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Stress!!!

Woke up early, dragging myself to work again. Having nauseas feeling since morning. Haven't got this panicky feeling for a long time - the last time was in Poly when there's always projects submittiong n exams. Yah, I am stress... feeling the pressure once again. This thurday got to submit assignment 2, n saturday to submit MIS project 1. Next Thurs would be BE mid term n Sat for BE project! Hell~ n i haven't started on my BE revision. Our project is like only 1/4 done! Arghhh~ .. i m scare. Cas for both project i m doing the compilation. I am afraid that i m not able to deliver the end product by due date. I m afraid that i will not meet the grp standard. I m afraid that i will pull their marks down. I m afraid ...


All these build up my stress level - there's stress from work as well. My cases are like never ending! WHy??? WHy m i always getting cases which i cannot close on the spot. Why m i getting cases which got to go thru the management? Why m i getting so many sh*tty cases? Why?


I am having discomfort stomach the whole day. I feel like breaking down. I haven't cry for quite a while. Perhaps i really need to cry my heart out one day - once again, to release the stress in me. I wish he is here for me. I wish i am able to hug him. I wish ... sigh~ that adds on to the stress level i m facing now ..


After lunch, i went back to office, clearing as much cases as possible, cas tmr i will be going for a grooming course. Anyway, half way thru my work, i decided to listen to some JY's song for comfort. True enough, i finally manage to concentrate on my work n clear wat i need to clear.


Meet up with my gals to celebrate Aileng's birthday! An early celebration. Finally we got to go KTV together. Yupz, after about 3yrs of planning? Ok .. we are all bz pple. Haha~ but really enjoy my time with the gals. Screaming our heart out .. spoiling the songs! haha it's real fun.


Happy time does not last though. So we sang till 11 plus and gary drove us back. Hmmm ... I miss u gals. Shall make our Thailand trip come thru ok. Shall use the money from govt in May k! Will upload the phoeots again .

yourstruly crapped @ Wednesday, February 22, 2006