she is sad / disappointed / confused / lost ... sigh~ i understand how she felt .. just hope she will soon walk out of the darkness n move on with life. There will be better guy ahead awaiting for u. Dun worry k .. cheer up!
Come play mahjong with us one day k .. then we can all have fun.
Oh yah, speaking of mahjong. Hmm~ my skills improve le. All thanks to my shifu leh. Haah~ got good shi fu then can have student like me mah rite?
Looks like i'm becoming like jah or rather i have insomia all the while just that i did not realise it. Since secondary sch i have always been putting pressure on my studies. I make sure that i did my best in all my subjects, tsk tsk tsk often i end up in sleepest nite. Though i normally lie on my bed at ard 10pm during those days i will only fall alseep at ard 2 / 3am. My brain is actively thinking of things that happened in the day, thinking of fantasy n all sorts, Yupz i always try to crack why n how math formulas are formed.
Just this morning when i reached home, my body is damned tired n aching (played badminton b4 mahjong). Lying on my comfy bed n again i am thinking things again .. yah mahjong! i'm thinking of strategy like "shi san yao" how to be formed ( i almost had it yesterday) then think of econs project which i am meeting ah cat soon .. thinking of dragon fruit (it's just comfy to have him ard ...) blah blah blah .. kept on thinking ... perhaps that explained why i am always lack of sleep n dark eye rings ..
yourstruly crapped @ Saturday, February 18, 2006