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Haven't been bloggin for the past days. Yup, was too tired n lazy to come online. N my health wasn't that pink for the past days. Was down with flu n now a slight dirreoa ... sigh~ think i got stomach flu. Anyway, last sat i had my swimming test, sun my scuba diving training. Yup, learn to put on the equipment, the oxygen tanks, and the parts to be connected. Seriously, the tank is nt light k!!! Gosh~ i was actually carrying the smallest tank n i find it heavy on the actual day at puala riau i will be carrying the big one!!! Was trying to breath with my mouth n it was so damn hard! At 1st it was okay, till i was tryin to clean away the fog in the goggles when in the water. I got choke by the water. Silly me, i act. breath with my nose when i try to lift up the goggles to let the water to flow out. The act. way of doing is suppose to breath out thru' the nose n nt breath in. N i was shivering at the same time. Was toking to alvin then my mouth was like ... kekeke ... so cold. Haha~ i'm so light, i can't stay at the bottom of the pool, so in the end got the help from alex (my dive master) to pull me down, so i won't float ard. haha~ After the training, we went tiong bahru hawker to have our dinner. Okie, i got to eat my favourite shui kueh n roasted pork with char siew rice from tiong bahru hawker. Then teddy bear ordered so much!!! Woah~ he really can eat manz! Hokkien mee, shui kueh, fried oster egg, satay, sugar cane juice, n ice jelly. Alamak~ wat a stomach he has. We chatted for quite a while, n go separate ways. Me, melissa, lens n alvin went bugis to shop ard for awhile n went home.

Yupz, today teddy bear went for reservice le. Keke* N i called up a customer today, n so conincidence, bear was beside him. This cust. of mine is act. bear's friend!!! haha, well~ no choice he in camp how to ask him to do BT with me. Sigh~ During dinner time, my colleagues were toking abt sex n relationship. One i got to agree with is that, the one u gonna marry to will nt be the one u love most. N also, it is important to choose a partner who is able to satisfy ur needs on the bed. Can u imagine surviving in bed with someone who can't meet ur standard, n delivering up to ur standard, meeting ur needs???? Neh~ i can't k.

Then they were saying, find one day, everyone bring out their bf or gf for a gathering n see who are the most loving couple, who normally is the taker, or the given n so on. Come to this point of time, sigh~ i got no bf! perhaps, i shld say i got no physical bf. How about in my heart??? Hmmm~

On the way back to office, Kat was saying her aussie bf will be back in nov. Sigh~ so lucky of her to have someone who dotes on her so much. Who is willing to wait for her at her void deck for 6 whole hrs. This is just remind me of there's this time i was late for 10mins, n i got scolded by him. Yeah~ him again... yesh it's him there's no other than him, he is the only one i'm thinking abt! Kat was asking, don't i feel lonely? Yeah~ i do feel a little lonely without him, i do wish n hope that there will be someone there for me to await me to finish work. To be there when i need him, to be there when i am sad, one who i can share my problems.

As i blog along, i feels that life has become more n more meaningless ~

yourstruly crapped @ Wednesday, July 07, 2004