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Wasn't feeling good today. Got counter duty. Sigh~

I feel weak all over, my body aching and my hands n feet feel numb. My flu isn't any better. My mind is thinking of someone else. My heart is missing a bit. I dun feel good at all.

My gastric is still as bad. I still feel the cramp n the tension. Arghhh~ I feel like screaming. I want to cry out loud one more time. I want to say how much i miss you.

But, i can't find my courage. I dun dare to face you once again. I am afraid to hurt you again. I am such a coward. I am such a looser.

I am waiting. ... i am hoping ...

Where are u? Why are u drifting away from me since sch starts? Is sch really that bz till u can't even leave me an sms?

I miss chatting with you on the phone. I miss your cracky ideas.

I want you so much ... but i can only surpress my feelings.

Sigh~

I came upon Ariel's blog, n she wrote

'its just like in yr heart, u wanna drink.. peach tea. den u go to 7-11, u noe that peach tea is right there, yet, u'll hesitate, stop, see other choices like green tea, apple tea etc before making your decision to grab that bottle of peach tea.'


Gees, work is still sucky. My cases is forever piling up. When? When can i actually see it goes down? Like the others?


At least something to be proud of myself. Hur hur hur, i did my Promo slides. Hmph! I would say "2 thumbs up gal" haha, looks like shi fu also proud of me.

Alrighty, cont'd to read my shopaholic.

yourstruly crapped @ Thursday, September 08, 2005