Had my primary 6 class gathering on thursday nite, it was still okie. Keke~ everyone does nt change much though, perhaps we had beeing seeing each other for like 10 years already. Hmmm but it was nice after all. Toking abt the days we dropped into the pond, playing crocodile crocodile can we cross the river, blah blah blah ... etc haha
WOOT~ last nite was the happening one... We had our portfolio sales gathering at the O bar!!! Yupz, we got buffet n free flow of drinks!!! OMG ... yesh voka lime, orange, ribena, green tea, tequeila pop, beer all for free!!! haha It was so cool ... the whole of O bar is OURS!!! haha
Yujin got sabo b4 the events actually started .. n haha he got drunk!!! keke then we ordered tequeila shots ... woot ... nv drink so many shot b4, haha it was fun drinking manz ...
After drinking ard 5 shots n 2 glasses of green tea voka (it's great) n 1 glass of ribena voka, we went down to the dance floor n lalala ... haha elaine n i was keep going to the DJ to ask him to play more R n B n lesser house music .. haha it was so fun dancing !!! n the whole dance floor was like mine!! haha i was so high till i dance non stop .. keke untill.... i finally went to take a rest .. my world start spinning like hell!!! then next ... keke i become the MERLION of SINGAPORE .. haha .. went home n my world is still spinning, i crawled to the toilet to get my contact lens out n crawled to my room n throw myself onto my bed ...
Mum, finally came back n was so shock to see me, she thought wat happened to me, thinking that i was being too upset of the past n went drinking, haha
(i feel so bad abt it though ... she has been worrying abt me after the broke up .. sigh shld nt have been behaving these ways) .. anyway i feel so much better after drinking some tea
(mummy still the best!!!) ... after all the puking, i feel so much better, n haha i was in such a high mood till my bro sis n mum tot i really drunk n i dunno wat i'm toking abt ... keke i was like giggling the whole nite to myself!!! haha .. so funnie, i dunno why but keep laughing haha ...
perhaps .. i was too happy ... this is the highest payout i ever get over so many mths !!! keke .. so happy haha ...
Went shopping with sis today, n bought 1 top, n 1 bottom ... keke .. so happy ...
yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, February 27, 2005
Woosh~ another saturday dun need to go back for work. *phew* everyday is so scary, it's like we're sitting for exams. So happy that i finally manage to pass my ABU (sales grade for mthly n weekly) yesterday, if nt i will always fall to U grade on friday, when the rest of the days i'm in B. keke~
Celebrated Mich n Mel bdae yesterday!!! Yesterday was great!!! have nt been enjoying for quite a while after since charles start screaming at our nos. Well~ we went kenny rogers for lunch to celebrate their bdae.
After work, we went genki suchi at the forum for dinner. Keke~ yupz, mostly all the diving kakis. (poor dennis is sick~ keke .. hope he is doing better, yay?) okie ... there're mel, myself, lens, donald, alvin, myron, leon, steff n anthony (new made friend, also quite shuai *blush blush*) The auntie who serve was like so funnie with her toks n movements .. really auntie man!! haha .. but she is cute lar, even gave us free food, tsk tsk ... but only to lenz n donald!!! hmph! unfair .. haha ... she gave the food n remove the plates .. haha .. so funnie ...
Okie .. then after that, we went to meet tommy, winnie n another guy for movie ... wooshh ... WHITE NOISE!!!
k k k... i gonna give this movie 5 popcorns!!!
It's freaking scary n .. arghhhh i'm just scared n wanted to get out of the theater after 20mins in it ... i was like covering my eyes for 98% of the show, n peep here n there!!! haha n i was like sticking to mel .. haha n worst thing is that she is afraid too .. so she got no choice but to lean on myron for my whole weight is on her!!! OMG!!!! i was like dunno wat to cover ... my EARS or my EYES???? or my WHOLE FACE???? haha ... OMG ~ i've nv watch a movie with so much stress n pressure ... n even sweating in it!!! haha ... it sounds exxagerate .. but it's not!!! lolx ... after the movie, i even had jelly legs!! can u imagine that .. my face turns white!!! gosh ...
anyway, after the movie, alvin send both mel n i home... haha, i was so scare till he accompany n walk me till my doorstep .. keke, when i reached home, i do nt where to go, n just rush to my room n look for my dog!! haha, i dun even dare to go to the living room n get the phone, instead use my hp to call my mum and ask her to faster come home to accompany till i go bed .. wahah .. after that i went to wake my sis up to tok to me .. haha to distract me from imagining stuff!!! haha ..
It's really a great movie!!!
yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, February 20, 2005
Went shopping after work with mel today!!! keke ~ spent quite alot ....
Yupz, finally manage to get my fox pair of white 3/4 ... then we went on to espirit, wanted to get this sweater that is on sales, i just simply love the hook so much!!! but, it's nt so worth it after less ... sigh~ but it's the last piece already ... anyway, cont'd to walk on to body shop, bought eye make-up remover, nail polish scrub, cotton wool .. etc, n to become member of body shop ... keke
Waited for cab for almost an hour, but still there's no sight of any, so we took train back instead. Went back home, show my mum my newly bought pants .. keke so in love with it ... gonna wear it for leng's bdae!!! Gosh~ i can't wait for sat to come .. gonna celebrate leng n jackson's 21 bdae!!! n yuppie ... there's be alcohol!!! haha ... hope to get drunk on that day ... so long nv get drunk le ..
Hmm .. finally, there's good news!!! Citibank .. as in the CPP dept, will be having a close door party at O bar, that means ... the whole bat will be OURs from 6.15 to 10.15pm!!! hmmm, there'll food n drinks!!! n heard from that there might be free flow of drinks for a certain time period!!! yuppie ... gonna drink more on that day!!! haha ..
yourstruly crapped @ Wednesday, February 16, 2005
It's V-day today!!!
Well~ nothing special, it's all the same. Nv celebrate V-day except for secondary sch times, when we get each other pressie, then come early to sch to put the pressie on the table. Sigh~ i miss my secondary days...
*gosh* age is catching up with me. I'll be 21 this year ... 22 ... 23 ... 24 .... sigh~ still thinking of getting married at the age of 24? neh ... still thinking of having my 1st child at the age of 26? sigh~ i doubt so ... i am thinking of getting Master degree .. hmmm
Got nothing much to blog, but just feel like blogging ...
Sigh~ dunch noe wat happen to me these days, getting emotional so easily, so moody, so arghhh~ i hate myself now ... feel like slapping myself to wake myself up .. sigh~
yourstruly crapped @ Tuesday, February 15, 2005
It's the 4th day of lunar new year, well~ it's the same as previous year, went ard visiting my aunts n uncles. The only difference is that, we are visiting lesser n lesser families for (like i say~ 2004 is nt a very good year), alot of the older people had passed away. Times really files, just one yr ago, we (jolene, jon, alex n wq) went to ah kee jie's house for visiting, oh yah~ nt forgeting, being rich for that day... keke, we win so much from blackjack, yupz esp for jon ... hmm last yr was like a week ago things...
Last valentine's day, we (gina, geri, jackson, jon) went to the SAF chalet (changi) to celebrate little sara's bdae, n tmr i'll be going to celebrate little sara's bdae again .... feeling old
This year CNY is the most simplest n boring one. However, it's still the best time ever, for my family is getting stronger n closer together. Hmmm, i also miss my cousins ... i miss the times when i visit my grandparents house every sun ... well~ now everyone has grown up n have our own activities ... the young is growing .. the old is aging .. sigh~
Let's hope for the better tomorrow, gonna go stacia's 21st bday tmr n little sara's bdae after that ... shall look forward n will try hard to remain happy ... yuppies, kath's gonna fetch me tmr .. keke
yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, February 13, 2005
It's the 1st day of lunar new year, but i dun seem to be as happy as before. I'm sick, tired, bored of life. I want to disappear into the thin air. Close friends are attached, so dun bother to disturb them. Sigh~ the sister hood does nt seems to be as strong as b4 le, nt as b4 the time when each slowly get attached ...
I dun like the life now, i dun find myself truely happy like b4. My smile, laughter are nt truely from within me. I seems to be thinking too much ... too much
Again, my eyes are watery ... i'm just a cry baby ... i need him ....
yourstruly crapped @ Thursday, February 10, 2005
Tired ... finally one more week had past... sigh~ come back from leave, sales are so just so shitty!!! i'm at the bottom of the list now... come on i have to climb back to my top5 positions!!! Arghh~ i'm getting tired n sick again ... pple left .. n pple leaving .. today is jen's last day, hmm will miss her ya? Well~ zann n siew hui just tender today, they are leaving too... hmm, me??? waiting for sch reopen.. but somehow, i'm nt excited over it now... yeah i'm accepted into UWA, but why am i nt excited at all now???
Wed came back from work, mum was toking to dad abt her conversations with my aunt in the day. Somehow, my aunt's words was too blunt n straightforward which angers my mum. Topic, shall nt go into details ... when dad sees me, the 1st thing he told me was "gal, study hard n prove to them!!!" this is the 1st time he uses such serious tone on me!!! i was shock ... but still remains calm ... after his sentances, i've been thinking abt studies all these times... i'm afriad i might let them down, what if wat the fortune teller words are true? getting myself into relationship will nt do any good for my studies, n worst - i might nt even get my degree. Sigh~ can u imagine 2yrs nt having love life? when all ur friends are sweetly attached, yet u got to be single n alone!!!! nevertheless, i want to be a filia daughter to my parents, all the time i am wat-they-think, the most mature, obedient, hardworking, daughter... but in my heart... i am confused... is this wat i want to be? i dunno abt my life, i'm nt happy at all, does anyone noes? i dun think so ... on the appearance, i always put on a front, showing them i am independent, i can do it, i am happy with wat i have now. BUT NO NO NO ... i am not!!! i m confused, i want to enjoy life, i want to dance, i want to be out of singapore, i want to be love like i used to be ...
------ a shorter life for me please ......
yourstruly crapped @ Friday, February 04, 2005
The last day of my leave~
Went shopping with mum n sis today. Sigh~ didn't manage to get a levis jeans ... argh~ i hate my thighs. It's so fat, thick n ugly!!! i want to make it slimmer ... but how to!?! ...
#@&*$@&* My hips are big too!~! HELPPPPPP .... Tried to go slimming centre to make it slimmer ... but then it's nt the fats!!! it's the muscles of my thighs caused the problems!! If only i did nt run n swim as much in the past, then maybe it will nt be a problem now!!!
Anyway, manage to get a Mango jeans ... yupz, but still i prefer Levis ... hai~
Tmr will be going back to work, n start my sales again. Dun feel like going back at all. I'm sick n tired of this job, sick n tired of this world, sick n tired of living, i wish life is shorter for me, i dun wish to grow too old, i dun wish to live longer, i wish i will be vanish into the thin air, i wish i'm nt an emotional creature, i wish ... i wish ... how i wish ... can u grant me?
yourstruly crapped @ Tuesday, February 01, 2005
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