Woohoo~ back to work ... back to work
Hmmph~ thought i will suffer from blues today, BUT NO!!! I was actually energetic! Yes~ energetic during work, did not feel tired at all! hur hur hur ... but again my comp cork up today! As usual~ so they decided to change hard disk for me, so hopefully it will run better. Well~ wat do u expect from the speed of Windows 98 trying to match with memory usage from Office 2000 n Lotus note which runs at speed of Window 2000?
Alight, after such a long long wait, i finally get to watch Meteor Garden 2!!! Yeah man~ my
dao ming si ... ahhhh ah si... Watching the 1st episcode had already start making me to think of ah si again ... really i'm really fond of him man! He is just a sweet guy who is always so soft to Shan cai ... YESH~ i wanna be Shan Cai, searching for my Ah si ... Omg .. i can't imagine that i have a bf who is so damn rich, good looking, fit fit, n n i love his eyes!!!haha, trying to imagine myself being hug n kiss by ah si .. (woohoo kinnky leh)
I was flipping thru' Monday newpaper, n i came upon my another idol, Elim Chew!! Omg ~ she is just so cool~ i dream to be like her, but but i wanna get married by that age n start my family too~ hmmm .
I was walking home from work today, when i was walking up the stairs, suddenly a series of images appears ... *dreaming again* " I was walking up the stairs, open the door, n my cute little gal/boi is awaiting at the door, mum's cooking - the aroma of the food is welcoming me home, hubby is still on his way home from work .... sis just reach home, bro n his family is there too, dad is watching TV ... " Hmmm .. this is just so heart warming n my ideal family life style ...
awwww ... =>
yourstruly crapped @ Wednesday, June 29, 2005
My stomach is turning upside down again ..
the soreness on my throat had subside but the akward feeling in my stomach has make a come back ... i refrain from taking medicine .. i dun wan the drowsiness .. i need to study ..
sigh~ this is not good ..
Anyway today paper was still ok ... but definitely not scoring from it .. E-com .. yah ..
Hmm .. manage to see "the boy next door" during the exam .. he was sitting infront of me .. hmm kinda boyish looking .. he was from aother unit . well~ but kenny noes him .. hmm .. but neh ..
sigh~ crushing ard is just trying to distract myself .. when will he ever come into my life? Alright, sounding abit desperate or wat so ever .. but true enough who wouldn't want to spent quality time with the one they love rite?
K i noe .. reading my heart is not easy .. perhaps it is just so that my heart is still waiting for that person .. perhaps so ... sigh~
yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, June 26, 2005
Happy happy ... my lau gong (wang qin) invited me to join them for PSC nite but having exam on monday .. think thrice better not go .. study hard than regret ...
Guess wat??? I got good good dream again~
This time is soooooo real .... i dreamt that i was staying over nite at his place ... the air con as usual is too cold .. so i was kinda shivering ... he came over to me after his bath n said " wo de bao bei" Omg omg ... my favourite phrase from him .. so sweet n tender ... then he saw me so cold so hug me to sleep ... but after awhile i was perspiring from his warmth .. so i push him away ... he too is perspiring .. yup .. n later snuggle up to him again when i start feeling cold ... haha ...
Hmmm ... that's why i love sleeping so much ... so that i can meet him n enjoy my time with him ... so who say dreaming can't be a hobby??? or rather sleeping??? rite?
--> posting early in the morning getting ready for e-com exam ..
yourstruly crapped @ Saturday, June 25, 2005
Sad~
I was reading one of my friend's blog ... sigh i really dunno wat to say ... though we're not very close but i feel the pain she is having now ... it's like kinda obvious the guy doesn't love her as much as last time ... it was like wat i've gone thru' in the past ... the neglect feelings ... the coldness ... n yet u are hoping he is there ... yet u are waiting for u to hug u one more time .. yet u are waiting for him to hold ur hand ... yet u are waiting for him to sweet tok u ... yet u are waiting for him to sniff ur hair again .. etc ...
Sigh~
Tmr will be the 1st paper for the term ... sigh~ i'm not prepared at all
I didn't manage to sleep well ... n eat well ... no appetite at all ..
I had a dream last nite ... i dreamt of him ... yes HIM ... i really miss him alot alot ... i dreamt that he finally tok to me after 1yr plus ... i dreamt that we were having some gathering like the past .. sitting on the mala table ... then at this state i was sick .. then i got no appetite ... pple asking if i'm ok n so on ... he suddenly tok ... yesh .. finally (though with a sacastic remark) .. he said, " always dunno how to take care of urself ... got eat medicine anot ..." then i just nodded my head .. afraid that he raised his voice ... he then said " i mean ur another medicine .. u got take anot ... " ... inside me .. i was jumping with joy .. he actually remembers my illness ... his tone was just like last time when he keep asking me to take my medicine then scolded me when i say i dun wanna take it ... i noe he is scolding for the sake of my own good ...
I woke up in the morning ... n my sis start playing the song "stuck" by stacia orico ... yah "i can't get out of bed today i can't get u out my mind ... .... hoping u will call me on the telephone say u want me back but u nv do ..."
baobei ... wo zhen de hen xiang ni ...
yourstruly crapped @
I'm sick~ this is sucks ... i'm sick at the wrong time ... always the same.. sigh~
I was down with gastric flu for the past 2 days. Struggled to work yesterday, tot i would be fine, end up going to see doctor again after an hr of work. Frannie told me that my face was pale .. as i thought ...
This is the 4th day of my illness n i dun feel any much better ... how am i gonna cope with my exam on Saturday??? The fainting spell is ard me all the time ... i can't think properly n my head is swaying ...
A little to ah ling...Ling ... Dun be sad, i noe how u feel, cas like u i might req a lifetime treatment ... the ans is unknown, it is just trial an error. But no matter wat, Ling, dun give up, dun keep thinking that u are ill, think positively k? Negative thoughts will only do harm from u ... while positive thinking may help u to recover faster or at least subside the effect of ur illness ... Ling dun put pressure on urself ... i noe it's not easy .. but promise me .. u will be strong .. k .. I believe xiang will be there for u no matter wat ... he may get irritated becas while he is trying to be strong for u yet u are being so negative .. no wonder he will be upset, disappointed n angry with ya .. dun waste his effort n urs ... ok Ling ... live life to the fullest for u only live once in ur life ..I miss u ...
yourstruly crapped @ Friday, June 24, 2005
Damn it! Damn it!
I didn't manage to wakeboard yesterday. This is so sick~ sigh~ i tried using TP but it causes me cramps, n i tried to stand up but i can't see anything, i got a black-out ... i can't see anything .. i tried to squat again ... slowly i stand n walk out of the cubicles to join the rest ... this time cold sweat start pouring down me ... my whole body is shivering ... my skin is cold ... my face is pale ...
DAMN IT ~~~ must i live with this all my life?
Sigh ~ perhaps it's really the old saying ... after giving birth ... all these cramps shld go away ... is it really true? Am i able to conceive in the 1st place with this illness anot? ...
Sigh~ DAMN
yourstruly crapped @ Monday, June 20, 2005
Finally, my training period is over! n now i'm officially to do work on myself!
yesh~ freedom~
Hmm ... the week is strange ... had been hearing
everywhere ... xiong tian pin .. the feeling is weird~ really weird ... anyway...
HE WEI JIAN!!! OMG ... he did so well last nite ... arghh~ melting into his voice again ... i still remember the KL trip ... he sang the song composed by SCC peeps ... <> "oh baby ... wo zai ye bu zai xiang ni" ... awww ... but but ... do u think is possible to "bu zai xiang ni" ... Last nite, the judges really love him!!! Comments so much .. n all says that he has a unique voice n potential in the entertainment industry ... oh yes~ mentioning he has a unique way of pronouncing the words ... YES~ HE WEI JIAN is UNIQUE ... haha
WTH ... for many months ... the feeling is back again ... sigh~ perhaps is the route of going home reminds me of him ... yah ... when we can't get a bus back ... then we will drop somewhere at Merichie n took a cab back ... but this time ... the tears is not rolling down anymore ... perhaps like wat mel had said ... she didn't cried over the break up is because she has been crying for the past 8mths ... the tears won't just roll down any freely .. not anymore ... but my heart is crying ... crying out loud to the GOD ... telling him of the pain ..
K k ... of the good stuffs ... Samuel (insurance agent - get to know him from s.jon) .. haha keep saying i look like Makiyo ... -_-'" ...
ALright so ... i'm going to Wakeboarding later on ... but i'm having my menses ... Sheesh ... to use or not to use ... i'm scare of the pain leh ... n n i dunno how to use!!! wth ... i dun even noe argh ..
yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, June 19, 2005
The weekend was great!!!
I slept the whole day on saturday instead of revising for exam.
AND
I spent the whole of Sunday at the beach!!! We went to Siloso to have some volley ball games b4 moving to tanjong beach when lenz n company reach. Omg~ actually saw a guy who wore the same color as me!!! wth ... n he is wearing a bikni brief!!! yuck~ so damn disgusting ... with a flower print on the butt .. arghh~ sure he is a gay!
Hmm .. didn't see any hunks of my type still. Sigh~ in the late afternoon, i then proceed to tanjong beach to meet up with Lenz n company, yupz leaving geri n yihan with her godsis's friends.
Omg ... my 1st time at tanjong beach ... it's so cool~ n happening there.... it's a beach pub!!! n there's pple dancing n so on ... so fun ... n n n there's so many doggies!!! Cool~ i think i'm falling in love with tanjong beach .. haha .. oh yah, saw willy there too .. but too bad he is not dancing neither is he topless ... haha ..
Hmmm .. so we left for crystal jade for dinner ... oppz .. think i got "electricuted" by someone ... hmm .. didn't noe he is from ctb too but diff team. Cool~ n he drives both car n bike! quite a good catch huh .... n he is ard 28 ... hehe ... kinda ideal age ... hmmm .. wooohhhh i'm dreaming le ... haha ... 0h yeah~ this cooming saturday shall be a ladies outing ... we (sharon me mel n winnie) will be going wakeboarding n shopping after that!!! So cooL~ hmmm winnie is actually fun ... haha it's like almost a yr then we break the ice ... didn't tok to her b4 though we seen each other so many times at the pub .. haha ... waiting for her to get her basic dive license n the gals can all go diving the next time round!!!
Sigh~ i really think i dun like working here ... i nv seems to get things rite ... i'm always so careless!!! n this time round i think i gonna get a big big scolding from audrey ... i actually accidentally deleted an active instalment plan from an a/c. this is sh*tty ... tmr i going to get it from her ... n this sickening ELlex .. call urself AM but can't even make a decision abt this when i approach u .. hell hell hell ..
yourstruly crapped @ Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Hmm.. looks like 2005 is rather good for me! Hur hur hur .. i should say it's GREAT!!! (though we are like only 1/2 way thru it) But i think we just shld be grateful for wat we have in life n be satisfy with wat we got - we must learn to treasure each n every moment u spent with anyone on earth .. u may not noe wat will happen next!?! Yupz, again .. i cleared all my cases today!!! Yuppie! Hmm, i was given 12 cases today when i'm suppose to be given 8. Sigh~ the admin pple got fed-up when audrey said " i thought i ask u all to give her only 8 cases today? why is she receiving 12?" then she stomp off ... hmm i really feel like telling her " it's ok ... i can cope" but i'm afraid she will say something like " u can cope izzit ... ok tmr give her 20 cases" ... duh ~ i just shut up lar .. i'm still new anyway.
One of my friend called me today, and actually invited me to his POP next thurs. Omg .. haha but i'll be working. N it's like he is so disappointed abt it. Haha ... he was like startling over the phone... haha
Anyway, my computer hang again!!! n i have not save my work!!! Called the IS help desk .. they say they suspect my com has hidden virus... omg i'm like working there for only 1 mth n this is the 3rd computer i'm using. Haha~ looks like i'm breaking shelby's record of changing 4 computer out of her 7mths there. N after i put down the phone with the IS, my HP hang!!!
I was on my way home today n was approached by a hair stylist .. haha .. not sure wat he wants too ...
My 1st friend getting married!!! awww~ so sweet hor ... *dreaming*
My UWA class gathering at Qunnie's place ...
omg~ look at wat the guys are doing ...
ah boon: adrian .... stop that
adrian: it's nice u noe .. u wanna try
andy: dun like that lar i'm shy leh ...
Bollywood ... Nadia, Joyce, Queenie, me, Mei shi n Carrisa
must u all be so sychonise???
ahhhh ... leg massage ... hao xing fu wor ...
it's all design by Carrisa!!!
yourstruly crapped @ Thursday, June 09, 2005
Woo hooo~ finally clearing up my cases ... yup with lesser careless mistakes!!! FInally~ *phew* .. I think i will become a professionist soon - under Audrey's training! A little mistakes she also can spot ... sharp eyes man!
I'm having diarrheo n gastri pain .. ouch ..
Today, San Shen ask me to call her. Then she apologise on wat happen on Sunday, telling me that San Shu is not pin pointing on me alone, saying that he brought up the matter on the table was telling everyone there, not me alone. When she was saying, i can feel my tears streaming into my eyes. I'm so touched! Actually, I noe San shu is meant for the good, Yup he's rite, we shld not keep spending away our $, shld learn to save up, then got $ for our studies. I'm feeling so bad ... But i'm really hope i can dive more offen, as least i always feel better after each dive ..
Anyway ... good news ... i'm gonna remove my braces next wk!!! So excited ... but again ..$$$ .. gonna cost me $650 to remove it ... exclude whitening of teeth... hmmm
yourstruly crapped @ Wednesday, June 08, 2005
I haven't got enough sleep ... getting giddy ... neusea ... arghh ... Last nite gathering was fun! though not many pple turn out .. but it's good enough, who actually has class gathering in a private uni?? hur hur hur .. Too bad adrian got to leave early ... Hmmph! i lost in the game of BLUFF!!! WTH ... i actually lost! haha ... i'm too NICE to actually bluff le .. sigh~tired ... but gonna manicure b4 i sleep .. lalala ..
yourstruly crapped @ Monday, June 06, 2005
It's chan ru's 21st bdae!!!
It was GREAT!!!
Haven't gotten see so many familiar faces at one time ...
All of a sudden, i feel that i'm back in PL!!!
Mei yan, geetha, melissa, weiling, serene, wanling, aileng, shanon, wendy ... some PL juniors ... omg ... so many of them ...
It was fun chatting n updating each other ... woah~ we all have grown so much ... we used to be playing at the sch fitness corner "crocodile crocodile may we cross the river???" ... to Hopscotch ... to spraying water n powder onto each other after PE ... copying hw .. Hitting each other boots (gals' sch wat) .. punishment to sing Majulah Singapura infront of the sch ... PL workout .. PL walk a job ... PL Musical - The Great I am .... there's so many many ...
** TO GOD BE THE GLORY **
** LOOK UP LIFT UP **
yourstruly crapped @ Saturday, June 04, 2005
Last entry for this month ...
It's been a mth since i'm working in SP services. Sigh~ the environment wasn't wat i expected. It's boring here, politics everywhere!!! i hate it. If u dun like the person, bloody hell go f*ck the person upside down lar, why must u back stab behind then being so nice in front. This place really sucks ... DUAL still better ...
Sianz ... i got so many careless mistakes in my drafts, no wonder audrey will get angry. Sigh~ looks like i'm really distracted when working. Think i prefer toking to cust on the phone, hur hur hur ... today called a customer n the feeling is totally diff from replying letters ...
Class today is still as fun!!! n Saturday event is on!!! yuppy ... a gathering with my new classmates. Sigh~ but uncle want to meet me at 7pm on sat??? how~ dunno this time wat will he tok abt ... *scare*, but i still need to get $ from him for my sch fees. Think i better call him to see can change the time anot.
yourstruly crapped @ Wednesday, June 01, 2005
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