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Yupz, had signed for studio wu ... n today was my 2nd lesson. Hmm carol's chereograph was somehow similar to ann's but i still prefer ann's teaching. Hmmm haven't been dancing for a long time, n i really miss dance alot!! Feel like joining some dance comp again, but thinking of my standard now, i doubt i cld. Sigh~ n now after so long nv of slacking, my muscles had "melted", n like wat my sis says, when once it's tonned n u nv maintain it, u will be fatter than ur initial size. Sigh~ n amazingly it works!!! duh~
Well~ it's been a long time since i last shop with yun. Today after dance we went shopping!!! yeah~ so happie, memories back, i nv loose her, n she still cares n treasure me!!! Hmmm, perhaps i was being too zhong se qinq you le. Aniwae, went to try alot of jeans ... arghhh damn it! they just dun fit. my tighs are so damn big!! like wat jon used to say... hmph!
Ohyah, Josh my 1st guy crush add me into friendster!! haha, i was like so shock n surprise...
Hmmm, after bball today ... was toking to yun ... er something which i've kept in my heart for quite a long time n nt many pple noes abt it ... act .. i sort of hint her my secret .. dunno she get it anot .. but i believe she does ba ... sigh~ i just feel so uncomfortable to keep this thing in my heart! guilty or doing it? i dunno ... wat i feel now is TIRED n PUZZLED. i'm like in a maze now ... in the middle of the maze game. i'm still in the mess of life ... perhaps in my own world ... i've step into this maze game n yet completed it ... it has come to the worst part of it ... i'm STUCK! n i can only cont'd with this game n move on n find a way out ... there's no use turning back ... for i'm in the maze .. sigh~ am i PMS or wat ... i just dun feel rite .. i wanna cry again ... i just wan to let it out again ... n again ... it's nv ending .. i hate this shit that i'm getting myself into... this maze is a game ... when u are in it u will feel the fun .. but then when u are somehow stuck in the maze n nv find a way out .. u become panick nervous tired scared ... yesh this is wat i'm feeling now .. i need someone to lead out of this maze ... someone who know where the ending point the maze is .. ironically ... when u step into this maze u see an adventuous journey ahead ... when u completed the maze n step out of it ... u will feel a sense of satifaztion .. that u have accomplished something ... n the person who lead u to this maze had bring u out of it had bring u fun n memories with it ... but someone this person who lead u into this maze had left u all alone to walk out of it ... yesh i'm this abandoned gal n feeling the fear .. n phobia of another maze if i yet to meet one again ...

yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, September 12, 2004