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Sigh~ so disappointed with myself .... felt so bad talking to ma today. I dun mean it though, just kinda angry with myself, disppointed, sad, irritated... u just dun feel good, staying at home doing nothing!!! I wanna get some fcuking job out there!! Arghh ... i dun wan to rely fully on ma n pa, i mean i'm already a poly grad, i'm only 20, it's time for me to be out there working n gain experience n prepare for the future. I cannot be a useless bum at home rite? Sigh~ can't this companies be more flexible in the working hours??? Duh~ always giving me false hope, is like it's so near that they are accepting me, but upon hearing that i'm studying, immediately upfront reject me ... sigh~ Just hope i'm able to get the job that Annette (PPS agent) is trying to help me to get from POwer supply or maybe another job which is located at Harbour Front - which i'm more keen on, marketing asst n admin, 5days week n 9-5.30pm which pay quite well too, ranging from $6-8 depending on the interview. Anyway, just pray that the Harbour front pple will call me soon, before others ba ... arghh ...

guilty ...

yourstruly crapped @ Thursday, April 14, 2005