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Nothing happening today~ whole day stay @ home n do house chores. Pack my room, sweep the floor iron the clothes etc. Then took a nap. Yupz, design my dear roanne's blog. N woah la, only took abt 2 hrs this time. Haha, quite satisfy with it. Hmmm, 19th June, sigh~ i hate or shld i say i like 19th of every mth??? i dunch noe. I cried again. Lying on the bed, thinking of him. Somehow, images just flow in. "I can see him. Standing beside my bed, in his blue shirt n black pants. Rush down after his attachment. Came all the way to place to visit me. I was sick that day, on the 19th Nov 03. I was send to the hospital due to my serious menses cramp. He was standing there looking at me. I awoke saw him, n hug him tight. Yes! the 1st person i wanted to see so much is him. He's the comfort of everything. My medicine, my yao..." Tears just flow till i fell deep into my sleep. Is is wat we call love sick? Am i gonna go thru' all these every mth? Sigh~ Why is everyone introducing me bf? Sigh~ though i'm single now n lonely. But doesn't mean they can replace him. I dun wan a replacement. It won't help, and i dont wan to hurt another person. Sigh~

yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, June 20, 2004