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Tell me what to do? I'm lost!

Am i giving myself too much pressure? I don't know.

What i really want in life? Working for passion or working for the road is planned for me?

I don't know.

Boss said my body language is telling her that i am unhappy. Yes, seriously i am. But who can i tell?

I am in a confused state of mind. What i really want after i graduate? Should i contd to search for a job which can pay me 2.5k? or shld i contd with this job which guarantee me an advancement? I know that boss has plans for me, but how should i go about telling her? I dun wan to do sales? I dun like to meet targets? Arghhh~ but that's not exactly true. I've been in sales and the feeling of meeting the quota being set is great! Is really a sense of achievement and definitely feels much better when see the pay rolling in. Sigh~ but the stress is there, is scary. Every morning being bombarded which questions which you have not thought of. For example, what is this guest here for, why staying in this category of room and not the other, what is his designation, is this his 1st trip or will he be coming back, etc. It's a pressurizing moment every morning. No, this quests are not just post to the sales pple, we coordinators must know as well...

I understand that she is doing this for the good of us, knowing ur customers that u are able to cater to their needs and create a need for them to stay with u. But it's not an easy task. Yeah, who say is easy being a sales person. Aren't i like challenges like this? I never get defeated rite? Why am i so scare this time?

Reasons being that i know i need to make a choice. A move that will set my future. I can't bump around like the past. I need to settle down in one job and not job hop. But is this really what i want now? Working in a hotel?

The feeling is ... arghhh ... i've already established relatonship with the bosses and the customers and somewhat i understand this industry, and i dun like the feeling of restart everything again. Pple is telling me that this is one industry which i can stay onto, becas the IR is coming up. It would beautify my resume when i can add that in, telling i am in the hospitality industry when IR is there...

Tell me, what should i do. I've broke down many times on this issue. I am moodless to do anything. I am not as meticulous in my job as before, nor talking about productivity. I am slower and taking my time now. Other issues apply, which i have complaint before.

yourstruly crapped @ Friday, January 26, 2007