Small Little Shanice Thinking BIG

Some poetry from the net ...

Guys drink to forget about the girl...
Girls drink to think back about the guy...

When guys are in love, they become poor...
When girls are in love, they become pretty...

Guys can forget, but cannot forgive...
Girls can forgive, but cannot forget...

Guys care the most about the quantity of love...
Girls care the most about the quality of love...

Guys break-up when they feel love from another Girl...
Girls break-up when they feel the feeling of Separation from her man...

Guys feel curiosity towards all girls...
Girls feel curiosity towards guys who are Interested in her...

When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget About the girl by going out With another girl... When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his Characteristics from another guy...

Guys wish to be her first love....
Girls wish to be his last love...

** hmm is that true??? **

yourstruly crapped @ Thursday, March 24, 2005

Well~ Today went er gu's house for some party. Yupz, just a usual gathering session with my relatives. Hmmm, i feel so xing fu, i mean nt all can actually have the taste of having all ur relative together, singing ktv, playing majong, playing games, pool, swim, soccer n all sorts of activities together. I'm so glad that my family still practice the cuture of visitng our grandparents (both maternal n paternal) every weekend.

Okie .. more pics ... KTV session to bid farewell to hui jie n zann

That's mel n me ..

Mr Chua n me ..

Dennis n me ...

the two sweeties who are leaving us ...

Grp photos with the absent of mel n eve ...

Elaine n me ... trying to be funnie

both of us again but this time trying to act kawaii ...

No-No .. n me ..

huijie n me

finally .. it's me n zann da jie ..

yourstruly crapped @ Monday, March 21, 2005

Celebrated grandpa birthday today at uncle's house. As usual with buffet n stuff. Keke~ my aunt said i look like a doll now, becas of my wavy hair now =), jap look??? *blush**blush* keke ... But cousin Eunice didn't come today, she's studying her mock exam. Hmm, so kinda of bored without her. Haha ... It's been quite some time i've see all of them since i started work. Cousin Benedit has change so much yah, he's still having pubety, so much taller n fitter now. Not like wat he used to be ... yah... more shuai le. Hmmm, i believe surely alot gals will fall for him.. yah
Anyway, was there for a while only, cas i reached quite late. Hmm... i love the feeling when we sing the birthday song for ah gong... look at his xing fu (happiness) smile on his face, it's like so wen xin (warmth) yah ... then ah ma sitting beside him carring cousin qian qian (mitchell) .. so cute sweet .. =). ... yah ..

K .. tmr still need to go back to work .. sianz .. the last sat which i will be going back .. just for better sales next week ba. yah ...

yourstruly crapped @ Friday, March 18, 2005

Sigh~ another day of torture at work. Today, my leader was trying to solve a dispute a customer, he just refused to accept the explanations from n start scolding her stupid n dumb!!!! He was like so rude! then the conversation went on n on, n customer start raising his voice saying," are u stupid? let me ask u a question, are ur mother n father being taught how to f*ck to have u"??? WTH, my leader was so angry n she said," sorry sir, i dun think we can carry on with this conversation anymore, for i dun think i can help u with it, i am fine that u insulted me n giving me names, but u had come to an extent of scolding my parents. This is a personal attack n not the problem itself" The customer then drift off to other topics... duh Wtf ...

Anyway, below is the pic which i took at the Ostrick farm...

yourstruly crapped @ Thursday, March 17, 2005

I'm stressed ... argh~ i hate this feeling ... i'm tired ... i'm drained! After this long break from work, i'm slacking, i dun seem to be performing in work!!! I was 1st in position b4 my leave but right now i'm last!!! how am i able to catch up with the rest? Arghh~ stupid rule!!! No 5 receive for that day, is a MUST to stay OT, WTF!!!

I'm feeling so weak~

Sigh~ I'm feeling so impatient these days, getting agitated so easily!!! Nt sure if it's true becas of the work i'm doing now. My working environment was so fast pace, i can't stand pple doing things so slowly. I went nokia care centre today. I was so fustrated with the service there. The staff who was like so calm in everything he do!!! Just slowly taking his time. WTH!! I waited for 40mins over there. N HELLLOOO i need to lunch k!! He was like taking his time in the room (nt sure wat was he doing, making me sitting like an idiot for like 20mins over there). Finally he came out of the room, telling me that the button can't be pressed, is becas there's dust trap inside??? Wat a reply, ya? Duh~ i doubt this is the main issue, i mean i had scv the phone for like 3times with 2mths??? ARGFhhhhh ...

Another thing is that i'm finding hard to communicate with guys my age!! arghh~ finding them kind of childish n immature!! ArghhH~ i'm boiling. *deep breath* J*sh msg me today:

Beeps: How are u? Working now?
me: Bad ... i want to sleep! Yah working now
Beeps: Hee, i also working now. Feel bored, msg see wat u doin'
me: working lor .. so sian
Beeps: Going to finish work le rite?
me: my foot ... end at 9.30pm lor
Beeps: Dont't be so angry lai, i dunno ma, guessing
me: i very pek cek ... got no sales
Beeps: Maybe later ... Later the pple will come, then got sales
me:Er u dun understand one ... Unless u are a credit card holder
Beeps: Oh.. somebody apply ur credit card then u got sales correct?
me: No .. me doin' balance trsfer
Beeps: Then ur company earn trasfer fee?
me: Nope interest amount ... Btw i'm in citibank ... so der r many dept to earn from
Beeps: Oh .. so there earn a bit here a bit. in the end, left a lot
me: yah
Beeps: Clever huh... without our knowledge, suck up all the money
me: Ergh ... is nt without knowledge ... is with customers consent... eh u will not understand u hold credit cards la ... that's why i nv like explain my job to pple our age ..
Beeps: Ok lo, next time i just ask u got sales anot
me: k k ... i bz now .. tok to another time

See .. how impatient i was when communicating with him .. i can't imagine that i used to have such a strong crush on him. Gosh~ can he reply in a more intelligent questions??? Hello~ i've told him i'm working in Citibank!!! don't he noe Citibank is a big Company Bank - an international bank??? The bank dun only survive in balance transfer only!!! there's so many dept, er... n the bank can't really get money with customer's knowledge!!! We are bid by MAS regulations! .. sigh~ sucks ...

yourstruly crapped @ Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Went visiting ling with nigel n christine. Glad to see that she is doing fine n coping well with the opertation in the morning. Felt so happy for her, so many people gave her a surprise visit!!! Keke, yupz n that's included Nigel n Chris.

Ling will be coming out today, so hope she will recover soon n manage to get a job sooner.

Chris is still the same, haha, still so blur!!! Yah, her size??? hmmm, still remains the same, looks like only me n ling put on weight, tsk tsk tsk. N Nigel, hmmmm, become more n more talkative!!! Keep "suaning" me!!! hmph!!! He used to be so shy - yah he will always blush when being approached by gals during sales, hahaha~~ But one thing still the same abt him - is that he's still a very caring boyfriend!!! haha, always scare of this n that, always trying hard to be the best for his gf ... yeah~ Oh yah, he's the 1st person who say i'm nt F.A.T!!! haha, yeah .. keke, I was skinny then .. that's wat he said. Hahaha, but not all guys feel the same way leh, haha.

I love the short visit to Ling, n short hang out with Nigel b4 we go home. Hahaha, it's still as pressuring to be with him, all eyes is always on him!!! haha, u noe those glares n stares from pple, when they see shuai-ge, Yupz, Nigel is the then WongLiHong look-alike ...

Now, i pray Ling will be fine n will be able to get a job soon, dun let her stress so much le... the world is nv fair, some pple who is so well to do, able to play ard, healthy n so on, is able to enjoy so much, but why can't the world be more fair to those who work so hard to be healthy (this is nt wat they want), trying so hard to get a job!!! It's just isn't fair!!! Some pple just always have someone to be by his side when he is the one who hurt others during the relationships over n over again. He broke up with this, another came along his way, hurt this n another one came into his life to carry him along ... Sh*T ...

yourstruly crapped @ Friday, March 11, 2005

Congratulations, Shanice!
Your IQ score is 124

Your Intellectual Type is Visual Mathematician. This means you are gifted at spotting patterns — both in pictures and in numbers. These talents combined with your overall high intelligence make you good at understanding the big picture, which is why people trust your instincts and turn to you for direction — especially in the workplace. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.

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yourstruly crapped @ Thursday, March 10, 2005

Yesh~ my one week leave has officially launched!!!

Okie, nothing much happened though, but i can feel that 2005 has been a good start for me n i hope that things will be better n more beautiful as times to come. Hmmm, finally i get myself out of the dreamy land, what ah kee jie jie had told me has been revolving in my head," u may love him the most, but that does nt mean u will end up with him" ... i've been pondering over this statement n slowly i learn to accept it ... whether we are friends anot, it's nt important, as long as i noe he is happy with his life, rite?

Okay, went geri's bdae on saturday (5th mar), hmmm ... had talks with gina, hmmm i really i've grown alot after i step out to work... somehow, i feel i'm drifting apart from the NRA peeps, i find it hard to behave like them ... er yah i do admit they are really a bunch of nice pple, always filled with laughters ... but but but .. the thing is topics is kinda diff now ... hmm yah well~ but i still love them though ... just feel like a big sis over there .. keke .. feeling old ...

Went JB today after SW, cool~ i went for 5 dance classs today!!! So shiok!!!! Hiphop (SW) then HipHop(JB), Jazz, Jazz/Ballet, n Pilates .. n my whole body is aching now ..

Yun, me n jolene went for dinner after that, n slack at explanade watching the dancers n breakers doing their moves. I really pei fu these people, is like they actually practice without mirrors!!! Then we make new friends (hafiz, JT n YF) yupz ... they are a bunch of nice pple but keke .. kind of young though ... but they are really nice n friendly .. pick up some moves from Hafiz .. gosh~ he is cool .. he rap, breaks, recently taking trial bikes, n he DANCE!! keke .. yupz .. so yun n i hang out with them till ard 11pm n got home ... yupz ...

Have nt been uploading pics for quite some times ... yupz so here they are ...