Sigh~ suppose to be a happy day today. But somehow, i can't end this day with a smile. Just heard from teddy bear that Jon changed his mobile no. sigh~ he actually his no. n nv tell me, perhaps he didn't even save my no into his phone. Yupz looks like jon didn't really leave a very good impressions in alot pple eyes. Sigh~ perhaps it's really like wat he himself said, people from Biz B mod all noe him n doesn't really have good impression of him. Now i think i noe why le. Hmph, maybe it's really like wat teddy say ba, somepple just won't change.Yupz! K enuff of the sad thingy. Anyway, today me n him wore the same color. Wahaha, actually not really the same lar. He wore maroon while me wearing white tube with some marron flowers print. So end up abt the same color, well~ at least from the same color family rite? Yupz. Hee, and today sales nt bad, but still defilcit. I need 30k more!!! Where to find? Tmr thursday le. Sigh~ doubt i can hit the quota for this week. No commission le. Hmph! Buck Up Buck Up! I need $. But the next pay will have to wait till 7th July. Then i have to wait for check to bank in - that means i will only get my pay earliest by 10th July!!!! wtf! sigh~ vibes is next week @6pm .. but cannot go. Me work till 7pm. Perhaps after work meet them lor. Sigh~ n maybe won't get to see them together ba. Let the date get closer then say ba. Now still not prepare to see them together. One my ex another my 'close" junior? sigh~ life is so unpredictable
yourstruly crapped @ Thursday, June 17, 2004