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Finally i got my blog done! And so i can start posting.
I've went thru' many ups n downs this sem. Just praying for the better for the next sem. Sigh~ for those who are close to me, had seen me break down again n again. Perhaps u guys are sick of this sight. I, myself is sick of this life too. I wan a new life! I wan to start a new chapter of my life. Perhaps, i have not really put everything behind, just avoiding it and does not have to courage to face it. The fact that he had left me really affect me alot ... alot. I noe i shld nt had let this affect me, but i just let it control my life. I have yet found back myself - the Huixin who is confident, with distinct goals in life, cheerful, bubbly .. etc. Where is the positive me? Why am i allowing myself to suffer this way when this guy is enjoying his life (with another gal?)? Can man be trusted? This is my very doubts about man now. He used to love me so, take care of me, saying he will cherish me and so. But things just changed! The ans to it is feelings. He said he has no more feelings for me. Does feelings ever change if you really love someone? Sigh~ i guess so ba!

Well enuff of him. All these are history. I hope i will get over this chapter fast, and start a new one soon. Friends ( Anne, Yun, Joann, Aileng, Vic, Anges, Lau gong, Jolene, Small Jon, Sultan, Gina, Geri, Rasidah, Marie, Damien, Mama Rina, Kevin .. etc) thankx for being there for me, cheering me up, helping me to get along with life, giving me support during those depression times. Sorrie for letting u guys down when i break down again n again. I promise i will pick myself up - but i need time. Remember to visit my blog more often ok, remember to leave ur comments in the tag box k. Love u guys always.

yourstruly crapped @ Monday, June 07, 2004