It's the end of another long week end. Tsk tsk tsk. So how's ang bao collection? Hmmm ... like wat jean wrote in her blog ... aren't as keen looking forward for this cny. Perhaps we had all grown up.. just another few more years will be our turn distributing ang baos. Sigh~
The same visiting routine every year but lesser house to visit now, yupz, the 1st generation are getting lesser now. Hmmm anyway, was trying my best to get all my sleep during this cny.
Black jack is still not on my side though. Haha~ was too tired to actually feel happy / sad be it win or loose.
Eric came over as well, yupz to play with sara. Hmmph~ well~ folks giving blessings which is really irrelavant .. duh but neh .. too lazy to annouce the news though .. haha .. wat "tian tian mi mi" n so on .. sigh~
Tired .. i just want my sleep ..
yourstruly crapped @ Tuesday, January 31, 2006
JackNeo's movie never fails me. Yupz, just watched "i not stupid too". Thumbs up for him. I would say his movie is getting better each time. It's like watching a child growing and maturing each time u notice him.
This time, his movie theme is "Praises". He started off with the line "how many times do you praise your child?" "when was the last time u praised him/her?".
I would say i am lucky to have parents never fail to praise us. I am glad and happy.
There's many meaninful phrases and illustration used in the movie. In school, teachers used to associate the bad students as rotten apples. And that also means that if the good students mix with the "rotten apples" the "good apples will soon turn rotten too". It is sad to say this is still happening to our society despite the many are educated now. But the scene in the hospital touches me. This little boy threw away a rotten apple, and the mum saw it and asking why is he doing that. The boy was saying the apple is rot and should not be consume. The mum went on to say that " you just need to remove the rotten part and the remaining of the apple is still good". You got the point? Yesh, everyone is born with flaws and no one is perfect. So why are we always looking at the bad points on someone to mark him/her. We should look at his/her talents to grade that person. Thus, instead we should amend the bad habit we are having now.
Yupz, one point learned. So when is the last time your parents actually praises u? Dun u feel good when u are being praised? When is the last time u and ur parents have a heart-to-heart talk? How much does your parents understand u? How many misunderstandings do you have with your parents? How many times have your parents accused you? ..etc.
This show really educate us on many things - teaching us to look at things at a different angle. Often our pride stop us from praising someone. It's so difficult to tell your rival "hey good job" even though deep inside u noe that he is really doing very well but becas of ur pride n he is someone who u dislike, u sollowed the words. Often, it's these simple words / phrases to make a bright day for someone, for u to be happy as well. It's always more blessed to give than to rec'd.
Hmmm ... as usual Jack Neo's show nv failed to make me tear. This time my eyes was like a faulty tap. Tears just cont'd to roll down my cheeks and by the end of the show my eyes swelled. Mada mada dane! Of caused, as a comedian, how can there be no humor in his show? Har ... some lingo used by the kids these days "cool man" "lame" "watever" haaha .. imagine ur parents tried to communicate with u using these words? Haha.. yupz gotta watch this show to see the effect man~ haha ... Well our "duh.." " losers" are now out-dated. So people, start using the new updated lingo now to keep up with the kids these days. If not you will have difficulties educating and understanding ur kids in future.
I strongly encourage every Singaporean to watch Jack Neo's movie. It's definitely educating and reflect our life, hence it's easy to understand. Support local producation! Yah ...
My virgin movie with Jeannette and Yvonne - "I not stupid too"
yourstruly crapped @ Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Sigh~ gonna be 22 this year .. sigh~ when will i be meeting my prince charming .. sigh~ when will i feel love again ... sigh~ when will i be able to experience sweet times again .. sigh~ when will i be able to rec'd sweet surprises which touched me to tears ... sigh~ i wanna be young again .. sigh~ getting old makes me panick more ... sigh~ i dunno how love is like anymore .. sigh~ sigh~ sigh~ there's so many many things i dun wish it will be happening ... sigh~ WHY ..
Sigh sigh sigh ... why i dun seem to be really keen in guys like before? sigh~ why isn't any guy who makes me go gaga like the past .. sigh~ why isn't any guy making me feel crazy over him .. sigh~
yourstruly crapped @ Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Yupz, it's monday again - monday blues huh ...
Jah has become "sotong" today!! haha~ she was suppose to be on course but she remembered the date wrongly. Haha~ perhaps she misses me too much n remembered the dates which i'm suppose to be on course instead. Alright, my "sotong" club has one new member now!
Campus superstar is the only thing which makes me look forward to monday. Hmm, but Project Superstar still rules. Haha~ the contestants for Campus superstar still young lar. Hmmm one of the guy sang "chu zi zhi wai" ... hmmm bringing me back to the Project Superstar days. Gosh~ Weijian's singing is still live in my head. Wonder when is his album coming out leh. Perhaps shall request him to record "ai qing you xi - Game of Love" in his album ah. I can still remember the song he sang during the days of performance. Hmmm so sweet n his singing will just melt thru' ur heart. Without fail, he always make us tear when he sing. Even Ann cried during his performance in perth leh.
Another guy sang "Forever love" haha~ I still think shi fu's forever love is nicer. That guy really spoilt the song lar. Omg, really got to watch the forever love mtv. Is just so sweet ... awww. Was telling the gals during the Ktv session. It'll be so sweet having ur hubby playing either the piano/ guitar singing u a love song ... awww. Sweet hor. GOsh~ i can't help dreaming again. Hek hek ..
Sigh~ my cases are never ending. Managed to clear 1 or 2 case from Ellex's tray, i ended another few today. It only makes my outstanding cases even more . Sigh~ When will this chain breaks. Stupid customer stop asking the obvious! If u can't pay then just say it. Why hold ur pride n bid ard e bush saying that the meters are faulty, tarrif rates increase is unfair, deposit increase also not fair ... blah blah blah. Duh~ if u can't pay then use lesser, stay in a smaller house. Stupid customers ... all are ben dan!
yourstruly crapped @ Monday, January 23, 2006
Been nottie today. Skip half a day of school. Basically the lecture is getting too boring and repeating the points over again - it's the same slides for some chapters.
So the nottie ones (myself, adrian, car, joyce n hanquan) decided to went off during lunch. Haha~ n ended up at Party world! keke .. Sop more nottie lar, nv come for class the whole day n joined us at Party World instead.
Wee~ my chinese improved a little i guess. Haha~ at least manage to read more words now. Keke~ Shi fu should really quit school and go sing in the pub! Look at Sop's surprise face when shi fu sings .. haha~
Shi fu, hanquan n i headed to chinatown for dinner. So walk around and sui pian makan n so it started to rain heavily. So just slack and chatted awhile. Hmmm was asking abt the guys if they do mind their gf taller than them, their future wive to have a higher education / earns more? .. Haha~ looks like these two guys seems to be quite open, they dunch really mind if their wife earns more.
Hmm... well~ this question has always been in my mind. Cause i always think that if the gal earns more means that she will be paying more for the house, thus this may likely end up in a quarel. The guy may feel demoralize, while the gals feel superior n will tend to order the guy around, as such this will dampen the guy's ego n ta-da the couple starts to quarel. Hmm~ but again if the couple really loves each other, this shouldnt be the case. We should learn to bao-rou each other - give n take. Hmmm~ but this is not easy at all. Perhaps ... true love will? Zhen ai??? ... sigh~
yourstruly crapped @ Saturday, January 21, 2006
Tired week. Looks like my bad luck is back on me. I've got to deal with many cases which is out of my empowerment, n so it looks like i've broke jah's record of 9cases with Mr Ng. I have roughly 15cases with him now. Sigh~
However, it's definitely a fab week for me - that is SCHOOL STARTS! haha. Car has her perm done! Haha even more pretty now. Everyone still looks the same. Hmmm so nice have my classmates around. It's just like a big family. Very cosy feeling, very blissful feeling to have them around. It's like all troubles has gone.
I drag myself to wake up this morning. WHY??? Why does sweet dreams got to end so fast. Yes~ I had a super sweet honey coated dreams last nite. Haha~ only it will happen in real life. GOsh~ sharks *blushing* Dreamt that ..... hee he held me in his arms ... it was like such a mutual reaction and absolutely no awkwardNess. He wrap his arm around my waist .. sigh~ i shall cont'd where i have stop tonite ...
Oh well~ lectures isn't fantastic at all. It's borRrrrInnnnnggg.
不知何时我已渐渐的喜欢上你了。。。
yourstruly crapped @ Friday, January 20, 2006
Ai si my shi fu le! Yupz, i managed to pass both my papers ~ well and i managed to get Distinction for my Info. System. All thanks to my shi fu! Looks like ah cath n me really owes him lots. Always drive us around and tutor us on both Info System n Inter. Trade. Shi fu u are the best!
Ok ok, i will be good this year. No more distraction. - laziness n + hardworking.
Arghh~ faster come. I m feeling all bloated. Stupid. U better dun come during CNY. I want to eat nice nice food de. Faster come, u ben dan. Then i won't feel so bloated and will look slimmer during CNY (though no shuai ge) but still ... ben dan!
yourstruly crapped @ Monday, January 16, 2006
Yuppie, finally a chance to meet up with the gals - jo, yun n kim. Yupz. Jo is still the same as ever - always so bubbly n with her u will nv feel lonely at all. Partner always~
But some things still bother me though. Dunch understand why the gals dun always ask me out for gathering. Sigh~ perhaps they feel that i m too wet blanket, always not free so end up - giving up asking me out.
Mel the same as well. Thinking that i m attached n therefore no time for friends. But sigh~ come on .. whether i m attached anot .. i prefer spending time with my friends! I LOVE MY FRIENDS, at least they dun perish, at least they have lesser expectation from you, at least they dun demand much, at least they are more patient, at least they are not as sensitive, etc. Peng you wang sui!
Menses ah menses why aren't u not coming? Arghhhh~ it's freaking me out. Please dun, i dun wanna take any more pills. When it's late i will start feeling paranoid. Nope i am definitely not pregnant. Arghh~ Feb 6 will be my next follow up. How i wish it faster come so i can consult my GE n perhaps request for another blood test.
Heard from yun that Aileng has a lump in her nose n having nose bleed. Hope tmr follow-up will be a good one. Nothing negative pleaaasssee ... Life is fergile. To those who are healthy, please treasure n eat healthy oki. Drink lesser n dun smoke lar. Why spent to kill urself? Is it worth it? Spending money to get lung cancer n spending money to get cured? So ironic. Unless u have too much n dunno where to spend. If there's the case then give me lar, i help u spend.
Sigh~ duch noe why i've been thinking of him lately. During the shopping trip yesterday, i was thinking of buying this n that for him. But duh .. he is not my bf ... harlow .. WAKE UP wont u?!? Must be my female hormones overreactive making me more emotional? haha~ duh ..
Sop wrote this:
"Sometimes loving someone can be so painful till you'd want to give up the beauty of life itself because hurt consumes you. Then wouldn't it be better to not love at all? I wonder what is more painful, looking at the person you so love and thinking "who is he/she" and seeing no resemblance of the person you fell in love with or not being able to be there for the person while he/she is going through this phrase. Because assumingbly, its natural to want to stand by the person through all phrases of their life."
Love is just complicated lar. Sometimes when u finally get the person u like but when u just got into the r/s, u just feel like calling it a quit. Then when u like the person so damn much but unable to get him u just feel like slapping urself. Arghh .. watever lar .. i go sleep
yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, January 15, 2006
A nice and cosy weather for today. No rain finally. The breeze blowing against my face really make me feel sleepy.
Slack for half of the mornign at work but manage to finish my work by lunch time.
My cupboard has finally arrived and i finally get to pack my birthday n christmas pressie. Yah, my long overdue birthday pressies were not taken out of the paper bags... n finally i find a place to put them. Heee ..
Gonna sleep soon. Going M'sia tmr afternoon with yun, kim n jo. Yupz, finally get to meet the gals again. Definitely i will bring my cam along ... i shall go snap snap snap .. hek hek
good nite ..
yourstruly crapped @ Saturday, January 14, 2006
Sleepy day@ work. I thought the whole day of sleeping yesterday will bring me fresh and awake to work today. But, neh. It didn't help much. Instead I felt even more tired.
Disturb vonny at work most of time, cause i just can't concentrate on my work. My mind is drifting away. Sigh~So vonny decided to draw me some pictures. Haha .. there it is ..
hmmm .. nice pic? haha sweety couple, when will i have this day again .. sigh~ who will be the one who can bring me back my smile ...
Look like me anot .. haha this is my dressing @ work today. Nice rite. Vonny is just so good at drawing. How i wish i can draw as well also.
Anyway, took time off today and went out with mum. Yupz, CNY shopping again. Bought 1 bottom and 2 tops and 1 top for mum. Haha~ But sianz, realise i have spent so much this week. This Saturday will be going M'sia with my partner, yun and kim. See, gonna spent again.
I'm happy to be back to sch again. Yupz, next week will be sch reopen le. Hek hek hek, shi fu i promise to be guai, do tutorial and project le. I won't slack slack le lar... ok ok promise! .. hehe
yourstruly crapped @ Thursday, January 12, 2006
My second post for today ...
Was watching "ai de zhang men ren" halfway, and learnt some meaningful lines so decided to blog it down.
Lance (Alex) was saying "... no expectation will bring you surprises..." I agree with that. Sometimes we just shouldn't expect too much things in life. Tsk tsk tsk, being a perfessionist is not always good all the time. Often in a relationship, partners will expect their the other half of this and that, and when the other partner didn't manage to reach the others expectation. This offens ends up in a quarel.
The next line i learn is from the mother. She was saying that getting to understand someone is not a matter of time is the quality of time both spent together. But mutual understaning is not enough - it is the acceptance. Are you willing to accept each other after understanding him/her? Hmmm .. this is really an ART of LOVE ...
Looks like i got influence from vonny ..
yourstruly crapped @ Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Selemat Hari Raya Haji!
Finally start doing some cny shopping. Went to the Tea Hut @ Bugis with jean for some hot tea. Yummmilious ~ Almond Tea so nice. My favourite! The nice sweet pleasant smell .. can u smell it? Oh yes, the cheese honey toast is super nice! Wanted to take a pic and send it to vonny, haha but i was too excited n took the 1st bite b4 taking the pics.
After a sumptuous meal, we went bugis village to shop. yeah, finally. Finally a chance to shop in Bugis. Sometimes working in town is just so plain boring. Got myself one dress, a top, a belt n 2 bracelet. Cheap cheap.
Haha~ finally my shi fu got to sing. Meet up with car, joyce, andy n shifu at party world (shenton way). SO we K till 1am! Haha~ well i didn't sing much though. After so long of not K-ing, my singing really sucks. Besides, i wasn't good in the beginning at all, n my understanding of reading chinese seems to detoriate more. Haha~ shi fu ask me to brush up on my chinese. -_-"'. I will try ba. But, it isn't very logical, you see. We studied simplied chinese in sch, but the chinese characters being used in K is always in the traditional chinese fonts type and so can't really blame for not being able to read those words. Haha~ How can i not mention how well joyce, car n my shifu sang! Shi fu jiu bang! Gosh~ didn't noe shi fu can actually sing so well. Hmmm i would say besides BJ n Eugene's vocal, so far haven't got to know any other guys with such nice vocal le. N here i present to u my shifu aka adrian chen aka zhu-zhu aka cutie eyes! Every one got awake when the "cai shen dao" song is played. Haha~ a good laugh. Really it is fun! Super! Shi fu commented that Car's sang the "cai shen dao" very well and it was as if she does recording for the song before. Haha~ weell shi fu you are as good also lor. Haha~ is like u noe the lyrics so well leh.
Looks like my shi fu is the happiest yesterday! He got to sing n he got to mahjong! Yupz, after K we went car's bf's place to mahjong. Haha~ n this time round is the 1st time i really sit there to play with shi fu's guiadiance of cas. Oh yesh~ i zi mo gao! haha .. so happy. Alrite, soon the last round, shi fu take over fully and i just lie on the bed that's behind him. Haha~ n soon i doze off. Anyway~ we won!!! yeah yeah yeah. haha ...
We played till ard 5 plus and shifu send andy n me home. Haha~ okie i'm a pig. I just slept all the way taking advantage that shi fu knows the route better than i do.
Again it's pouring outside and simply it's boring staying at home. Sigh~ my whole family thinks that we are still together. I simply dunno how to put words together to tell mum the truth. But i dun really care. Mum just said, "later ask ur bf come and eat lor" cas she bought extra nasi lemak. I so much wanted to tell her i am single now. But i hate explaining, so i think i will choose to remain silence. Time will ans for it.
Not many know that we had broke up. Shi fu only knew it yesterday, although i tot he noes that we had broke up, but he tot we had patched. Well~ simply i'm not sad at all. Like wat vonny say i am not serious for this r/s at all. Well~ i'm sorry that's all i can say.
I have been getting super sweet dreams these days, thanks to the nice weather. Yah, so sweet that i wouldn't want to leave my dream. Only in my dream everything seems reality. But in reality i'm afraid of getting hurt. Sigh~ Love may seems simple but nv will one noes how complicated it will be.
Von drew me this pic during work ...
doesn't the pic looks blissful? xing fu?
Sigh~ haha .. hunk enough? haha~ but the "me" is abit too skinny le lar. My face where got so slim n sharp? I'm round n chubby!
Vonny and i had decided that the new trend would guys with small eyes! haha .. look at the campus superstar. So many sch bois with small eyes - just like me.
I'm afraid falling in love with another guy again. Cas when u are out of it, everything would be diff. A used to close friend will become a stranger over a nite. I am not one who is good in handling relationship. Spare me ...
yourstruly crapped @
MOS aka Ministy Of Sound has definitely spent much planning on the layout of the house. This place is just so cool to be in. The different themes with their unique fittings is real impressing. It's so well-decorated!
From the "pure room" to the "retro room" then to the "r n b room".. Hmm i love them all! Looks like Zouk really need to "pull up their socks" for their design.
"Pure room" is nicely decorated with all white furnitures! Yesh~ i love the big queen size white beanie bag the most! Haha .. how i wish i could own one too! oh, not forgetting to mention the white surround systems, it just so P-U-R-E!
"Retro room" is just so retro, with the swing-swing bubble chair. Haha~ But i think they should do something to their air-con. The retro lights make the whole place so super hot. We can't stop sweating in there. Their songs are so old-school .. haha no "square rules" lolz yeah
"RnB room" well nothing much to comment about this room. The songs wasn't as fantastic as dlbO - even vonny agreed with it.
I would say i will not visit this place often though. Guess i will get sick of it. Perhaps if i'm going to visit it again. I will go to the Pure room for some chill up. yah ..
Reach home at ard 4am. Hmph~ an enjoyable nite with the gals (azlin, vonny, jean, val, joraine, vonny's friends and Kass).
However, i did not really get my mood to enjoy though. Alright kinda contradict. I should say i love the gals company but not in the mood of clubbing. PMS i guess.
I nv feel love again and i ask myself wat is love all about. I wonder~ I am in search of geting yet another in my life but i m not into it. It's more of a companion i guess. Friends ard me are mostly attached, so having a bf is just a partner in my life to get me out of the boredom grave.
Recently, i find an attractiveness in this man i noe.
I ask myself if that was the development of love. thoughts rambled in my head. i fantasize but nv would want to be serious. marriage is still out of the way. i dun wanna get into a relationship with no journey to it. also, i wouldn't want to be in a r/s which gotta wait for like 5 - 6 yrs to get married. it's seems boring. yah .. i feel that r/s is boring now, that's why i say i am drifting away from love. my life seems emptiness except for the meaning of working, studying n earn money and r/s has nv come to my mind at all.
Valentines' day is just ard 1mth away. sigh~ i haven't got a proper v-day in my life. will i be lonely again this yr?
my ideal v-day would be a romantic one. yeah~ a real romantic one. though i've alway say that i do not like roses n flowers. but for this very day i dun mind receiving it from someone who i adore ( but who is that .. serach me .. i do not noe too) . After receving the roses from his hand, then hand-in-hand together we will walk to a restrauant with violinist. Woohoo~ then steak meal with a glass of white wine for me. Hmm~ then a slow dance. Afterwhich, walking along the seaside, enjoying the sea breeze, sitting on the sandy beach, lying on his shoulder, waiting for the sun rise. Awww .. isn't it sweet. hmmm .. that's my perfect date for v-day. Yeah~ ...
I dream.. i fantasize ... will u ever be mine? .. hmmm
yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, January 08, 2006
The grow up Edmund of Narnia is Handsome!
yourstruly crapped @ Wednesday, January 04, 2006
1st working day of 2006!
Wat a damn day it was today! SAP system was down for half a day, printer server down, email server down, damn it, even my com was down.
Wasted my morning doing nothing but walking in and out of boss room, trying to get that stupid case down. duh~ some pple just dun understand english and has been disputing on the same issue from aug 2005. All the best for ya who is trying to bring the case to CASE. Yeah baby~ good luck for u. Perhaps CASE would ask u to do your research before filing a dispute or rather they will ask u to pay for a consultation pay. Haha~ that shall anger u even more.
I dunch understand why this company just wouldn't spend a little money to upgrade our ancient computer??? Hey pple i'm so proud that i'm working on a Windows 98! yeah man~ who is luckier than us - always restarting our com with all sort of stupid problems which can be easily avoided by using a high end com? Even an idoit also understand that a lower end com will face difficulties performing task on a high end program!
Bom bom bom - jah's favourite line ...
yourstruly crapped @ Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Ushering the new year 2006!!!
23.12.2005
Spent our nites dancing at dlb O. Hah! It was really fun. Yeah .. so below are some photos ..
At parkmall bus stop waiting for bus .. haha . 2 big guys and 2 small bois
the gay buddy ...
haha .. cool shot!
seriously i dunch noe wat's adam is doing .. haha trying too hard to be a ballerina?
at end of the dance .. all tired and shagged
papa on my right ..
the cheapo gang alumni ..
Yupz .. that was a spendid nite spent with my UWA mates .. no wrong getting to noe them. Friends who are always there to cheer u up!
31.12.2005
Spending my last day of 2005 at Car's bf house. Haha, a potluck party n surprise bdae party for Andy. Tsk tsk tsk. N our Mr Boon is back joining us with all the fun! N ta-da we ended up with 2 bday boy! boon n andy whose bdae falls on 01.01 n 02.01 respectively! Gosh~ now i realise these guys can cook. Feel ashame of myself. =p. Gonna pick up some skill from mummy soon. haha n that shall add to my new year resolution.
the early birds .. all getting ready for andy's surpise party! haha .. but look at car .. with her party hat facing the back . lolx
all of us .. so happy to be with them ..
the gals ..
the "feeling" buddy
"chuncky aka edison aka jason"
yupz .. the gay buddy again
YEAH~ it's 2006!!!!
after loosing the game of "tai dee"
Finally it's 01.01.2006!
Itinary for today was to bring lil' sara to Nite safari with Eric. Yupz, so brought her to my uncle's place 1st. My weekly visit to my grandparents.
*sara the warrior* happily swimming at my uncle's pool
sitting on one of the float with lil' nigel recommended ..
look .. she's now on top of the shark!
outside nite safari ...
on the way back after the failure attempt to nite safari .. she got freak out seeing the statues of animals .. aww .. fatherly love huh
so we brought her to amk and walk ard b4 heading back to her aunt's place ..
02.01.2006
2005 is definitely better than 2004. But towards the end of 2005 wasnt very good though. Couples breaking up. Many sad posts on the net. Yah .. the love cycle alway goes this way
1st u fall in love, giving each other the best, thinking that he/she is the one, soon realise that there's many differences and start quarelling n so on. Can't get along, so decided to break up. Both parties feel bad and sad. Start thinking back and thinking of the "should not" - i shouldn't have done this n that. blah blah blah. The list just goes on.
Pple asking why i dun seem to be affected this time round. Well~ it does not mean that i'm not concern at all. Just that i have learnt to be stronger as time passes. Thanks to "mr medicine" for making me stronger. No, i'm not being sacarstic here. It's a real sincere. Without the experience he had given me. I wouldn't have grew this much. I would still be a little gal and being dependent and all. Yupz. Now i have learnt to be more optismistic. Always looking at the bright side.
Well~ I'm not rushing for a marriage aint' i? I have just 21 not too long and should be enjoying my life now. Time passes fast .. yeah..
My 10 new year resolutions are
1) A better health for myself n my family/friends (i dun wanna keep falling sick, esp. 2005 which i had taken many MCs)
2) More distinction for my studies (not too be lazy .. must really study hard and lesser scolding from shifu)
3) More extreme sports .. (cable ski, wake boarding, diving. etc)
4) More $$ (who dun wan rite?)
5) More smiles (that's include my friends, i dun like pple ard me to be sad)
6) Smooth sailing in everything i do (lesser problematic cases i pray)
7) Meet more friends (yes, i love making friends)
8) To keep this weight of mine with bigger boobs i hope! haha ..
9) Prettier, cuter, charismatic and of cas more beautiful
10) Lastly, to meet my dreamguy .. JunYang .. hek hek hek
May 2006 be a better year ahead for everyone oout there.
yourstruly crapped @ Monday, January 02, 2006
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