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IT's Sunday, n Guess wat ... finally got a chance to stay at home!!! No one's birthday ... yeah finally .. but sigh~ next week got to attend another n go ah kee jie jie 's new house for moon cake festival... hmm i miss li' Sara ... yeah


Alright~ went for Nur's class today, oh yah finally got to attend her class huh... it's like always i go shc's not teaching n relieved by another instructor. Er not saying others not good but i prefer Nur, she really liven up the class, yeah.


Hmmm ... 2nd day of the 2mths ... yah rec'd his msg last nite .. yah whenever my phone start ringing really bring me joy! but somehow when it appears it's not him .. arhhhh i just heck any replies .. OK i was bad .. i noe .. N finally at 9.28pm! I knew it will be him! I knew it, n ta-da ~ it's finally his sms .. hmm yah he's being bz with unions .. alright i understand how bz he can be .. hmmm i was once in a committee too hur hur hur .. but having meeting doesn't mean u can't enjoy .. ha ha well~ esp me who always go out of point .... ke ke ke so i hope the meetings did bring him some laughters! Yah ... n hopefully the sponsorship is going smoothly .. yah
Hmmm but he nv reply me after i replied him .. anyway kinda expected yeah .. dunch wanna ask too much .. can't be too demanding rite?


But this really bothers me though .. i feel that he is being forced to send me an sms everyday .. but sigh~ i dun wanna ask him to stop too .. i mean since he suggested this .. just let it be .. but still ... i'm feeling akward abt it .. hai~ he's not even my bf n yet doing such thing ...


Hmmm yupz i'm still waiting for my phone to peep ... hmmm waiting waiting waiting ... i wonder .. are we going to carry on this way till the 2mths dateline? When am i able to see u again? When? When? When? Ask him out? Neh ... i dun dare to .. seeing so shag on Friday .. i rather him to stay at home n get more rest .. sigh~ this guy always pushing himself so hard .. it's not easy to ask him to stop n get some life! He just love getting stress .. yeah like wat he used to say ...


Just read thru' wat senior sent me the last time when we just broke up .. yah .. if only it's 4mths back .. sigh~ there's so many things i wanted him to noe ... i nv forget u .. the feelings is always there .. but i nv have the courage to face u all again .. i dun wan to see u hurt again .. i was then still confuse .. but i really regret abt the break up .. the feelings was so true after that .. i realise how hurt i was when i lose u .. n like wat senior said .. i decided to throw u away .. sigh~ i was hoping u will initate the patch or anyting .. but perhaps u are hoping i better off without u .. but nv am i .. i've been waiting each passing day ... until ur birthday .. i realise i really miss u alot alot ... i tot i may be able to hug u ... but nv .. we become so stranger on that nite of ur birthday .. did not tok much or anythign .. tot u will ask me to stay awhile n tok when we walking to get a taxi so that i can go home ... but we just parted within 5 mins of seeing u ... anyway .. i hope u will really get some sleep .. stop pushing urself so hard ... hai~ i noe there's no point writing so much here ... cas u'll nv read my blog .. like wat u had said before .. " i dun believe that i need to read ur blog in order to noe u better" but piggy ... i want u to noe .. i wan u to noe that i'm not someone who can just tok out everything to u ... i can only express better thru writing ... piggy ... i miss u ...

yourstruly crapped @ Monday, September 12, 2005