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Back from course - Personal Effectiveness

Well~ I would say the trainer is great, but with a student like me not paying attention at all will not show any effectiveness from the course.

My mind is drifting away, it's floating in the air.

Things in my mind:
- DM Project
- Promo Project
- CASES pending
- OVER DUE Cases!!!
- HIM
- HIM
- HIM
- MORE HIM

Arghhhh ... I want to get out of singapore, I want to leave this bloody place. I want to go to the beach!!! I need the sea. I need the Sun, the Wind blowing into my face, the air!!! the sandy beaches!

Gosh~ i can't be tramatised till this stage, can i?

I dun believe this is actually happening!!!

I was feeling so damn tired from my cramp n sick from my illness, n decided to go to bed early.

I tossed left n right, but somehow i can't find the right position at all. Lucky is by my side accomdating to my shifting position n kickings. Haha I still can't sleep!!! but i'm tired! My mind is full of him ... sucks* wth* finally i manage to sleep a little n stupid tots wake me up... duh i wake up to check my hp hoping there's a missed call or a msg left by him... then went back to bed n this cont'd thru out the nite!!! WTF i dun want this i dun it to happen!!! I want to sleep!!! But i can't, i keep waking up to check on my phone! N finally my mind give way n i can sleep but my clock rang! Gosh~ it's time to wake up n get ready ...

DUH!!!

Get prepared n switched on my com to print some notes, n ta-da!! GUest wat!!! Just when i log on, he logged on too!!! Cool~ but nv tok much again .. sianz ... how can he become so cold .. how can be behave so cool~ this is not him!!! I want the old eric back .. not wat version 3 or 4 ... or wat so ever ... u r u .. why keep changing .. ren shi hui pian na ... xin nen? xin ye gen zhe pian ma??? ni wei she men pian chen na mo wu qin????

Wo tao yan xian zai de ni!

yourstruly crapped @ Friday, September 09, 2005