Lucky??? Haha~ yesterday at 1st no sales, then suddenly the professor called back n wanted to do a BT with me, n that's where my 30k is from. TOday dunch noe why~ received a BT from my customer who is like 2 weeks ago. Haha n add a 8k to me. But then, this customer is no longer under my leads, so sigh~ not my sales anymore. Anyway, i'm still thinking of to go or not to go on sunday to watch their competitions. Sigh~ i so wanted to but again come to think of it, though i really miss dance n so on, but like wat stacia said, even if i miss dance so much n so wanted to watch them dance, will the sight of him n her affect my feelings n mood anot? Yupz, will it? Most probably yes rite? I can't deny my feelings, neither can i ignore the fact!!! So i guess, probaly i just to forgo watching n wait till i am more stable down!!! But i really DANCE n i really hope i can go back n DANCE!!! but sigh~ perhaps maybe gonna take up some outside class, but come to think of it, can my body take it??? My health has been weak all the time, n not sure if my illness still there anot? Wait till october go back to my doctor for the follow up. Sigh~ perhaps then, got to go for another blood test. Arghhhh BLOOD!!! Shldn't had bought the pills that time when i'm not taking them now, wasted my hundred bucks on all these pills!!! hmph! anyway, just pray that tmr will be a better day with better sales. Yupz below is my pic with bear bear, N my face is so arghhh pinkish! anyway it's a bad day (bpc presentation - april) had a tiff with him. Yupz. But i think this pic not bad lar hor?
yourstruly crapped @ Thursday, June 24, 2004