Wee~ looks like sms works!!! heh heh heh
Lalala ... feeling much better now, at least a load off??? Hmmm
K k .. he's bz bz bz .. happy to hear that ... heh heh heh .. he joined the student union of the sch .. no wonder so bz .. n n of cas not forgeting abt studies .. hur hur hur ... arghh~ i'm jealous i want to be in campus too! So there's club to join .. more fun! .. i miss my poly years .. so many things to enjoy .. definitely when comes to dance pract .. hai~ but well~ no more of such thingy le .. i am just stepping ahead of the others .. well~ wat to do .. sch fee supported by someone else .. heh heh heh ... so i must still enjoy no matter how .. should be contented with wat i'm getting rite??? YUPZ
Okie okie .. i cut my hair!! haha .. so happy .. another load off ... at least my hair dun look so flat now .. volume up!! Yuppie .. was kinda doubt the hair stylist at 1st .. but phew .. he's not that bad .. he give me a new look .. designing a hair style which suits me .. keke i was being too choosy though .. haha .. well~ i like to be perfect .. haha .. but lazy to do it ..
Lalala ... tonite can sleep well le .. yuppie ..
miss u ...
yourstruly crapped @ Wednesday, August 31, 2005
So she look like me??? Look like me???
Hmmm ... kinda resemeble though but definitely not the alike!!!
K k .. she wear braces ... but i took of mine already!!!
Alright .. i do agree she somehow resemble me .. but but but .. NO way she gonna be a subsitute!!!
Well~ she definitely has a slimmer face compared to mine .. somehow .. she looks like when i was in year 3 term 2 ... when i'm gonna grad .. yah the pic which i used for my ctb pass .. definitely .. if not i won't guess the gal he was referring to is her when i was being showned 2 gals in the pic ...
Argg~ k k i noe i noe .. my face is chubbier .. but that's not i want to .. bloody hell .. if i'm not diagnose with the long term treatment .. do u think i will still gain that bloody 8kg???
That's why i say 2 more months .. .2 more months .. n hope i will break free from it n say bye n nv be back .. hope i will be slimmer!!! Hope my face will slim down .. but this is hard .. sigh~ hope ba ...
yourstruly crapped @ Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Hai~ doubt still got ticket to go watch final le ... arghhh~ i wan to go the "life"!!! Hmph!
Work seems to be smoother these days, good thing huh?
Well well well .. my rashes was ok in the day when i was in office but somehow it start to itch when i am on the way home .. so i wonder was it becas of the heat??? Hmmm .. anyway it look like a burnt scar now .. but aiyah .. dunch care much abt it too .. haha it's look kinda uique .. hmm birthmark? blah
ta-da this is how it look like now
Oki doki ... i was checking my Hotmail just now .. scare the shit out of me .. guess wat guess wat .. an email from Jonathan Goh??? Wth .. who else can it be .. though there's many jon i noe .. but definitely will not forget abt this one .. but anyway .. the mail is just some forwarded invites to join some webbie .. something friendster those sort of thingy ... er not interested lar ... well~ bet he didn't plan to invite me ... just for the sake of convenient .. n technology has make it so easy .. with a simple click "check all" button .. tada .. ur invites are sent to all ur friends ..
Hmmph .. good gal did a bit of my proj .. haha but Adrian say will send me the survey ques .. but still didn't see anything .. hmm .. this guy must be lazing haha
Alright .. look at some photos taken at ling's bdae .. alright alight i noe i noe .. i'm fat .. hai~ but cannot help lar .. 2 more months .. yeah baby .. 2 more months ..
yourstruly crapped @
itchy itchy itchy
It's growing bigger .. it's spreading ...
It's the 2nd day n it's not getting any better but becoming swollen .. arghhh
Mum helped to apply some white wine on it this morning, but still the same .. only withstand the itchiness for a while n i got to endure the itch for the whole after noon during project with adrian ..
Then in the evening, dad saw me scratching n took some medicated oil to apply for me .. gosh~ the whole thing swell up!!
yang yang ....
pain pain ...
Hmph!!! i was jumping overjoy to see him online but wth ... On fire le ... finally he's online ... but just too bz to tok .. fine fine!!! wth .. still type in the wrong window ... very funnie ah .. Shan't contact ya anymore ... nan ren dou shi yi yang de!!! guys are just the same .. no matter how nice they seems to be .. they are still guys n behave the same way ... i'm not going to forgive u .. never!!! watever ~ so wat if she looks like me ... so wat so wat so wat ???2*Y#*&$(U)(UTE98 ... I M I N I M WHO I M!!!
tmr go see doc with the itchiness still remains .. the most get injection ..
yourstruly crapped @ Monday, August 29, 2005
Alright .. shiit .. think my rashes getting bigger .. arghhH~ itchy!!! it's spreading.. but cannot scratch .. arghh~ Helpppp!!!!
AH wei's bdae today.. haha .. opps she was trick into taking photo with us .. n ta-da .. she got face smash with cream!!! blah .. who ask the trick not work on siewyin's bdae last nite .. ha ha .. at least i make it work today!! yuppie ..
Er think i'm getting sick of going to chalet le .. everyone's bdae is at Down town east .. i was like okie .. the 1st step to that piece of land is like .. i wan to sleep .. haha ..
K k i'm a pig .. i noe .. i just love to sleep .. dunch u find sleeping is such a wonderful thing to do??? There's many things in life we are not able to do .. so ha ha .. In ur dream u can do anything u like!!! N the best part of it is U are of FULLY CONTROL of your DREAM n wat u WANT OTHERS TO DO !!! so cool rite .. ha ha
So .. u onlookers shall noe what i have been dreaming for the past months .. la la ... it's my dream .. =)
Project project ... i'm lazy to work on project !! Help .. i just want to relax after work .. but looks like this week my dream has been control!!! YESH totally!!! My dream got CONTROLED by DECISION MAKING!!! *&**(^&^(IUIJ(*)&*^TY .. i Seee NUMBERS every wheere!!! N that's how appear i got late from work .. i look at the clock n see numbers!! GOsh~ numbers .. probabilities ... percentage ... outcome .. events ... arghhh they are scaring me !!!
OK .. i'm tired .. gonna wash up n read my SHOPAHOLIC .. ha ha
yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, August 28, 2005
Yesh~ finally got home. Tired..
After a warm bath, i feel so much fresher n nicer.. keke went to cousin siew yin's bdae. Haha ~ guess wat??? I met Byran!!! ha ha ... one of the junior from NRA last time .. er he he he .. gosh~ i feel so embarassed .. ha ha .. those kinda feeling when u try to be serious when making annoucement n so on .. er watever lar
Wee~ i finally got to play badminton .. er but i was wearing a skirt???? ha ha oki but i think i played fairly well .. not too bad lar ..
K ... i'm feeling aching all over ... i need a massage ..
Sigh~ Cat now in hospital ... hope she is doing fine .. she will be having operation tmr morning ..
Alright .. wei's bdae tmr .. sigh~ another bdae .. i'm tired n shag ...
ni zhan na li?
yourstruly crapped @ Saturday, August 27, 2005
JUE DUI SUPERSTAR ... YOU NI JIU YOU TA!!!
The show was so GREAT!!! My hatrated ... my feeling of unfairness .. my feeling of biasness against this show is GONE .. yesh somehow it's GONE ....
Seeing all the 12 male contestants sitting together, joking with each other .. gosh~ the scene is just so heart warming!
Look~ wei jian is showing his cute side of him .. the playful boi who i had known!!! Happy for him .. ha ha boi prepare for NS soon ba .. hmm wonder how ya look like when u in botak*
Ha ha .. of cas not to forget my PC - Hong Jun Yang .. cool~ he look so charming tonite .. more carefree .. n lighter!!! He is not feeling that stress anymore .. Happy for Him!!! N ya .. look at how he blush when mischievous jian took out the Tee with Candyce "cartoon" printed on it ... ha ha .. so cheeky ... feel kinda jealous though .. ha ha but again like wat dear said .. it's just fantasing .. =p .. but he is a really good catch!!! 4th yr Econ student???? Wth .. he is so damn smart .. he is majoring in Econs??? Definitely hs is talented .. playing the keyboard n guitar .. hmm n i can tell he is a good guy .. really from the eye of a person u can somehow tell how nice or bad the person is .. n i can say he will be a faithful boyfriend ... lovely .. very caring towards his love ones .. not wanting to let them down .. will always strive to do the best n present the best infront of others ... etc etc ... well~ basically he has the "eyesight - yen shen" which is very familiar .. yah n that's how i basically notice him ... Awwwww ... how lucky is Candyce ..
Great~~ how can i forget mentioning Raymond!!! Haha .. the 1st guy i took notice from the quarter ... though his vocal somehow stunned me .. ke ke .. anyway he's cool~
Oh yah .. i realise something .. Seng Kiat look like Hagen!!! Ha ha .. ok ... nothing much to comment abt this guy .. except i find him look like Jerry Yen!!! another shuai ge ...
Gosh~ i think i'm obssessed with Superstar ... i am touched by the brotherhood form .. but saddly i gonna miss the Gals' tmr .. got sch .. tootz .. got repeat also cannot watch .. got dance ..
Haha .. yupz recently start reading again .. wee~ ha ha .. Shopacholic!!! So nice n sweet .. n i really like the style of writing .. is so easy to read n relative in life .. simply i feel that sometimes bombastic words will not make a book look fantastic or anything... basically is getting ur reader to understand n feel together as they read along .. ke ke
Great .. SUPERSTAR really ends my day sweetly ..
N better still i'm either reading, reformating ( YESH .. i mean reformat!!! i am so proud.. i actual reformat the com myself!!! it's not difficult afterall .. thankx Adrian for encouraging me to give it a try .. =) really thanks alot for listening to my nagging n everything .. i'm glad to have noe u .. ha ha .. zhu zhu ... =p)
K later got to do tutorial .. sigh~
Yuppie .. for the 1st time i finish my cases!! yesh .. i finish everything .. n everything is pend for vetting now .. cool~ i'm improving ..
Haha ... lots to blog ..
Is this PMS or wat ... i start missing peeps ..
Well~ i dunno why .. i understand why ... but i miss someone .. waiting for a time to rec'd a msg from xxx .. but i bet xxx won't believe .. anyway .. i miss angel .. yah .. sigh~ i miss the times talking to her ... bitching with her n everything .. it's been a long time since i last chat with her .. she seems to be so bz these times .. n i bet i have hurt her alot by hurting her kor ba .. hai~ but i really miss her .. sigh
Lol ... Mel mel miss me!! n i Miss her too... she is my da mei nu!!! she is booking me next friday!!! =p i must have disappoint her alot for not able to meet up with her many times ... cas of sch n work .. anyway i promise i will meet her next friday .. n of cas the rest!!!
Haha .. suddenly i feel like a little gal ...
yourstruly crapped @ Thursday, August 25, 2005
Hmph!
Mood for today =
Happy =)
Haha Gosh~ just heard over the TV, "My date with vampire 3" will be broadcast soon!!! GREAT!!! I've been waiting for this show.
Alright, spoke with jian today. Funnie huh? ha ha .. it's the 1st time chatting over the phone with him since i noe him .. hmm he's really a nice guy. Anyway he will be bz all the way ... hopefully able to meet up b4 he go NS !!! Ahhh ... have not been slacking with them for so long ..
Well~ I was on my way home, n i thought i was being such an ignorant person!!! alright it took me quite sometime to figure out i noe .. anyway i think i really missed out loads of fun in the past .. i had always in my own world cas i noe he will be there .. n i'm satisfy with just him ard n i dun need anyone except for him .. n it was a HUGE mistake!!! I shld not have tot this way ... why didn't i think of it??? Why am i so stupid not thinking that he will leave me one day!!! perhaps i didn't expect it to happen so quickly???
Anyway, should i be glad?? Is he who make me to see the world. Is he who make me realise who are my true friends. Is he who make me feel the warmth of my family n friends. Is he who make me grow n become stronger .. n is he who created wat i am today! I am proud to say i LOVE myself now ..
Yuppie got school today, haha, *tootz* Boon act tao today .. haha *tootz* =p n definitely violent is he!!! Dun think u going Thailand so wat ah ... haha
Hmmm one more thing to be happy .. ha ha i got a very sweet dream .. but but hai~ it ended too quickly cas i realise i have overslept!!! haha
Angie angel .. where are u ???
Haha to end this day... thankx Felix for posting JY's pic in his blog!!! haha let me post here ..
dun he look charming here??? Hhaha ... *ehem* *ehem* perhaps in his days ba .. keke .. alright centre-parting for guys was cool then k ...
Thankx lix for ending my day with a *smile* he he he ...
yourstruly crapped @ Monday, August 22, 2005
GREAT~ i can feel my abs aching at this time. Yuppiez, today dance was great ... lalala of cas it was !!! Nur is not here again, so Daniel took over! Sigh~ i feel so pathetic during dance. I can't do split anymore ... WTH i used to train so hard for it last time n after my tigh muscle tear for both leg .. i can't do it anymore!!!
I missed those days with Jolene .. getting encouragement n motivation from her .. n i finally can do my split ...
Sigh~ but all these have become history .. they are in the past ... just part of memories .. still wondering to go back anot .. though i really miss them but feeling very demoralise in my dance skills an everything now ..
Anyway, doing some day-dreaming today while on my journey back home from dance. Keke ..
Things to be happy about for today:
1) Daniel teaches today
2) Daniel is concetrating on me!!! (maybe becas i need more guidiance for dance??? ha ha but who cares as long as i get attention from him ... la la la)
3) met granddad's old friend, n brought him to find granddad .. so sweet seeing old friends meet .. i wonder how is it like when i grow old
4) I got my POOH's bed set .. the blanket, the pillow case, the bloster case, the bed sheet!!!! Yuppie
5) For the 1st time in life i reformatted the computer myself ---- ahhhhh acomplishment sia
Things which spoilts my day:
1) As usual the gals aren't co-operating in getting pressie, no one ans no one contacts, maybe i buy the pressie on my own ...
2) it's the end of the week n tmr will be going back to work
yourstruly crapped @
Finally it's the last lecture of the term. Time seems to be passing to quickly this term. Anyway, i enjoyed today's Decision Making class! Standard deviation n everything. Finally something which i understand better ... er not to tok abt Expected value without perfect info - this sucks to the core!
Went to uncle's place for cousin Ben's bdae. Yupz, had fun chatting up with my cousins. Always love toking n playing with them. But since every one is growing up each day, n bz with our own stuff, tend to visit grandparents house less offen. However, got catch up today. Haha~ well it really feel great! The scene of 10 yrs ago was us playing soccer, catching frog, 10 over of us squeezing up on the swing, going roller blading, going swimming, the times when my sis always got bullied by meiling (one who born on the same day/mth/yr with her), my sis just cannot stop crying every wk (nick as cry baby - CBD cry baby disease), ha ha .. lots
Went Ling's place after Ben cut his cake. Hmm Ling's place was pack too. So many pple. Haha~ but alot pple also dunno one, anyway see Ling happy n satisfied ... felt happy for her too.
SOooo the question is ... should i still celebrate??? Hmm think i just celebrate but got to draw out the list of pple i'm inviting.
Hur hur hur .. someone say i getting prettier?? Haha did i??? i wonder... feel like a pig now leh... someone who looks like me .. oh well~ i just got a common look...
Lalala ... now i got all JY's song!!! Gosh~ i love his voice! ... so sweet .. ke ke .. *blushing* ha ha duh ..
yourstruly crapped @
Arghhh~ Can i cry???
I really feel like crying! I feel like strangling myself!!!
1stly, i didn't noe the DM paper was yesterday till i msg Adrian n told him i dun feel like going to sch. Then he was shock n that's when i found out the paper was yesterday n today n not today n tor like wat i thought. So i immediately flip thru my exam schedule n in deed it's yesterday n rush to Ellex room to get a urgent leave.
Thought i was ready n prepared for the evening papaer, for i got B.stats bkdgrd n i love B.stats n i always score well for B.stats. BUT this paper turn out to be so sucky!!! How am i going to ans the ques when i got difficulties comprehening the questions??? WTH .. i knew it .. he always give questions which is so ambiguious ... question like "complete the diagram" .. yupz, i completed it till someone raise the question n ask him then he said .. complete n analyse .. so that means we got to use the risk adverse, risk taker n risk neutral method. This is only one the question, wth .. I'm struggling thru' out k.
2ndly, went home awaiting for the Superstar result, very confidently thinking that JY will win!!! since Jian is no longer in the competition. WTH .. n guess wat Wei lian got the male champion k. Can u imagine that??? Wei lian got it??? When JY n JIan sing so much better!!! N i believe pple out there do agree with me!
Hai~ this is the 2nd thing which i feel like crying ... I feel so sad for JY n he is trying so hard to hold back his tears .. he only let go after he sang his last song on stage, hugging his families. Gosh~ he is so emotional n i believe he is confident that he will win. Arghhh~ can i switch role with candyce for once? haha though i dunno either of them.
Hmmm but i'm happy for Xin hui!!! She is so strong! I like the way she present herself! So strong n positive thinking. I selude!
Alight took one day leave to study .. enough of yesterday ... i dun believe i can't do it! Gonna revise everything again.
There goes my leave .. 1 day gone .. i'm left with 5.5 days now ..
yourstruly crapped @ Saturday, August 20, 2005
Omg omg omg ... JY is so
CUTE so
CHARMING so
SHUAI so
ATTRACTIVE tonite!!!
Haha~ i can't help myself, i feeling so crazy for "falling" for someone who i dun even noe n dun even noe me! Someone is an idol! ... Gosh~ i've becoming like a seconday sch gal ... ha ha
But he is really cute! I like the way he project himself on stage .. the playful side of him .. ha ha .. after my break up so long .. i finally found someone who i think i like .. but this is really very weird for falling for someone like this ..
Hai~ anyway just let me fantazise more .. ha ha ..
Hmm .. can't deny that wei lian sung well tonite.. I wonder how jian will be on stage! Hai~ really miss seeing him on stage ..
K got to study le .. sianz ..
Oh yah .. got to cheer myself on .. yesh! I finally clear most of my cases!!
Yupz .. FINALLY ...
yourstruly crapped @ Thursday, August 18, 2005
Hmph! Met up with Boon, Adrain n Sandy after work to revise for this coming Decision Making Mid-term paper.
Omg~ studying with Boon is so stress ... he make me more worry for my paper. Haha~ the half slack me, till now have not sleep yet. So unlike me, when i am always a fast sleeper!!!
Lucky i met up with them today, if not, i would have been studying the wrong thingy again.
Haha~ thanks to Adrain for telling me abt "readings"
Hai~ still got a lot more to go..
Kekeke .. so happy~ i bought my addidas bikini today!!!
Wee~ finally i got another set of bikini! ... I simply love the strips n color .. just so tropical!
yourstruly crapped @
Alright, finally finished my Promo Mid-term paper. Looks like i am doomed this time. Really, it is like wasting my effort to study so early n turn out i dun remember wat i've studied. Seriously, i am disappointed with myself! This is not the 1st time i am studying Marketing n yet i can't do it well~ sigh~
Look!!! This is Jason-the-Pooh! Haha .. trying to pose like Winnie-the-Pooh on my phone. This Pooh is too skinny liaoz ..
Went home after school, was kinda lazy to go anyway. But, Adrain msn me, so we end up going to Cat's house for dinner. Eat n tok ... So while Cat is doing her facial mask n everything, Adrain accompany me to J8 n get a pressie for someone. Hah~ end up buying perfume. Sigh~ guy's perfume smell all the same! Haha, didn't find any difference in them though Adrain was like saying the difference n so on. Duh ~ so went to get wrapper, card n a small piece of cake.
At 1st i bought Chocolate tiramisu from Sweet Secrets, realise it dun come with a box for a small piece of cake! Wth, then thought going BreadTalk n see if can get a box. N ta-da i end up buying another cake which looks nicer, ha ha, yah end up me eating the tiramisu.
Hmm watch some BollyWood show at Cat's place n Adrain drove me to his place ard 12mn to pass him the pressie. Haha~ looks like he got a shock. Anyway hope he will like the pressie ba, er didn't tok much too .. was too tired, just wanna pass him the pressie n cake.
.. Yupz went dance today! But not Nur teaching. It's someone else. Dunno him anyway. Was surprise to see Yun n Jolene there. Cas Yun was telling me she will be working n won't be able to go dance on sunday. Anyway, didn't tok much to them. They are in their own topics. Sigh~ really a drift ba. Hai~ but kinda disappointed with Yun, as in we stay so near, n since she coming today why never ask if i'm going? That's like .. i feel being treated as a "hi-bye" friend now .. times change pple do change .. somehow i think i click better with my collegues n classmates more than my dance mates in nra. Tat's the reason i'm not going back. Anyway, my pressence dun seem impt at all. Pple only remember u when they need ya. But when they are having joy n fun out there, who the fuck u are ..
Sigh~ Counter duty tmr n means cannot finish my cases again ...
Really dunno how to study my DM now .. help~ i'm lost in it ..
yourstruly crapped @ Monday, August 15, 2005
Sad
Unfair
Angry
Fustration
Hai~ I cried!!! I'm so sad!!! Jian is out le!!! WTF!O*$(#*(
!@$*(* ... Hai~ Is the insider news that reliable??? Hai~ since he is now out le .. i really hope it is lor so at least jian can get recording??? Hai~ yeah .. anne dear send me his songs .. ke ke .. hai~ but his songs always make me tear one ... hai~ i wan his "ai qing yu xi - Game of Love" .. Hai~ Jian yao jia you .. You will be BIG one day de!
Really got nothing much to say ... just arghhh~ i feel like hugging jian! telling him not to cry .. hai~ (no other thoughts hor - just a friend hug) hai~ all of a sudden the images in KL is poping in n out of my mind ... the times when we all perform .. the times when he sang "Yue liang dai piao wo de xin" during the alumni dinner in KL .. hai~ memories memories ..
I can't sleep tonite!!!
Sheesh ... Exam on sat? .. die lor
yourstruly crapped @ Friday, August 12, 2005
Happpy Birthday Singapore!Wee~
Zue dui SuperStar ** You ni jiu you ta!!!
Omg omg .. the competition getting more tense up now! The fight is real close .. gosh~ *phew* cold sweat dripping down my forehead, whether weijian able to make it anot??? Hai~ so scare now .. but really hope he can make it into the final, but again jun yang is really good! He's improving every wk n getting more shuai, n his eyes really can "tian" omg~
sigh~ but last nite both jian n junyang didn't do quite well~ jian is like "stagnant" (opps =x dunno how to spell) then jun yang though is improving alot but he somehow lack of some elements in the way he sing .. perhaps is the feelings n emotions .. then as for jian he did well for the feelings n emotions area but somehow like also lack of something .. also dunno wat ... but i really like the emotions! he can really make me tears for the songs he sang lor ..
Anyway, today national day .. but i just got to stay at home to study .. ke ke ..
Wee~ i have Mac Breakfast this morning .. have not had Mac breakfast for quite some time le .. ke ke ..
okie doki .. time to shit le .. =x wahaha
yourstruly crapped @ Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Alright ... has been a long time since i last update photo .. okie this is the most recent one, took durin donald's bdae ..
this one quite "er xin" look at how me n tommy smile .. alamak .. dunno wat we both doing lar
can't really remember wat happen .. dunno is it i got tickle ??? *hmm*
haha .. look at our "da hua lian" .. look geri has a goati .. proudly draw by me .. wahaha
okie .. nothing much to post le .. ke ke .. everyone pray for me okie .. pray for my coming exam ..
yourstruly crapped @ Monday, August 08, 2005
Wooo .. i got 55 cases pending .. li hai li hai
I've been super bz with work these wks, n i just realise my mid term exam is next wk!!! Cool huh~ Alright i've always been a workaholic .. i just can't stand my work not complete n will want to complete no matter how many OTs it will take!!! haha
So i've decided to stay home for the next two days n revise my work!
I sincerely hope guyfriend D n galfriend M will be buddies again. M msg me today, asking me to take care of D cas she dunno wat to do le, she is just following her heart. Well~ no matter wat happen n no matter who she chose .. as long as she happy .. that's the most impt! rite? n i believe D will be alright soon .. just give him some time to cool down ba.
Hee~ After work went shopping with jean n von. Haha was so funnie, i was asking von abt her bag when we were waiting for train to go home. I was saying "ni de bag yao diao le ah" n she said "huh" n jean said "ni de bra yao diao le" n Von " na li na li" n she actually look behind back!!! haa that was so funnie!!! Omg .. how can someone drop her bra without knowing ... ha ha
Yuppie .. Andy finally pass me the Naruto Movie ... wee watched it .. ni chi ban!!! i just love Naruto's perserverence attitude! I wan to be like him. I wan to be strong too!
Hmmm ..
yourstruly crapped @ Saturday, August 06, 2005
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