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I am still too young to understand love?

Hek, search me, my mood really swings. I dunno what I want in life, or rather life of love?

Sigh~ after the failure one relationship, it's really hard for me to fall in love again. Yes, i am having a very nice boyfriend now, always doting on me, showering me with all his love, blah blah blah. But, the more care i am receiving from him, the more guilty I am.

ARghhhh, kill me please!

Reason being, i still look back to the past. Nope, i dun wan to. But the images just pop out. It's a spam! It's a spyware! I bloody need a anti-spyware software or block pop ups software in me!

My birthday is coming, but i am not reserving the actual day to be celebrated with him. I planned with all my friends but him. I am being so unfair to him.

Sigh~ .. a confused state of mind.

God, please tell me what am i suppose to do? You are driving me crazy. For one mintue you made me crazily in love with him. For the next, you make me loosing interest and feeling.

Lost and confuse ...

yourstruly crapped @ Saturday, November 11, 2006