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It's just nt a day for me!!! At the start of the day, the bus came late, n best it came 133A n so i got to wait for another 15mins for 133. Finally bus came, then heavy trasffic, so was late for work for abt 15mins. Then in the best, this guy rub his penis against my hand. THen when i try to keep my hand away, he came nearer and try to rub against my hip. WTF!!! Nvm, then this two china guy keep toking abt me, tot i dunno izzit. So wat if u have chinese slang? Hey, i do understand chinese k! THen, sales sucks!!! So sucks k. I only manage to have 2 receive of 9.4K in total when today everyone is hitting abt 30k n above. Sigh~ nvm then receive calls from admin, saying 4 received had been rejected by CBC (Credit bureau checks) n so there gone my commission. Yupz. Then go town with stacia n the rest, then got trip twice when alighting the bus, bus luckily i manage to bal. myself. K then when going home, i waited for the bus for mosre than 30mins. SIgh~ On the way home, i really feel like crying!!! How i wish, he is there for me - a shoulder for me to lean on, support me n say "bao bei dun worrie... dun forget who loves u??? J*n J*n loves u" Sigh~ this is wat he used to tell me. Hmmm ... but all these are just empty hopes... ArghHH~ why am i feeling this way again. God tells me - why must i go thru all these? Is it wrong to love someone so much n yet have to suffer becas u love him so much??? Arghh, life is just so unfair! Why can't pple just treasure wat they have instead of takin them for granted. Sigh~ it's the 19th of the mth again. THe 3rd 19th which i gonna spent alone. 3.06am is only a few hours away, n here i'm blogging. Hmmm ... my life just sux!

yourstruly crapped @ Saturday, June 19, 2004