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My world is swaying ... my vision is blur ... sigh ... i'm sick again .. yesh finally!?! ..

shld i be happy or sad?? Sigh~ why must i fall sick when i want to enjoy? Arghh~ I'm down with fever, but i didn't noe about it. Till yesterday, i finally see the doctor, after having sore throat, flu n cough for 1 week. Doctor asked, " are u having fever?" ... well i told him, cas i dun feel anything, just kinda giddy n every part of my limbs just feel soften .. yah that's it, tot it was normal ... just low blood pressure?

Sigh~ i'm feeling lethargic everyday, sleeping just couldn't resolve this problem.. arghh~ i dun wan to think abt it anymore. Just hope the old illness dunch come back to me can le, i want to live like any other woman do .. sigh~ sinsen once told my mum this, becas of my weak womb, i will offen feel more tired more easily than normal person... sigh~ dun tok abt it anymore ... dunch wanna my mum to get worry over this again

Just pray n hope that the medication i'm taking now, will be able to control this illness, sigh~ i want to be a mother one day too, carry my own child!!! I dun ask for more, one will be enough .. yah ...

SIgh~ the other day, i was coughing non stop in the bus, i was cough so hard that my tears start rolling down my cheeks .. er then this little gal who was sitting infront of me, got a shock when she saw me tearing, argh so embarrassing, then she told her mum abt it, who then turn ard n look at me. Duh, dun just look, spare me a tissue please ..

Sheesh~ Luc is barking at me for my advance theory now!!! How??? i've not even started a chapt on it... sheesh, nagvigating, dive tables ... arghh i hate this two the most ... i just want some leisure dive, not more stress!!! but i need advance cert to dive at nite! arghhH~ tai yan! got so many homework!!!

yourstruly crapped @ Wednesday, April 13, 2005