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It's the 2nd week of my job. Yupz! today my sales very good, but dun think can be like this everyday lar. All these are from last week one. Sigh~ well~ perhaps money is not everything. Money is not wat i'm looking for in life. I want LOVE. I want to love n to be love. Sigh~. is it possible to love someone n yet liking another? Hmm, have i really letting it go or am i just avoiding it? Have i really start fallen for someone or i just need someone to love me and getting a subsitute? Well~ of cas i hope that i have really let him go n really getting ready for the next relationship. Come to think of it, somehow there is a phobia. I'm afraid that wat if this guy who said he loves me and willing to spent the life with me, take of me n blah blah blah, just left me the next moment becas he realise he doesn't love me anymore n start falling for the next gal?

I'm afraid to fall in love again, but i wan someone to love me, someone to dote on me. Sigh~ despo? maybe...

yourstruly crapped @ Tuesday, June 08, 2004