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4Sigh~ i think things are getting worst. C - mel's friend ... the one who ask us to join them. He's interested in me??? Sigh~ how shld i put it. Sigh~ i shld not have agree to come out today to meet him, mel, alvin (mel's friend) n his gf. I just treat him as a friend, just an ORDINARY FRIEND!!! n i borrow the naruto vcd from him.

THis nite he called. Then wanted to chat on the phone. Sigh~ i dun like to chat on the phone, so i just entertain him. He just going on n on n on, toking abt his life n so on. I'm plainly not interested ya. Sigh~ he knew that i'm chatting with pple on msn as well, but he still keep on toking!!! bu zhi dong!!!

Then then then ... he suddenly come straight to the point ... sigh~ headache ... telling me that he likes me, he dun go for looks or figure or wat so ever ( cas the guys was shock to see me in bikini ... blah blah blah ... the guys were discussing abt my figure ... ergh ) he just feel the special connection, the feelings, he just stumble over words when see me in face n he dunno how to tok to me face to face. He said that he does nt have a good nite sleep since his last broke up with his ex 4 mths back. But last nite was different cas he manage to tok to me??? sigh~ help me ... he had a nice sleep after he manage to tok to me, n the feelins just great!?! hai~ then today at work he is always smiling to himself, then saying that he is so happy to rec my reply from sms, n so on, then treat his squad for lunch today cas he is happy??? cloud 9???

Seriously, this really turns me off. If u noe me well, this won't works on me, if i really like u i will take the move n u dun even need to move. N seriously, i dun think i noe him well at all, just a friend of mel ... that's it ... sigh~ please dun give me more probs on this ...

The one who i am more curious in is someone else, but i dun wanna reveal here for in case anyone read it n more rumours gonna began. Now now now, the whole squad knows that he likes me ... but the squad didn't noe the other side of the story ... sigh~ will that person respong to me anot ??? arghh~ hope he reads my blog ba ... n hope he dun avoid me can le ...

yourstruly crapped @ Tuesday, April 26, 2005