Slack at home the whole day!!! Do nothing but surf, watch tv n sleep. Yupz, just dunch feel like going out. Chatted with eunice (NRA, my dear anne, n ah lingz this afternoon. Hmmm, was so glad chatted with eun. Thot she will nt tok to me becas of the conflict in NRA. Yupz, but she did not. We chatted for quite a few hrs. Hmmm, didn't noe she act, noes so much abt wat happen to me this sem. Well~ this sem is ending, just hope for a fresh start n everything will runs smoother for the next sem. Then after toking to Ling, sigh~ feel sad for her, cas she is having another tiff with her bf. GUYs just dunch understand. Can't they just bear with us GALs during those days in the mth??? Is as if we want to behave this way!! The pain is already killing us, instead of comforting us, they still tok so much, which irritates us even more. Well~ hey guys, if only u are in our shoe, then u will noe how's the pain like? Go ask ard, got which gal like these days in the mth. Our lower part is dripping blood, then movement is constraint becas of the extra thing on our panty!!! Then, the lower muscle contract n expand. Our abdominal muscle just cramp like mad, driving us crazy. All we want is a slight wispher in our ear, telling us we will be fine n u will be there for us, at the same time help us to relax n distract us from the pain, rub the area having pain. Oh yah~ a massage on our back will be good~ yeah... coz' normally we will be backache during these days of the mth. Yupz, it's 27th of the mth again. Broke up for 3mths le. 27th March 2004 is the final break up. 1st break up was on 22nd Jun 2003, then patched on the 29th Jun 2003. Cont'd celebrating our mthly anniversary on the 19th. Sigh~ for the past 5 mths, i've been crying. Now, my tears are drained. Perhaps, i'm too tired of this, n really wan to get myself our of this mud pool. OR am i crying in my heart? Which ever ways, i know i will be STRONG. yupz, eu ask me, do i hate him? Well~ i ask myself this before, do i? Seriously, i tot i will hate him or even her, but i think my love for him is just too strong for the hatred to take over. And as for her, i can't be bothered. She is nobody, as to compare to him. Yupz
yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, June 27, 2004