4Sigh~ i think things are getting worst. C - mel's friend ... the one who ask us to join them. He's interested in me??? Sigh~ how shld i put it. Sigh~ i shld not have agree to come out today to meet him, mel, alvin (mel's friend) n his gf. I just treat him as a friend, just an ORDINARY FRIEND!!! n i borrow the naruto vcd from him.
THis nite he called. Then wanted to chat on the phone. Sigh~ i dun like to chat on the phone, so i just entertain him. He just going on n on n on, toking abt his life n so on. I'm plainly not interested ya. Sigh~ he knew that i'm chatting with pple on msn as well, but he still keep on toking!!! bu zhi dong!!!
Then then then ... he suddenly come straight to the point ... sigh~ headache ... telling me that he likes me, he dun go for looks or figure or wat so ever ( cas the guys was shock to see me in bikini ... blah blah blah ... the guys were discussing abt my figure ... ergh ) he just feel the special connection, the feelings, he just stumble over words when see me in face n he dunno how to tok to me face to face. He said that he does nt have a good nite sleep since his last broke up with his ex 4 mths back. But last nite was different cas he manage to tok to me??? sigh~ help me ... he had a nice sleep after he manage to tok to me, n the feelins just great!?! hai~ then today at work he is always smiling to himself, then saying that he is so happy to rec my reply from sms, n so on, then treat his squad for lunch today cas he is happy??? cloud 9???
Seriously, this really turns me off. If u noe me well, this won't works on me, if i really like u i will take the move n u dun even need to move. N seriously, i dun think i noe him well at all, just a friend of mel ... that's it ... sigh~ please dun give me more probs on this ...
The one who i am more curious in is someone else, but i dun wanna reveal here for in case anyone read it n more rumours gonna began. Now now now, the whole squad knows that he likes me ... but the squad didn't noe the other side of the story ... sigh~ will that person respong to me anot ??? arghh~ hope he reads my blog ba ... n hope he dun avoid me can le ...
yourstruly crapped @ Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Ok i would say this week end is great!!!
On fri went Zouk to celebrate Alvin's boon n Elvis b'dae. Yah ... had fun dancing all nite ... woah~ didn't noe time passes so fast. I actually dance from 11+ to abt 3+??? haha ... Was kinda high that nite, but i didn't drink much though. Just like a glass only??? Haha then elaine missed her fish becas of the couple dancing next to us. Arghh~ they were so damn irritating!!! Oh come on~ if u are really that horny, then go somewhere else, n stop rubbing over there!!! The actions n touching was so obscene!!! Yucks~ it just turn me off watching them dance.
Then on Saturday, early in the morning went to HIPS (Holy Innocent Pri Sch) with my sisters to paint their wall. Yupz, round 2 of the mission. It was great!!! We are almost done with the room. The room is now blue - we sponged the whole room to make an under the sea effect. Some sea creatures are up. Rainbow almost there, except for the red color. n the dino is up too but with the trolley missing. Yupz, it's real dun painting. I felt a sense of satisfaction, n so calm n relaxing during the painting session. It was like going back to the past .. where we all stay together after school to helps painting the toilet, the banners, the props for musical n so on.
After the painting, wanling's mum treat us Pizza for our affort. Leng, yun n i went off together after jo meet jeremy at hougang mall. Yah~ Leng even came up with the idea of opening up a small company within ourself n help the sch do painting!!! Not meant to earn but for us to enjoy n have time together. Just reg a company name, n have a soho - small office house office concept!!! yah ... so cool~ but we are still minority ... so gonna wait till next yr.
At nite, met Luc n had my theory done!!! Yupz, finally rite? Har ... there's no theory test ... i just need to do all the exercises that he gave me!! duh~ make me read till detailed.
Er!~ sharks~ i'm gonna lead the grp to dive!!! n that's my exam for advance ... how??? wat shld i do??? i got to remember the place we dived, the nagvigation n also going back to the boat, the time in the water, the depth, n getting attention of the grp in the water doing hand signal n everything!!! Sharks ...
N today was great!!! Went sentosa with mel n her Air Force friends!!! Yupz, it was their paya lebar air force gathering. It was fun though there's not much of the hunk in the grp .. (er can say is mei you =p) haha~ Was playing with jamie the whole though i was suppose to join in the guys for match. But nobody taking care of her if i go away, is either me l or me. Jamie is one of the guys's daughter who shares the same birthday with me!!! Was so excited abt that. Haha~ well she's really a smart gal, coming out with games n asking me n mel to play with her. Haha~ i feel so embarrass!!! she make me n mel chasing after a ball at the beach!!! gosh~ n so many was looking at the both of us running for the sea to the get the ball!!! gosh~ This was her 1st time playing at the sea, n she was so excited n enjoying herself so much!!! Both mel n me was so burnt under the sun, n trying to persuade her to go to the shade n rest ... but she refused!!! n this is how i become ... i brunt lobster!!!
Hey!!! do u believe in fate or conincident???
I met one my net friend!!! who i dun expect to meet at all??? Angie (my another net friend) was trying to get me and another guy, who is eric (that net pal) together. Duh~ it was kinda childish or watsoever u call it. But angie n i was very close ever since 2yrs back, n so was eric n her. WE both can chat anything under the sun, n always toking about some kinki stuff n blah blah ... n i always tell her off whenever she tries to bring the subject of me n eric!!! n i keep telling her it was impossible, for i dun believe in cyber relationship ... n n n i will not meet him!!! n today~ diaoz ... i actually met him!!! so is it fate or conincident??? hmmm ...
yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, April 24, 2005
1st day tutorial today. Yupz, now the lecture grp is split into 2, so that means there will be 2 tutorial class. Oh yah~ he is in the same tutorial grp as me!!! haha ..
Anyway, i was so embarrassed today!! Omg i went to the wrong tutorial class. I'm suppose to go for e-com before my consumer behaviour. When i step into the class, i saw canice (my tutor for CH), then i was like ... gosh~ so faster went out of class to call Adrain n confirm the room no, n realise i'm really in the wrg class. Haha, so just nice, met one my lecture mate who is going for that class, so get him to get my bags out ... haha .. so ma loo if i'm going in n get my bag out. So went for my e-com class, and apparently almost everyone is in there ... yup including him!
E-com was not so much today, it's just more of introduction. Well~ Leon was a nice tutor, sharing with us his experience in the working society during the spare time. So now he is working in a head hunting firm, thus he taught us ways of leaving an impressions with the interviewer n also not to get interview time in the morning for it is the time when the interviewer is most alert, n will shoot u with very diff. questions. Yupz, the best time for interview will be in the afternoon ard 3-4pm, when the interviewer is kinda getting tired from the long day of work, n so this will be the best opportunity. As such, start with some small tok, be humourous, etc, ways which can leave good impression. Yupz, n best is to ask more questions during the interview this will give the impressions that u are keen to noe more about the company n ur job scope. Yah? ... hmmm, n also look ard the interview room when there's time n try to make some comments abt it, this will show that u are actually observant ... share ur hobbies n blah blah will build relationship as well~ a fruitfull lesson ...
Then come to consumer behaviour, was more of text thingy. We started straight from the chapter 13 n skipped all the introduction n theory chapters. So i was ask to present for the 1st question ... duh~ dunch noe wat did i say wrong n the whole class started laughing ... i ignored that for i just wanna fast finish this whole presenting ... too nervous yah ... N he laugh too!!! Hmm~ so funnie meh??? maybe is my expression ba ... everytime in poly when i started presenting pple will always laugh ... dunch why either, well~ at least i manage to get audience attention without doing anything much ... a score point in this ..
So, tmr plan will be bring Lucky to the vet ... seems like there's something wrong with his front leg, he seems to be limping abit. Then afterwhich will be going for my 2nd interview with Singapore Power supply n meet sultan for some shopping ... still wondering to go for Dance tmr anot or go Black with Kath ...
yourstruly crapped @ Thursday, April 21, 2005
Got thru the interview for the Singapore Power Supply, n have to go down on wednesday for my 2nd round. Sigh~ somehow, i'm not quite excited at all? Dunno why, i'm just moody, moody n just moody. I want the sea, e sea breeze, the sky, the air, the sand, the sun, i want to be out at the beach, yesh alone at the beach, sun-tanning n relaxing - yups i want to be in somewhere where there's no one is ard - perhaps just my dog to be my side will do. yeah? Well~ this few days, lucky had been sticking to me, no matter where i go he just keep sticking to me, regardless of who is calling him. Hmm~ perhaps he is just too use to my pressence at home for all this while.
Mummy will have to go down for the Prettiest Mum Competition this thursday. Har~ i manage to persude her to go - secretly sign up for her - keke ...
How i wish i'm able to learn to "hate", perhaps if i can hate like my friends do, i will not be feeling so down all these while? Sigh~ just wanna a get away from all these ... somehow i thiink i need to work, the feelings is just not rite! this is only the 3rd week n i'm feeling so uncomfortable without work?? Gosh~ n not even concentrating on my studies, which my mid term exam will be like anoter 3wks away? Well~ tmr better start on my Dive Advance theory, if not this saturday will sure frunk the test.
some results from the psychology test on the net ... quite true ..
Everyone feels despondent at times and you are no exception. You are feeling so depressed because it seems that everything that could go wrong has gone wrong and you don't quite know which way to turn. So like the proverbial ostrich you are trying to bury your head in the sand. But that won't work - you have to face reality.You enjoy taking part in anything that may constitute fun and excitement. You need to be stimulated and need to feel that 'Life is worth living' and you are awaiting that stimulation and you don't particularly care where it comes from!It's the old old story - I am misunderstood - my partner (be it in your private life or in
business) just doesn't understand me and YOU also believe at this time that you are being completely MISUNDERSTOOD by one and all. It then obviously follows that you naturally feel inhibited and not appreciated. It is perhaps because of this belief that you feel compelled to stand back and let the rest of the world go by. As for developing a firm relationship - inwardly deep down in your subconscious mind you are wary of even trying to get close to another person because you feel that if you open up your heart and feelings you are sure to get hurt. Since you are living in a society where close relationships are the norm, you feel that there is that need to conform, but any close relationships of any magnitude that you may have tried in the past have unfortunately left you without any sense of emotional involvement.You pretend that you are a carefree individual and that nothing really bothers you - that you are so self-sufficient that whatever problems beset you they simply flow off you as water flows off a ducks back. You are experiencing considerable stress, trying to conceal yourself from the rest of the world. In actual fact - deep down, you are not at all happy. You feel lonely and you need someone with whom you can 'Let your hair down' and share your hopes, dreams and high standards. You are imposing unnecessary self restraint on yourself. You would like to demonstrate the unique quality of your character to all and sundry.At this time you don't particularly like yourself. Everything that you have tried to do seems to have gone wrong. This makes you feel that there is no point in trying to start again. Apart from being stressed and tense, you are angry with yourself and have un-admitted self-contempt. Your refusal to admit that you and you alone is the basic cause of your problems leads to you adopting a headstrong and defiant attitude. If you take stock of yourself, smile a little and let go, everything will turn out OK. Have you not heard of the cliché 'smile and the world smiles with you - cry and you cry alone!'?
yourstruly crapped @ Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Feelings???
Sometimes i really ask myself, " have i gotten over it?" " have i really let go?" "is the feelings really gone or i just trying to make as if it's gone?" ... etc
Well~ 2nd week of sch had past, so far it was great!!! i mean the sch n pple there were just fun! Yah~ it wasn't as bad as i tot, perhaps maybe our age were kinda close, btw - 21-24? yah. Most of the guys were ard 23, ord soon. The class were spontaneous n interacting, haha, perhaps we are all marketing students?
Today went lunch with a bigger grp of pple. There's hmmm, dunch noe their name for some but we still tok alot. Arghh~ n i'm sitting at the corner, surrounded by 4 guys!!! Hmmp! N the only topic is NS. Goshhh~ so i tried to break in to ask them to tok abt something else, then they realise i was conered by them!!! Goof ~ so thomas ask me some questions, oh well~ again, they thought i was a clubber, haha... before that, catherine also tot i was one. Haha~
Hmmm, new feelings?? haha xin de mu biao??? hmmm dunno leh. well~ crushes do comes by ... but just crushing on them for a while only. yupz, it's nor like or love. hmm, feelings wasn't strong, so i just hope this feeling will not get stronger ya... anyway, he was sitting diagonally opposite of me, yupz he was sitting next to adrain. Hmm~ dunch noe... haha *blushing* just feel that he steals glances at me during lecture, haha or rather i was stealing glances at him??? keke or rather is telepathy??? haha dunch think too much le lar ... just concentrate on my degree 1st ...
Going to watch the SCC concert later, yah ... perhaps take more pics with them ... so long nv hang out with them since i started working. I mean since now i got the time, why not spend time wtih my love ones before i get bz again ... yah ..
Happy~
yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, April 17, 2005
Sigh~ so disappointed with myself .... felt so bad talking to ma today. I dun mean it though, just kinda angry with myself, disppointed, sad, irritated... u just dun feel good, staying at home doing nothing!!! I wanna get some fcuking job out there!! Arghh ... i dun wan to rely fully on ma n pa, i mean i'm already a poly grad, i'm only 20, it's time for me to be out there working n gain experience n prepare for the future. I cannot be a useless bum at home rite? Sigh~ can't this companies be more flexible in the working hours??? Duh~ always giving me false hope, is like it's so near that they are accepting me, but upon hearing that i'm studying, immediately upfront reject me ... sigh~ Just hope i'm able to get the job that Annette (PPS agent) is trying to help me to get from POwer supply or maybe another job which is located at Harbour Front - which i'm more keen on, marketing asst n admin, 5days week n 9-5.30pm which pay quite well too, ranging from $6-8 depending on the interview. Anyway, just pray that the Harbour front pple will call me soon, before others ba ... arghh ...
guilty ...
yourstruly crapped @ Thursday, April 14, 2005
My world is swaying ... my vision is blur ... sigh ... i'm sick again .. yesh finally!?! ..
shld i be happy or sad?? Sigh~ why must i fall sick when i want to enjoy? Arghh~ I'm down with fever, but i didn't noe about it. Till yesterday, i finally see the doctor, after having sore throat, flu n cough for 1 week. Doctor asked, " are u having fever?" ... well i told him, cas i dun feel anything, just kinda giddy n every part of my limbs just feel soften .. yah that's it, tot it was normal ... just low blood pressure?
Sigh~ i'm feeling lethargic everyday, sleeping just couldn't resolve this problem.. arghh~ i dun wan to think abt it anymore. Just hope the old illness dunch come back to me can le, i want to live like any other woman do .. sigh~ sinsen once told my mum this, becas of my weak womb, i will offen feel more tired more easily than normal person... sigh~ dun tok abt it anymore ... dunch wanna my mum to get worry over this again
Just pray n hope that the medication i'm taking now, will be able to control this illness, sigh~ i want to be a mother one day too, carry my own child!!! I dun ask for more, one will be enough .. yah ...
SIgh~ the other day, i was coughing non stop in the bus, i was cough so hard that my tears start rolling down my cheeks .. er then this little gal who was sitting infront of me, got a shock when she saw me tearing, argh so embarrassing, then she told her mum abt it, who then turn ard n look at me. Duh, dun just look, spare me a tissue please ..
Sheesh~ Luc is barking at me for my advance theory now!!! How??? i've not even started a chapt on it... sheesh, nagvigating, dive tables ... arghh i hate this two the most ... i just want some leisure dive, not more stress!!! but i need advance cert to dive at nite! arghhH~ tai yan! got so many homework!!!
yourstruly crapped @ Wednesday, April 13, 2005
3rd day of sch
Hmmm, blur me, nv read lecture guides properly n brought the wrong notes to sch today. Hmmm, it says module 5, 6, 8, 9, i brought chapter 5 6 8 9. However,module 5 ref to chapt 5 but 6 8 9 ref to chapter 12 13 14!!! Duh ... but luckily, i've already gone thru all these in Poly, anyway there's isn't much notes to copy too!?! yah ... self reading is the key ..
Went wanling's house for a short gathering for i got to rush to damien's bdae. Yupz, wanling cooked spagetti for us! yummy, but but but, she did a mistake. .. goosh she forgets that white wine for drinking are nt meant for cooking, n dry white wine shld be use for her spagetti sauce instead. Haha, so ta-da, her spagetti sauce ended up with a very strong smell of white wine .. so she tried to cover it up with sugar!! yah .. but end up pouring too much into it .. anyway, we stilll eat it lar .. it does nt taste that bad afterall. We were loaded with too much food! i bought drumlets, vic with her pizza, yun with her salad, aileng with her apple strudel n geetha provided us with drinks!!! ..
Yupz, then went on to pasir ris park, where there's private chalet. Was surprise to see adeline there too!! So there were me, bia, yas, yongda, zheng xin, ben ... yupz .. cool~ however we left shortly after the cake session, n headed to fisherman village .. alamak .. i ordered corona again .. sianz .. i dun like beer lar .. cas gina say is nice with some grape taste .. but it's not ... pei pian le .. Yupz, was kinda tired .. the guys keep toking abt their NS stuff ... n kinda bored the gals up .. n left ard 1plus .. haha .. but it's still interesting listening to their stories in NS .. then debating abt who is more shiong n so on .. Zzzzzzzz ...
yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, April 10, 2005
2nd day of school ...
GOofyy ... yeah~ luckily i did my work today! yah, but again, he did not go thru everything!!! Sharks~ it's like whenever the clock struck 7.45 / 8.45 / 9.45. He will just stop rite there n ask us to go for our break. Wth, can't he contd further with the notes. Arghh~ if in my poly times, i believe i got alot more things jotted on my notes, but look i got nothing on my notes now. Sigh~ n there's really means alot of self reading. Why why why ..
N yah .. my shuai ge tutor, sat one row infront of me today. yeah~ haha a closer view, but too bad i can't dou pai da. maybe when jean is ard, then hmm .. she got the skills to dou pai ba. Haha, tmr has lots more to go.. n looks like my weekend gonna be burn again.
Sat (that is tmr) i'll be going to sch, wanling's house for some gathering, n damien's bdae! n Sunday, i'm still deciding to go pai my late nanny anot or go SW? cas i missed last week class. Then in the evening, another buffet session at san shu's house. Hmmm, wonder wat celebration again this time round, will it be my another counsin's gf bdae ??? hmmm shall see .. oh yah .. san shen said she bought 2 puppies!!! yeah yeah 2 addition to our family!! haha .. so happy .. can't wait to see them .. hope san shen don't bluff can le .. yupz .. stll looking for job, n now got to start studying for tmr whole day of lesson le .. ciao
yourstruly crapped @ Saturday, April 09, 2005
Weee... It's the 1st day of school. Hmm, was glad to exchange number with Catherine on the day of orientation. If not, i'll be super bored today. Well~ it was nt too bad. Just kinda confuse, and directionless. I believe i will get use to it soon lar. Har~ sure enough, the guys ratio was nt bad this time run. Yah~ at least more guys compared to during NP times. OH YESH~ not forget to ANNOUCE that the TUTOR is also very SHUAI!!! omg omg omg ... liu kou sui le. Haha, he got the boyish look cum some kind of in-build charm. But but but .. elaine (UWA) n i find him abit too tao le. .. kinda arrogant lor .. sianz hor .. hmmm, she said that there was quite a no. of nt bad looking lecturer / tutor ard in PSB wor .. i shall see .. hmm.
Today, went for the 1st job interview, as expected, it did nt turn out well. Most employer wld give a 2nd thought after knowing that their candiates will be doing a part time degree. So yah, she upfront rejected me, after knowing that i will be doing part time degree, she wanted me to concentrate on my studies, and also offered me to do sales instead of admin ( that's wat she feels, i'm more of a sales person in stead of admin - n that's explained that i am talkative .. lolx). Later, she found out that i'll prefer some more relaxing job, so she offered me telemark instead, but thankx but no thankx. i wanna try something new.
Wait for another interview ba ... shall see how ..
Oh yah.. the teaching is super slack here!! omg, so different form NP! looks like i have to do alot of self reading le.. sigh~ no more slacking le ..
yourstruly crapped @ Friday, April 08, 2005
hiak hiak ... Sch starts tmr .. hmmm but i've nt finish reading chapt 1 n 2. Sigh~ i'm sick, caught in the rain the other n now down with flu n sore throat. Arghhh, and tmr i'll be going for job interview. Weeish .. so fast, they get to me. I'm feeling nervous, excited, tired, sianz ... how how how ... gonna start work soon le, and that means .... i can't enjoy as much liaoz ... omg omg omg .. help .. then i can feel tons of sch work weighing on top me now!!!! Went thru the schedule .. n gosh .. will be having my mid term exam on the 14th may ... which like abt 1 mth away only!!! goshh .. how how how ...
ai zai ai zai .. i've gone thru so much le .. i can make it de!!! yah yah .. self talk self talk .. sales tok sales tok .. * tok rubbish* ah ... >_<
yourstruly crapped @ Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Sooooo mannnny thinnngs to blog ... Yupz, slowly i shall tell them all .. here ... look below yah ..
1 april
Slack ard at home during the day, then went to meet ah ling to go for amore lesson in the evening after her work. Unfortuntely, we were told that we are not allowed to join the classes during peak hour. So, we just left n walk ard bugis. Yupz, and headed to Sim Lim sq to get some brochures so to compare the prices of the hard drives. We then left for Fortune centre to have some organic food dinner, but ... the shop closes early for they have sold out all their food. Left with no choice, but to dine somewhere else. Meet up with Ling's mum n ate at the nearby hawker. After which, Ling's mum went to meet her pa, so both of us went KFC to look for jane (ling's sis) n waited for her to knock off from work. During the long wait, we catch up with each other by updating with our lifes .. haha .. so fun .. gossipping, chatting, drinking free ice tea, cracking R21 jokes .. haha .. yupz ..
2 april
One of the most happening events yah ...
Early in the morning, it was pouring so heavily, i was so reluctant to get out my bed to meet up with aileng, jo n wanling. Well~ we are starting our Project PTW (Paint The Wall) on this very day!!! @ Holy Innocent Primary Sch. We are just helping out wanling's mum to get her classroom painted. So we sat down on the tiny little chair n write on the tiny little table ... haha it was so fun .. memories .. We then discuss n decided to came out the theme underwater world ... YESH .. we are going to transform the classroom into an UNDERWATER WORLD ... under the sea .. under the sea ..
all stress up ... jo, me n aileng
weee ~ we are enjoying ... the wall before painted
me, wanling, jo n aileng
look ... rainbow ... somewhere over the rainbow ...
Sweet times ended fast .. well i got to leave the gals early for i got another activity coming up!!! yeah ... another highlight of the day .. another sweet sweet memories!! n ta-da .. DUAL vs RC chalet!! .. haha
Okie, meet dennis, n zann @ harbour front MRT station. Elvis n Daryl were late, so the three of us who had nt eaten for the whole day, went to the food court n had our lunch. Yumm yumm .. Han's set meal .. but the soup taste sucks. Anyway, we then went Cold Storage to get our stuffs. Gosshh~ things were so heavy yah ...
Finally, we reached the chalet ... i'm sooooo happy ... suddenly i feel like i'm a released jailbird ... almost everyone was there.. n so we headed to the beach n had some volley ball game .. as there were quite many of us, we formed a circle instead of playing match game. Haha, both elaine n i were like toking so much n almost got hit by the ball for quite a few times .. haha ... but in the end we were separated by mel who stood btw us...
Soon, the RC pple came along to join us, and we had captain's ball match. Nnnnn DUAL won!!! with a score of 10-3 .. Cool rite? haha, well~ not denying the fact that we got more guys .. haha. After the match, we were sweaty n dirty, so got ourselves soaked in the sea ... but somehow we got dirtier!!! both elaine n me got oil all over our legs .. yucks .. we headed to the swimming pool instead .. whhoooohhhh .. shiok leh .. relaxing in the pool, while the rest setting up the BBQ pit. Lolx ... again, we over bought the foods, but to no choice n waste food again. sigh~ sinful leh.
The clock struck 12, n "Cinderellasss" going back... so it was left with me, elaine, mel, peggy, myron, elvis, dennis n daryl. Soooo we played games in the room!!! haha, but sianz ... my mense came that very nite, so a bit no mood after my bath. The room was filled with so much laughter!! so funnie .. especially the guys .. YEs the guys!! ... they were trying to "rape" dennis... haha reasons is to see his chest hair .. gooshh .. er xin leh .. all these were video cam down by peggy! .. haha .. arghhh ... drank chivas with mineral water that nite .. my forfeit .. yucks .. it tast sucks sucks sucks ... after i gulp down hald cup of it, i was hot inside... i'm burning!! n the taste still linger in my throats!! Er xinnnn ... then then .. i got myself a cup of chilled orange syrup .. aghhhh .. feel so cooling after that. But but but .. it took me only abt 15mins to get drownsy, i'm tried, cramp, giddy .. so i slept early .. haha n again i got the bed!!! YESH!
Peggy n myron left us at abt 3 plus .. mel left earlier .. ard 1plus (her boi come fetch) yah so it was left with me, elaine, dennis, elvis, n daryl .. while the RC only left with fiona, stella n stevia. So the remaining few cont'd with the game, while me, fiona (who both got drownsy) slept earlier .. n that include dennis the pig ... nv drink also sleep early .. haha yah ..
Happy times end fast .. the rest of them went to the pool to have some game b4 leaving the chalet, so i was left in the room .. n yah .. do the cleanning up ...
Zann n me ... @ harbour front .,, setting out for SENTOSA ..
Look .. at our chefsss
hui-jie, donald, zann, lenz, dennis
look .. me n the "dudes" n "hunks"
myron, donald, me, lenz, daryl n front: dennis 
finally ... to u who my team leader is ... PEGGY TONG!!
Mei hao de shi guan shi duan zhan de ... wo yi li kai zhe ke rang wo chong man kuai de zhou gong wan jing. Wo you xian she bu de, dan shi wei le jiu xue, wo zi hao zou chu ren sheng de ling yi ke liu cheng .. zai jian tong shi men ...
good bye .. citibank .. dual 1 ...
4th april
Went for my orientation today. Well~ i was kinda nervous at the start, thought there might be lot of older pple in the class. But somehow, it was still alright, but again looks like i'm one of the youngest .. anyway, only few came for the orientation. We were introduced to the topics, rules n regulations of the school. Some introduction by the lecturer of UWA.
gosh~ i saw pounds of work flying my way. I will be stress out in just a few days time. yah .. the schedule was so pack! n i was told tat it's only alt saturday then there will be sch, but looks like they have change it, my sch day will be every thurs, fri n sat, N yesh .. this sat i will be having sch .. for the whole day .. from 9-5pm. Manage to get to noe someone new .. haha new friends new friends .. yuppie .. her name is catherine .. yups...
So after buying my text which cost me $78.30 for just 2 books!!! i headed back home. On my journey back, this guy boarded the bus .. gooosh .. he loook so much like BJ .. yah .. the boyish look, big eyes, basketball top n bottom .. the height the built .. was so much close to him ... it really the sh*t out of me .. it was the look.. yes the look on his face!! dai xiang le .. well~ shi bu shi wo ye bu xiang zhi dao .. but confirm bu shi lar .. he shld be in camp wat .. duh .. n this guy is wearing CJC BB top. ... bu yao xiang na mo dou le ... gonna tight in bed early n start doing my homework tmr .. yesh .. i am having homework b4 the lecture actually started .. cool huh ...
yourstruly crapped @ Tuesday, April 05, 2005
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