Weee~ went zouk last nite with my ctb colleages, so happy. It's been a long since i last hang out with them. Yupz, was Donald's bdae last nite. Haha~
Before going to zouk, met up with some of them to have dinner at Esplanade. Hmm, saw mark lee n his wife there, he look the same while his wife look much slimmer in real person. Yah~
K, hmm looks like this month is filled with the breaking up n geting together air. Just realise like galfriend M got attached with guyfriend A. Wasn't very surprise though. Perhaps. i dunno wat is love abt now .. hur hur hur
Alright, this is really a delimma. It kinda obvious that gyufriend D likes M, but M is attached then. Somehow, M went thru some depression after her boyfirend of 4yrs dump her for another gal. Sigh~
I dunch really noe how the story goes .. but i just noe that guyfriend D had ask for M n M rejected him .. reason??? i have no idea though. So last, D with black face, M feelin akward with D's behaviour n A trying to be normal. Hmmm .. Shant wanna elaborate further , just hope D will recover from heart breaking fever soon. Sigh~ the scene had changed, when D n M used to be so buddy.
Anyway, was glad to see Alvin kor n gang again, but he got drunk when we reached. Haha~ so funnie keep saying .. "why am i drunk? i am not the birthday boi n where is Donald?" .. haha .. oh yah can see is the 1st time talking to tommy (or tom lee) ha ha .. but used to calling him tommy le... Yupz though we went diving together, but his impression to me is one who is quiet, but ahem he's not last nite .. n both him n kor keep poking me .. hmph! n they noes that i'm scare of tickle!! Wat's wrong with pple this week keep poling me, at work pple poke me n tickles me, last nite still the same ..
K .. so kor made me to be his "fling" last nite .. duh .. i'm not into such thingy though .. ha ha but he is kinda drunk, so just take care of him ba. Haha~
After Zouk, we went for supper at Tommy's place, yum yum yum the beed hor fan so nice. Keke ~ so funnie. Kor was lying on the table n start running to the toilet to vomit so tommy ran after to look after him. When they are back, kor starts toking so much again - feeling better after vomitting but tommy kept quiet after that n has no appetite eating.. haha it was just so funnie. Becas before the food was served, kor was quiet n tommy was toking so much n teasing steff .. but after that hhaha .. u just got to look at his facical expression ..
In the cab, kor ly on my shoulder n pull my head against his .. yupz, the second lucky guy lying on my shoulder huh .. anyway .. when i was abt to reach home, he hook his arm with mine n ly on my shoulder again .. the feeling is just so familiar but not as comfortable .. sigh~ anyway .. somehow i feel that kor is bothered by something - love again? Hai .. but i dun wanna ask so much lar .. Hey wait .. but my feelings is not shaken yet .. yah ..
That's all for last nite n today i pack my whole room!! so proud .. haha
yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, July 31, 2005
Weee~ went zouk last nite with my ctb colleages, so happy. It's been a long since i last hang out with them. Yupz, was Donald's bdae last nite. Haha~
Before going to zouk, met up with some of them to have dinner at Esplanade. Hmm, saw mark lee n his wife there, he look the same while his wife look much slimmer in real person. Yah~
K, hmm looks like this month is filled with the breaking up n geting together air. Just realise like galfriend M got attached with guyfriend A. Wasn't very surprise though. Perhaps. i dunno wat is love abt now .. hur hur hur
Alright, this is really a delimma. It kinda obvious that gyufriend D likes M, but M is attached then. Somehow, M went thru some depression after her boyfirend of 4yrs dump her for another gal. Sigh~
I dunch really noe how the story goes .. but i just noe that guyfriend D had ask for M n M rejected him .. reason??? i have no idea though. So last, D with black face, M feelin akward with D's behaviour n A trying to be normal. Hmmm .. Shant wanna elaborate further , just hope D will recover from heart breaking fever soon. Sigh~ the scene had changed, when D n M used to be so buddy.
Anyway, was glad to see Alvin kor n gang again, but he got drunk when we reached. Haha~ so funnie keep saying .. "why am i drunk? i am not the birthday boi n where is Donald?" .. haha .. oh yah can see is the 1st time talking to tommy (or tom lee) ha ha .. but used to calling him tommy le... Yupz though we went diving together, but his impression to me is one who is quiet, but ahem he's not last nite .. n both him n kor keep poking me .. hmph! n they noes that i'm scare of tickle!! Wat's wrong with pple this week keep poling me, at work pple poke me n tickles me, last nite still the same ..
K .. so kor made me to be his "fling" last nite .. duh .. i'm not into such thingy though .. ha ha but he is kinda drunk, so just take care of him ba. Haha~
After Zouk, we went for supper at Tommy's place, yum yum yum the beed hor fan so nice. Keke ~ so funnie. Kor was lying on the table n start running to the toilet to vomit so tommy ran after to look after him. When they are back, kor starts toking so much again - feeling better after vomitting but tommy kept quiet after that n has no appetite eating.. haha it was just so funnie. Becas before the food was served, kor was quiet n tommy was toking so much n teasing steff .. but after that hhaha .. u just got to look at his facical expression ..
In the cab, kor ly on my shoulder n pull my head against his .. yupz, the second lucky guy lying on my shoulder huh .. anyway .. when i was abt to reach home, he hook his arm with mine n ly on my shoulder again .. the feeling is just so familiar but not as comfortable .. sigh~ anyway .. somehow i feel that kor is bothered by something - love again? Hai .. but i dun wanna ask so much lar .. Hey wait .. but my feelings is not shaken yet .. yah ..
That's all for last nite n today i pack my whole room!! so proud .. haha
yourstruly crapped @ Saturday, July 30, 2005
I just got my confirmation letter today, omg .. didn't expect to get confirmed!!! Cas' like Von n the rest, their probation period was delayed for another 3 mths during their time. Yeah~ $100 bucks increase for my pay .. ke ke
Ok~ perhaps this is the only week which i can slack .. haha went for Grammar Practical course for the past 2 days, n i wld say it was GREAT!!! it isn't as boring as wat Frannie has said, Haha perhaps i'm luckier to get a diff instructor. Oh yah, i think i best part of the whole course, will be the refreshment time!! I love the breakfast!!! Yummy .. so nice ke ke ..
Yesterday, after the course, which initially Vonny n I had planned to go back to office n cont'd drafting our cases, somehow we both end up deciding not to go back. - GIVE US A BREAK- .. Yeah~ So the three of us (me, jean n vonny) went to popular n shop ard, wanted to get some stationeries .. yah .. but end up browsing at the cooking books ..
Oh yah, we went shopping too .. ke ke .. it's G2000 sales ~ haha .. but again didn't manage to find some matching pants .. but i got myself a skirt n knitted top which total up to only 54 bucks ..
Hmm .. then chill at Coffee Club Express .. Yummy finally got to eat my ceasar salad after such a long time .. u noe .. used to have salad for either lunch or dinner with mel during the ctb days ..
Yupz, n i went for Project Superstar recording on Tues, gosh~ Seng Kiat improve so much ... he is so good now!!!! Yupz, some of the NRA guys were doing the back grd dancers ..
Okie~ So tmr will gonna be a tight day for me ... gonna for pilate class with jean n azlin after work n meet mel n gang at zouk later .. yupz .. to celebrate my dive buddy, Donald's bdae .. ke ke .. n also Leon's last day at ctb ..
yourstruly crapped @ Friday, July 29, 2005
Just came back from dance at SW ...
Last evening went Lingz house to bake cookies .. ke ke it was fun .. ha ha .. looks like i'm clumpsy myself when baking at home... look at the way she bake it ... was like whoah~ it's actually so simple .. ha ha .. i' m always making things look complicated at my side.
Oki ... now got the skill of baking a proper n nt burnt cookies, hmm gonna experiment with diff fav!!!
Hmm, so was staying at Lingz place till almost 12mn .. was suppose to go ah ma's place for a family BBQ .. but was kinda lazy to go down, so stay at lingz place n chit chat .. ha ha ..
Hmm, Lingz make me realise n see any prospect of my past love .. n that has nv come across my mind .. sigh~ perhaps i am too witful to actually see it n now i have lost it then i realise how much i need him n love him ... like wat Lingz say i didn't show my appreciation when he do things to surprise me n so on .. hmmm the most i just do is give a smile n hug him .. come to relize .. i have been taking him for granted ... it's always him telling me how much he loves me n miss me .. but me .. sigh~ such a failure .. thinking that giving him freedom is good enough, not realizing that i am neglecting him n yet complains that he neglect my feelings .. shi bai shi bai ..
K .. Lingz gonna let u noe this .. i noe u have been worrying abt me n hoping that i have forgotten about that "B" (wat u have name him) .. dun worry abt me k... i miss him perhaps is becas i'm lonely when seeing couples together .. well perhaps is more of a regret .. i'm not very sure though .. but one thing i'm sure is .. if i ever gonna meet some one who i really love so much .. i won't do faults again ...
yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, July 24, 2005
Oh yeah~
I got my 1st Distinction for my uni .. yuppie .. applause to my Consumer Behaviour!!! Yeah~
Though, i only manage to get a pass for my E-com.. Sigh~
Hur hur hur .. Soooo angry!!! Humph!!! Met three bitches on the way home, after class.
The scene goes:
tick tick tick n the clocks strike 10 n time to go home ... the whole class is waiting for the lift ... finally we got the lift n some gals snatch it from us ... alright n so some of my classmates were left out .. yups ... only carrisa, andy, nadia, joyce, nadia n myself manage to get into the lift ..
the closes after Andy tried to squeeze in .. n the lift goes "ding-dong"
Carrisa: Andy u too fat le lar .. see the lift ..
So we all started laughing ..
One of the gals: shut up lar
Carrisa n I ignored
Andy: all becas of some people (refering to nadia) dunno how to move in lor ..
Nadia: yah yah, got this cushion ...
Andy: they purposely built this cushions so that can squeeze more pple mah .. pple who is nearer to the edge n lean n nt feel pain ..
Gal: chong ming de hua jiu bu tu zhe li le ... (if u r that clever u will not be studying here"
Me: (trying to ignore the gal) Woah Andy u very creative hor ...
Gal's friend: wei lower abit
Gal: who cares ..
The lift door open n all go out ..
So we waited downstairs for the rest to join us .. the gal walk pass n "diao" us .. so the natural me " diao" back lor .. since the rest still chatting nt knowing wat happen ...
Wth, dun try to be bitchy when u r nt one!!! n if u are that clever u won't be studying here izzit?? If u are really that smart, u shld had chosen to study part time n working full time so gain both experience n a degree so be ahead of ur peers k ... in this case u will be value-added as compared to ur peers who only study full time n with no working experience .. hell u .. do u understand anot ????
yourstruly crapped @ Friday, July 22, 2005
A little time for my bloggy ..
This week, time is pack, somehow, i can't finish my cases assign to me. Sigh~ my probation period is ending soon, just pray for the better ba ... someone had her contract terminated recently, just hope i won't end up to be her shadow.
Anyway, i've been doing OT, hoping to clear my cases soon. Hmm, next week i'll be going for a English Grammar course. Kinda looking forward to it, though feedback from most was that it is BORING ... ZzzzZzzz ... But at least, it's a get-away from cases, n giving me more time to clear those back-locks.
Ming tian hui gen hao!
Oh yah, gonna praise myself this time .. ke ke .. i did my tutorial!!! yah .. staying up a little late just to do tutorial, after working OT n such! .. Oh mine .. just this drive will last . ke ke ...
Wo hui jia you de ..
Oh yah, tmr will be Weijian's revival round .. MUST watch k .. vote vote vote hor .. get him back to the battle .. definitely he is better than the rest lor .. hai ~ stupid entertainment gimmicks ..
yourstruly crapped @ Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Alrighty ... had class gathering today with my poly mates. Yupz, the guys really look great after enlisted to NS - more fit le. Yeah~ like my kor, zheng xin .. his waiste line was used to be 34 but now 28!!! OMG .. i think i wanna get enlisted too ... hmm, only few turn up though, few last min got caught up with stuffs n some just give stupid excuses ... as usual all guys turn up .. so those who turn up were, me, yas, bai, mich, geri, damien, yongda, zhengxin n ben.
Sooo .. tmr gonna work again, hoping it will not come, but the clock goes tick tick tick ... n soon it gonna struck 12.
Oh yah, saw caleb today at Orchard, he's doing a road show for prudential. Opps, too bad i just bought pru cash n pru save from Samuel .. ke ke .. yupz, Sam was there too, but looks like he was too bz, so didn't go there to say "hi" n this toots Caleb didn't even noe Sam was the manager .. haha
ALrighTy ... got myself 2 pair of slippers .. yah .. the cheap cheap one lar .. dun wanna get too good one .. if not got stolen again .. sianz i miss my Esprite reddy .. hai~
hmm .. i think i really need to save up le .. just calculated my expenses on my way home .. it's really alot .. n i'm not earning the kind of $$ ctb gives .. sianz .. it's like 3x lower lor
Hmmm ...
yourstruly crapped @ Monday, July 18, 2005
Yup, it's end of the week ...
Yesterday, during lucnh, while i was walking back from Taka, i was thinking " will i meet someone i noe??" hmmm yupz, i was thinking of Jolene. Dun ask why, just images of memories floating in my mind, we were used to be so closed, going shopping together n eating Sake almost every wk. Yah, just as when i was walking pass Cine, i saw her!!! Yesh Jolene!!! Hmmm .. the feeling was just great, though i didn't stop to make a small talk with her. I'm rushing back to work, yah but at least manage to wave to her n smile. Yupz, contented with that. Boy, i missig her.
Today lecture was kinda degrading, or rather the lecturer is trying to make all our of us feel dumb. The fact is, he did not phrase the questions in a proper way. He kept saying, "u pple are not listening, in your mind you must be in the MRT train or something else." Well well well, we were cracking hard thru the questions, n we see no links in his answer, so one asked "is it a link questions or 2 diff questions", he answered "it's 2 diff questions". Later part of the lecture, when he summarize, n guess wat IT's all LINKED!!! BUT just that they are of different senarios. GOshh~ he can't express properly sia.
Sigh~ Geri ask me go beach tmr, but got to sch, so can't go. Arghh~ i can't wait to go for wakeboarding ... soon soon i hope .
Hmph~ Why is Naruto only out on every thursday .. i can't wait to finish it. Arghh~
Oh yah. wanna blog something today. Hah~ looks like i finally met one gentleman out there. Yupz, dunch remember if i had mentioned abt Adam, Melody's bro. Yah, Melody's was my Secondary sch classmate, n now i was in the same class with her bro. So eventually, we became travel mates home. So these two days, his mum fetch us home. Hmm, n for yesterday n today, he open the car door for me! Yah man ... feel like a princess. Haha, endangered species wor .. haha
Alright, gonna sleep soon, tmr will be a long day.
yourstruly crapped @ Saturday, July 16, 2005
"I can see a rainbow ... see a rainbow ... "Yesh, i saw rainbow yesterday, a very nice one, aye ... peace at the pool~
Back with my sistas again, yeah man .. but wasn't that close to them anymore, perhaps i just drift myself away ba.
Msged jo, to see if she wanna stay over on sat nite, then she no reply, so i assume she is not going down.
Then when i reached on Sun afternoon. WTH, both yun n jo is there??? THEY WERE STAYING OVERNITE THERE!!!! This is shit, i tried so hard to msg everyone to get them there n none replied. N end up all of them is there!!!
Leng told me that she might be staying n will cfm with me again but didn't n end up she is also staying .. hell
Then when preparing for the BBQ ... the rest just sit there n wait for everything to set up, n kowing vic was like so tired serving pple ... n u gals just sit there n wait to be served...
N yun went home without informing me, n we both stayed so near with each other .. just a few blks away .. wtf ...
Alright, come to work .. sianz .. more sianz .. i really dun feel like working there ... the environment is really not nice, thou it's not as stress as CTB .. but i love CTB more ...over here pple are so cold ... really not my type .. i wan to run about .. i wan pple to be warm .. to be friendly n not backstabbing each other ...
N somehow i'm thinking shld i really change my job anot?? after my contract ends .. but where can i find a job which can give me so much free time??? Sigh~ opportunity cost sia ...
yourstruly crapped @ Tuesday, July 12, 2005
It's the 3rd day of sch .. yeah kinda like this schooling life ... but sigh~ i wasn't paying attention, except for the 1st day. I was irritated!!!
Wat sistas?
Wat promise tat was made?
etc ...
Msg you guys so many times but no reply, till i msg harsh msg then finally got a relunctant reply. Tot of giving Vic a bdae Surprise!!! BUT wat response i rec??? 2 interested but say cannot make it ... another 2 say they have other birthday party n say we can do without them .. and another 1 nv reply ... it's always the case ... Yesh ... we were close .. or rather CLOSED!!! 1 2 3 4 all got bf n all attention diverted to ur bf!!! Sigh~ i thought our sistahood can be strong but NO ... BOYFRIENDS are more IMPT!!! isnt it??? Yah yah ... perhaps maybe i am unattached now, n leaving all alone .. i understand the feeling .. u will always want to be with the one u love .. but at least an sms reply ... at least a sms to care for ... at least a sms to say hi ... but NO NO NO ... none of u do that .. perhaps for one or two .. or rather just recently ????
SUCKS!!!
I shall not pin hope for my birthday this yr then ... every time will be i am the one anxious of wat to get for the birthday gal ... reminding everyone so n so birthday is coming ... but we always end up with the last min work ... cas u guys just simply DUN care!!! so when my birthday come .. eg last yr ... it's also a last min celebration ... sigh~ shant' tok abt this ..
Yupz .. finally finish watching Meteor Garden 2 .. hmm kinda happy for shan cai n ah si to be togather again .. but it's a pity that ye sha has to leave .. i admire her courage .. her courage to cheer shan cai on ... encourage shan cai to woo back dao ming si ..
Well~ it's just a fairy tale huh??? there won't be sure thing in life ...
Was ask to go Club Mo Mo with NRA peeps .. but turn it down cas i noe i will be out casted .. cas i'm no longer close with them .. yah not anymore ... then i ask kath to go club with me tonite .. in the end i put her aeroplane, i was somehow not in the mood to do anything, just wanted to be alone .. so yupz i stayed at home the whole day completing the set ..
It's the time of the month again .. PMS .. somehow i got bad feeling abt these pills i'm taking .. it's the same as the one i took the other time from KK ... i think i will ask Doc to give me Diane 35 instead .. if his clinic got no stock then the most ask him to give me the prescriptions to get it from the hospital then .. shan't care much the price .. as long as i dun get the pain again .. not another round of lying on the white bed .. screaming for pain .. screaming for help .. screaming for his name in my heart ... hoping he will be there to hold my hand n tell me "baobei .. dun worry i am here" ..
YESH ... thinking of him again .. perhaps watching the show just giving myself force hope ba .. i should be happy for him!!! He is happy now .. why am i still holding myself back?? perhaps i am Lei .. knowing that he loves shan cai yet he encourage her to be with dao ming si ..
yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, July 10, 2005
Hey hey ... School starts once again ..
Feeling???
GREAT!!!
It's like during pri - poly yrs .. u are always excited to see all ur friends on the 1st day of sch .. hah the feeling was so GREAT! I'm happy!
Woah~ this time round the lecture size is so big!!! Twice the size of my last term ... hmmm i still prefer it to be smaller .. well though there's more new pple ard ... but who cares .. i have my class ard can le.
Oh yah ... got one guy kinda cute too ... er actually it's average only lar .. but at least he is tanned ... haha he was spotted (not by me) but by adrian!!! N u noe wat .. he is weird!!! He wear specs when we going down to get some yummy ... but he dun wear specs during class!! he is weird .. haha .. n ta-da he's deon .. at least i got his name .. haha but that was during class intro lar ..
Hmmm ... then went home with Adam .. yah my bitching buddy on the bus ..
Tmr is another day with Dr Fang Liu (Liu Fang) .. she's not too bad .. kinda like her .. or rather i just wanna learnt more abt promotion strategies ..
Yesh yesh .. MARKETING here i comes .... Weeee
Oh yah ... not forget to mention .. 1st time giving my sis a bdae surprise .. 1st l bought her, her long wanted perfume, CURIOUS by Britney... then so while i was on the way home after work yesterday, dunno how come i have the urge to get her a birthday cake. So with this urge, i went to Kovan n got her an Oreo Chocolate cake, bear in mind that no cheese, she is sick of cheese already!!! Haha, but she stole my cheese cake 2 yrs back, specially made by someone special .. sigh~ anyway, yupz, so i got to hide the cake when i reached home, n ta-da clever me left it in my bro's room with air con on. Haha, so when she fell asleep i trsfed the cake to the fridge. N early this morning while she is washing up, i place the cake on the table together with her bag n left a short msg .. gee .. so sweet of me ~
Haha.. anyway, i dunno why, but i just feel happy to make pple happy .. though i am kinda broke after i took out my braces. Yah, paid the last instalment all by myself ... so proud of myself.. yah so this yr my bro's bdae i got him a Levis shirt, mum n dad is red packet .. yah ..
hehe ... just feel happy getting them something
yourstruly crapped @ Friday, July 08, 2005
This is sick~ i can't invest my CPF money afterall, becas i'm not officially 21!
Went for J/K pop dance class last evening with yun. OMG ~ finally got to see Nur, she is replacing Daniel this time round. Hmm, but i dun get to sweat out much this time, perhaps is a beginner class ba. Haha, n guess wat ??? she actually recognise me!! yeah man~ so happy .. haha she is actually paying attention to me when i dance .. happy happy =)
After dance, me n yun went to Mr bean and had some chat there. Hmm, had not been catching up with her for quite some time ... looks like wat ann told is quite true .. she is not as happy as before, even her dance skills had improved. Yes, i can see from her eyes, she is aimless, she is lost somewhere, she is not like the yun who i noe, the yun who noes how to enjoy life. Maybe is the stress she is facing now, trying to work hard for both studies n working at the same time. I told her that she need to set out one day to enjoy, go somewhere, maybe the beach, just sit down n relax, let her mind rest ... yesh both physically n mentally .. she look so shreg ... sigh~~
I went to the beach today with wanling n her collegues. Hmm, well nothing much to do there. We both just went for some swim n lie down at the float, relaxing. Today is just a relax day for me - a break from everything. Yup, i just love going to the beach! Though, i didn't get to play volleyball today, it was not so much a disappointment. Afterall, i get to noe a hunk! yes a real hunk~ haha .. he's wanling's collegue's friend - yao. Yao is currently studying at NUS, faculty is medicine ... cool huh ... a future doctor working in the hospital! hmmm n he will be graduating next yr. Yup, not forgetting to mention his musculine body. But well~ again, i'm not that attracted though he is kinda cute too. Hmm, maybe i'm too like yun ba.
I can tell that yun was kinda sianz, looking for a partner in life. But somehow, "yuan fen hai mei you dao" ... haven't really came across a guy who u can fall head over toes for ... well~ but at least i have met mine 3 yrs back, but "yuan fen yi jing le" ...
I'm tired ... gonna have some mask n sleep ... nitez
yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, July 03, 2005
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