole week!!! Argggg gonna get my revenge sometime. Hur hur hur, u watch out u pig! Wahaha, this pig seems to be down today ... his stomach nt funtioning ... eat so little wahaha lolx! N TOK SO MUCH!!! haha
sigh~ well~ during dinner we came across these topics:
1) bf n gf shld tell each where they will be going everytime
2) when gf/bf call the other party many times n the other party nv ans the phone, gf/bf shld get angry?
3) when the other party finally return call, gf/bf shld just let the phone ring n let the other party worry?
Well well ... G was saying that this shld be the right way, as in gf/bf shld noe where each other is. n follow by 2 n 3. But to my thinking, i feels that it is nt necessary to report to each other where u will be going. To me, as long as faith trust n honesty in both parties is more than enough. I will want to trust my bf n will want him to trust me. I do nt want pple to interfere with my life n allow me to do things my own way. Therefore, i respect u n u respect me. U have ur freedom n i have mine. izn't that fair?
Hmm .. then G said "no wonder u always got bullied" sigh~ come to think abt it. she is nt the 1st person who tell me that. A few had ask me to make sure that i noe who my bf is hanging out with n so on.
Well~ who dun wan freedom rite? sigh~ giving freedom also wrong dun give also wrong .. sigh~ nt easy man!
ANyway, i got my padi open water dive liscense le. Yuppie! gonna shop for my mask tmr. Wahhaha ...
yourstruly crapped @ Saturday, August 21, 2004
CONGRATS TO ALL BA STUDENTS WHO RECEIVE UR CERTIFICATE TODAY!!!!
Yesh! Finally this day come, the day when i step onto the stage to collect my certificate in business studies diploma (marketing). N YESH I GOT SILVER CCA AWARD. SO HAPPY!!! ... 1st person i saw when reg. is MR THOMAS TAN. Wahaha, 1st thing he say is CHOO HUI XIN you have put on weight!!! Haha. YESH I HAD!!!
Went into LT 68C n reg. NEXT person i saw was Mrs CHU. Haha, after the breifing by her, went down to tok to her n hug her! Haha, n 1st thing she did was pinch my cheek, n again ... "you've put on weight"...
Finally, it's time to take our seat in the convention hall. Arghhh again, see thmoas tan. N 1st thing he said was "hey fat gal!" ma lu sia! The ask Mr. Goobie to look at me n say "look she put on weight!!! fat gal!" ... diaoz... anyway... after the ceremony went to take pics. Took quite a few .. sigh ~ can't find my classmates!!! all disappear... so only took with whoever i can find lor. Yupz! took one pics with thomas tan, mrs koh (oh yah~ she is pregnant!!! giving birth in nov) n MR CHIA (principal of NP).
Snap snap snap~ then we went makan at breeks (taka)... damien left early becas he gonna book in by 7pm. Oh yah ~ so many botak today ... hmmm saw guan liang .. almost can't recognise him.. he is so tanned now .. better looking le .. look more fit liaoz ... haa ...
Went starbucks (borders) after breeks to slack with yas, bi, jia yun, gina n mich. We sit n took. Hmmm then we tok abt work ... haha topics are so diff now so we pretended to be still schooling n changes the topics to "eh ... wah lau the MR ah so irritatig ... sianz next wk got test ... arghhh alot projects ..." wahah ... duh...
Then my kor came to join us after work. Wahah ~ then we slack again .. walk ard ... ohhh went to this shop at borders ... arghhh saw this pooh key chain which have b date on it... so cute ... n this pooh in this heart shape balloon ... i lurve it!!! n yah lots of CI boy ... n one set of mininature coke bottles ... very nice ... but too bad .. he nt there ... if nt think he will buy ... sigh~
Yupz ... photos uploaded le ...
yourstruly crapped @ Wednesday, August 18, 2004
DEAR DEAR WO XIANG NI!!!
Arghhh~ this feeling again. SICK SICK SICK. Why am i always feeling up a while n down again. Is it the date??? Sigh~ a few more days n it will be the 19th of the mth. Sigh~ i hate this feeling. Why am i keep pondering over this love which will nv happen again? Or am i just nt satisfied with the ans of breaking up??? "why are we strangers when our love is strong" I really cannot beleive it, n dun understand why it happens. We used to love each other so deeply. He can be so sweet n loving, always be there for me when i need him. But wat is the cause of him leaving so sudden. Just the ans - no more feelins le. sigh~
Anyway, end of the day with an embarrassing act!!! All becas of daniel. Lolx. We board the wrong cab. Haha, cas we didn;t remember the cab plate no. So he tot it was that cab n just board onto it n realise it's nt ours! So embarrassing. Haha 1st time boarding the wrong cab.
Going KL soon. Will i enjoy it like the previous trip?
Hmmm ~ no more awaiting for smses from singapore. waiting for the person to msg me to call me n tok on the phone... no more that person to miss me ... sigh~
I'm trying to gain pity or sympathy from anyone. I just miss him. Miss him is the word. I need his comfort his love his pressence to make me feel better ease me from all the stress.
yourstruly crapped @ Tuesday, August 17, 2004
Saturday ...
Yapz, met ah lingz today. Plan was to go shopping!!! Yeah~ shopping spring. Haha, din noe ah boi will actually come and meet us. It's been like dunno how many years since we last see him. Yupz ah boi aka alex. Haha still remember those days in U2. This boi wanna quit the job then the manager dun allow so in the end ask his mum to call the manager n say she dun allow. Diaoz. ah boi u like this also can. Wahaha. Hmmm~ true ... boi i agreee with wat u say in ur blog. THough we only get to noe each other for a few mths. But our bond is still there. Initally i was afraid that we will run out of topics to tok abt or even awkward to see each other. But but but ... we were all so excited. THough our got the three of us. We just tok n tok n tok. Haaa ... so does u guys still miss " Hi welcome ... Bye see you?" wahaha. " sir/mdm may i help u?" so fun huh? though got scoldings n so on lar. Yeah~ hmmm ah boi change quite abit lar. Even just see him on the street doubt i will recognise him. He is still as tall, now tanner with color contacts eh spikes hair n slimer??? haha ... after that ah boi meet his gf then me n lingz go shop shop. Bought a shirt for my grad day. then ling bought a bag. Then shop for a while more then headed home, cas ling nt feeling well. Haha then we both took alot of snapshots on the bus. But pity ah the pics blur. Hmm nvm. I still enjoy this day with lings.
Sunday
Went gym with chor ang n yun. haha, finally a day which i dun feel as sinful le. Yup trying to cut down on my diet. Sigh~ the medicine really make me put on weight. THink is a after effect ba. ANyway, did some running today. N near to 200 clutches. Yeah~ haha .. few some achievements at least. Haha~ planned to go watch the fire works today. But then it starts pouring heavily so the three of us just slack at the tibits bar n tok tok tok. THen we went Hearland mall sake sushi. Yum yum. Yupz after dinner we went for a BB match. Haha~ really had fun playing BB. N my toes hurts!!! got a feeling that another two toe nails will be dropping out soon. Hmmm ... so long nv play BB le, but i stil manage to shoot in a few shots lar. Chor is good! 3 pointer sia. Hahaa but i still got difficulties in dribbling. Still prefer NETBALL!!! haha .. yeah~ which PL lites dunno how to play netball. rite? haha too used to chest passing, high pass, low pass n so on le. Yupz. Whole of sweat!!! GOOOD. wahaha
Oh yah yah ... was browsing friendster this morning n found out one of my classmate is ATTACHED!!! yesh~ someone who u won't expect!! haha ... tomboy tomboy gal now got bf le. Hehee~ wed can tease her le. Haha ... eh her bf nt bad looking beach boys hunk wor... haha .. her type lar. Haha~ think of her ... just remind me of those days doing projects ... hmmmm
yourstruly crapped @ Monday, August 16, 2004
Another sinful day~ haa well this week we went chinatown to makan .. yum yum ate claypot rice ... *drooling* haa ... yah n also with la-la ... so yummy!!! Sigh~ tmr got to go back to work .. cas i'm in U-grade this week. Sigh~ dunno why this wk so i dao mei ... my sales really drop terribly. My customer just refuse or unable to fax in then i also too soft hearted to force them to fax in by today .. sigh~ up to now sometimes i will still feel guilty to ask customer to do BT with me. Just dun feel so right abt it -- eh moral? i dunno. But YJ said that if i'm still feeling this way then i shldn't be in dis field which i think is true too i mean biz is a dog-eat-dog world rite? sigh~ conflict of interest!
anyway will be meeting lingz n ah boy .. wee hooo so happy gonna shopping tmr le .. wahaha hmm maybe can go take some pics* haha ... nitez n sweet dreams ...
yourstruly crapped @ Saturday, August 14, 2004
Yupz. National Day had just passed. So fast 1 yr le. Last yr, i was at the stadium with him, daphne n her bf. THis yr, i'm standing outside the stadium with my jie mei (jojo n yun). Vic is with her church pple. Yesterday was such duh day~! The three of us were like so blur~ trying to find our way to the Mcdonald. Wahaha~ half way thru the journey we hear the thunder sound of the fire works!!!! So damn beautiful. Immediately we alighted to catch it. Tada~ n just keep on snapping photos. SO nice!!!! Last yr fire works was like so plain, n this yr was like WOAHHHHHH got heart shape somemore! Hmmm ...
Oh yah, Josh call jo yesterday. YUPZ it's JOSHUA WENG!!! haa ... my 1st guy crush ... still remember those sec sch days. Haha those who noes me shld noe who i referring to ba. Hey hey, he is single wor. Haa. Still rememebr i've yet spoken a word to him since the 1st day i met him till now. Just a few smsing n no more le cas he then gf dun allow. SIgh~
Well~ he is single le wor .. haha ... but so??? Hmmm n this jo ah trying to match make again. Partner mei you yong de lar. I like him is already in the passed le. IF i tell u who i still like u really surely scold me de. But it's very obvious to u gals rite. So yah lor, i noe u guys already sianz of saying me le ... last time nan ge. ni men hen tao yen de. This time is one who partner u think will bring me happiness de. Still remember the 1st time i show u all him, then partner tell me that i'm so lucky. But sigh~ ren shi hui bian de. Ren de xin ye gen zhe bian le.
Anyway, wo ye kan kai le. Wo xin li you ta jiu hao le. dui bu dui?
Well~ finally got my pay le. N this fuckin' kelly services gave short of pay again!!! They owed me 600 bucks!!! sickening. N my reimbursement are wrong!! so total they short of ard 650 at the least!!!
yourstruly crapped @ Wednesday, August 11, 2004
another day had pass .. well~ did nothing much today.. went to dye my hair .. wahah .. i like this color.. purplish red.. yupz, n did 60 cruches .. yeah ~ after browsing thru' those photos ... had realise how much weight i've put on so now feeling so guilty but to do something abt it ... yeah~ yupz looking forward to tomorrow gonna meet my gal pals ... really miss them lotz jojo wo lai le .. haaa .. yah my partner .. qiyun aileng chorang ... sigh~ wanling still in aussie .. i miss my sec sch days .. haa .. so fun .. well~ when are we going back to tour ard sch again? hmmm but then the stuppid sch rules surely dun allow us to go in one unless i dye black my hair .. hai~ i miss those days painting the banners, hanging the banners, the national day decor, founders' day, PL agape fair, muscial - the great i am, chinese new yr day .. etc. The camps!!! i miss ART CLUB. Hwee tit hwee sian wanyi lisa bingling choonhui ah boon jenalyn (my mortal) amanada adeline huimin jingyi my gal pals again yisun janet etc. Sigh~ so many things to miss... but times is so cruel it just dun wait for us ... n soon i'll be 20 21 22 23 24 25 .. tada old le old le ..
yourstruly crapped @ Monday, August 09, 2004
tada~ tada~ ... happy happy week. Yupz, this week sales has gone smoothly! Hmmm, but this is only the 1st week of the mth, shan't be complainson. Anyway, no sales for next week, sigh~ gonna die le.
Went geylang makan today - haven't enjoy eating so much after those bad times le. Yeah~ yupz, really eat lots man!!! ate beef hor fun, frog leg porridge, flower beancurd n DURIAN! wahaha, yeah cool huh. So long nv eat so much le, gonna put on lotsa weighs liaoz. GOT TO GO GYM LE, miss a few times le, cannot let myself gain the extra pounds anymore. Yesh~
Oh yah, haven't got my pay. Damn bloody Ke**y svc, so lousy. last mth pay gave wrongly. this mth pay haven't come. then some of my colleagues got the reimbursement pay wrong. WTF!!! Cannot play with money kaes... haha
Oh well~ another yr will soon past, SINGAPORE will be one yr older liaoz. Sigh~ wat am i doing last yr this time??? hmmm ... n wat i ask him last yr when he said he was there for national day celebration with another gal the previous yr 2002. Then i ask him, "woah u every yr diff gal pei ni watch parade ah..." then he reply "no lar, next yr will still be u..." sigh~
okie enuff of him le ... anyway i've just posted my diving pics .. so u guys go take a look ba ... enjoy .. weehoo ...
oki oki ... look look .. who's this guy?? yan dao huh ... yeah~ jealous? haha .. yupz my diving instructor = luk .. hee ... yeah~ he just acting cool haa ... okie .. a nice guy still single n available .. but hmm a bz man! haa ..
hmmm?? now now another one ... me standing btw twin tower! haa shuai ba! hmmm
Lastly ... my grp photos .. bu opps lenz is missing ... haha
yourstruly crapped @ Saturday, August 07, 2004
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yourstruly crapped @ Monday, August 02, 2004
You are Green Lion, who gives graceful and pure impression.
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yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, August 01, 2004
yesh ... finally finish the new blog design ... hmmm dun look as nice as the 1st one .. still prefer the 1st one though ... but kinda sick of it ... anyway stayed home the whole day today .. yesh finally can stay home le .. yeah~ well~ nothing much to blog abt .. just pray for the best for the new mth ... AUGUST SALES UP UP UP!!!!
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"Every flower must grow thru' dirt"
Yupz, went zouk last nite. Sigh~ tot it is all well planned but end up only me teddy bear, mel, lenz, alvin, myron, leon n some other pple went. Tot the whole dual will go together, but in the end becas of music preferences all separated. After work, went herren billy boomers to celebrate Donald's bdae with some other ex- citibankers, yeah~ hmmm then eat n chated for a while n start dazing. N this ber start taking photos of the food n his FINGERS!!!! which turn out to look some *e-hem* sex stuff?? haha.
We reached zouk at ard 11+. Yah, then tot kat will come along n dance with me. But she is down with flu, sigh~ Both zouk - house music n phuture wasn't as fantastic as i tot will be. Wasn't really in the mood to dance also. Yah~ then was dancing in the phuture that time, saw someone look like him, but just for a glance n disappear liaoz. Didn't manage to get a closer look at him. After phuture we went wine bar, erm at n they were actually standing at the same spot as the other time i went with kat. Hmmm, so much so memories flows back again. Played 5 10 with myron n mel. Haha, n this time i'm the one lossing. Yeah~ finally huh. *ehem* n think myron was really tipsy last nite, he was toking so much, LOL we make a comment that he is drunk, he said that he is not, n says that when he is drunk he will tok alot, n the fact HE IS TOKING alot!!! haha. So funnie. Hmm then tok abt some serious stuff with alvin. He told me that he was once like him, easily fall for gals n so on. OR rather he is indecisive of which gal to choose. Yeah~ n he is a tarus!! tot tarus is one faithful lover? hmmm... now i start to doubt. yeah~ or perhaps it is just the pass age, boys in their late teens are like that? Perhaps so~
Reached home ard 4+ n washed up n sleep. Getting tipsy already, n tired.
Well~ read her blog again. hmmm~ wth WAT HAD NRA BECOMUNG???? into grps?? tot it was still fine. Sigh~ i dunno am i to blame anot? Is like i've promise to guide her when she become pressie, but wat am i doing now??? leaving her alone!!! That's nt me!!! I am nt like that. I always wanted the best for the club. N is like becas of my break up with him n build a commercial n now i've lost one friend or rather 2 friends. Yah nv contact with them both. What am i doing? Arghhh~ i'm actually putting feelings into work. mixing both things together!
Helppppp ~~~~~~~~~~~ i dun wanna see my club to become like this. I'm feeling so useless now. My dream was once - going back to NRA for dance pract every week even after i grad, but now everything is holding back. Tot i can go back, but look at my work schedule, even wed i also need to OT just becomes i'm not bringing enuff nos. N having such a selfish leader, who commanded pple nt to go for classes when they nv hit their target. Oh come on~ if u can go for ur thai boxing n wat ever classes u are taking, i dun see why we can't just becas we are ROs? MCP! Say wat make u pple dun get MC on mon after coming back from diving. WTF are u talking abt, if we are really sick we NEED to take MC lor. N wat abt u??? After some drink of one of the nite, n the next few days get MC. PLEASE dun misuse ur authority k!
Another reason for holding me back, is yah~ every one do noes, i dunno how to face them both. I dunno how i will react when i see him or her. Will i break down again? I dunno, but i do noe i want to dance!!! I miss dance!!! sigh~
Perhaps, it is really time to move on to the next chapter of my life - DIVING??? water sports? Hmmm~ yesh i do love diving, allowing me to relax n have a peace of mind. But i love DANCE to, i miss those days during the trainings - yesh including times when train without air con in the studio or at the sports deck every where there's space to dance. Arghhhh ~~~~ n now i'm broke! one more week then get pay. Sianz ah .... sigh~ also dunno why jace nv ask me go club. Hai~ after attached with him, jace start drifting away from me le, or is it me who drift away from her? i also nt sure. But somehow, i become closer to my classmates. Well~ frankly speaking, i dun think i drift away from my friends. IF i really drift away from them so to be with him then i won;t be closer to my classmates. Yesh~ i have TONS n TONS of projects in yr3 n really spents 24/7 with my class k. So dun say i zhong se qing you cas i really bz with projects. SUnday also go back sch to do project k. But all these payoffs are worth it. I m closer to my classmates, our projects achieve high ends n i gain better knowledge of MARKERTING!
Hmmmm... will consider if to take up salsa class with alvin... but i still prefer hip hop leh ... alvin hip hop lar ... keke
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