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Why is there so many things to think about in life?


Sigh~ hmmm shld be happy .. dunch sigh dunch sigh


Met up with S.Jon, walk ard in town, went to Imodels for interview n watched Big Mama2.


Right~ 1st thing to think about .. to join Imodels or not? Really not sure .. but definitely they seem more genuine than M5 concept. The boss seems nice too. Hhaa .. but too bad he is not very shuai lar .. duh~ anyway my interview lasted quite long .. chatted with him about scuba diving n gosh~ he went for sky dive!!! i want too!!! He was saying that he is planning to open a new company for scuba!!! that would be so cool rite? Maybe i can go diving for free huh .. keke .. but back to the question .. shld i join Imodels?


After movie, met up with Alvin .. yupz Alvin Goh!!! Woah~ it's been so long since i last saw him. Haha~ really long .. i dunch even remember him knowing that i was with Bjon before. duh~ haha .. my memories is failing. Hmph~ we guys had really grown .. hur hur hur .. he isn't as playful and cocky as before. Yupz ! we all are old now! haha ...


Oh yah~ and we met suraiya too! hehe .. i feel so bad.. i've been telling her that i will consider going back .. but till now i've not! where's has my dance passion gone too?? I really love to dance .. that's explain why i enjoy myself so much during clubbing! not becas i wanna show off or anything .. but i just wanna let the rythm to control my body! I love the feeling! I love the music in my soul! Su .. if u are reading this .. please let me noe when u're going back k .. as u noe .. i really feel akward going back ..


Was convinced by the guys to go MOS again. Yupz again ... this time we went in early and finally got to dance!!! yah. I mean space to dance! haha .. that's becas we occupied the podium! keke .. chasing pple out of the podium! that's was so doop! having only 3 of us on the podium n grooving to the music! People cheering us on! Woah ~ rock the house baby!


But my mind is full of things during the dance. I dunch noe why .. but i'm actually thinking of dragon fruit during the dance! Duh .. wat is going on??? hai~ then i'm thinking of NRA production. I wanna be a part of it as well .. but i really dun dare to face Ann again. I m such a looser! Why am i giving up my passion just becas of wat happen in the past. I was so childish .. perhaps even now .. sigh~ SJon had been asking me back as well .. but somehow i feel that once we go back together he will be with the breakers .. then wat abt me??? i m no longer close with jean they all .. GG that's wat he say .. hai~


3 things in my mind :
- Imodels?
- Dragon fruit?
- Production?


I see a blurry path ahead of me once again ... please enlighten me ..

yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, March 12, 2006