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This may not be the 1st time i'm blogger about this. But it is really something i wish i can get out of it!

Many of us have friends who we had met since primary school and remained close even now. For me, i guessed this friendship had lost long time ago.

I am only contacted if they need or require me to do something. Otherwise, i am just left out. Alright fine! So what if i have boyfriend??? WTF. Stop assuming that i am happy with my life now and boyfriend is the only person i wish to be with k!

I had done my part to contact u gals and asking you all out. But always i am rejected. What's the reason? Can u gals enlighten me!!! Nevermind complaining here, cause i believe i won't be heard. I Swear.

Shall i make it a point that this is my last blogging about my complains of your gals. and i shall just lead my life without you all anymore. No more sistershood i meant.

You mention that i am always bz with boyfriend, HELLLO ... i stress what about the periods when i am single. Never am i included in you gals activities!

Seriously, i guess this friendship is meant to be forgotten and i shall not interfere with you gals anymore. I shall be stranger to you all and just a "hi bye" friend would do.

My feelings now? Hurt ... really hurt... stop being nice infront of me only and exclude me in all activities and only include me to fill the head count. I'm off!

Back off ... bye!

I have other friends who are there for me and understand me better. Reason is simple, because they care. Not a bunch of sh*ts!

Enough is enough, so what if i'm tearing now. I will take it as fate does not allow me to enjoy sisterhood.

My birthday this year shall be special. Becas it would be the 1st time celebrating without you gals. ANYWAY, celebrating my birthday is just a chore to you all... nothing special.

Ignore my previous posts on these SISTERs. Because the feelings wasn't geninue at all! I'm feel more of an outsider being with them. If "partner" you claims that will is with me where-ever i go, reason is simple, i shan't hide here. It is because i know, if i join you gals for any activities alone, i would be left in my own world. You gals would be buzy chatting about the incidents which you all had and leaving me unknown and speechless, cas i can't add on to anything.

Stop all this bullsh*t saying what sisterhood. Neh, i'm just an "extra" who you gals pity. Will is ask to accompany me in these birthday celebration is becas i noe i would be left out and with him around i noe he would be able to accompany me and there to lend me a shoulder to cry on immediately any celebration.

Never will i ever forget my 19th celebration. Yes, i cried, jon was there to comfort me. He is the only person who noes why i cried on that very day. You gals didn't even make an effort to greet me a "happy birthday". dun even mention talking about celebrating with me.

That's all, i have enough, perhaps i should just make up my mind to delete all you gals contact to reframe myself from contacting you all.

yourstruly crapped @ Wednesday, November 01, 2006