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The inner voice

Evil: they are just another group of friends

Angel: but they are the one who i grow up with ..

Evil: yah ... but where are they when you need someone to talk to?

Angel: not really .. jo and yun were there after my 1st breakout with jon

Evil: was that their last time? How about being there for you for the past two years .. when u are trying so hard to find back urself?

Angel: *dumbs* but yun was there for the 1st few moments during those times .. jo was aware of it too ..

Evil: so what? did they cont'd to check on u .. asking if u are ok? do u think they care?

Angel: i dun no ... perhaps they are buzy with their own lifes too ... they might have their own problems

Evil: not the case, my dear ... so what if they are bz .. they can easily sms u asking if u are ok ...

Angel: ... ...

Evil: what's more .. they had been to several blading outings and they nv ask u along ..

Angel: .... ...

Evil: further to it ... u were having dance classes with yun rite? did she inform you about this? though she did mention that she has been going roller blading with her friends ... yah yah .. her friends ..

Angel: but she might be going with her friends who i dunno

Evil: u really think so?

Angel: sigh~ ... ...

Evil: she say u are so loving with ur bf .. dun need pple to accompany ... but is she aware that u do have ur difficult times that u need ur "sisters" to be there too? further to it .. are they aware of what u have gone thru' .. are they aware of ur everything?

Angel: sobz

Evil: recently they went to vivo city... though it's last min .. does it give them an excuse not to ask u along? they went for bintan trip ... did they ask u along? they have been planning for a couple of trips .. did they inform you ...

Angel: yah they did tell me

Evil: yah rite .. only tell u at the last min when they are already planning ... so what does this action telling u ... it does not matter if u are able to go .. or not .. cas you are not in the mind when planning ... cas u are not important! .. u dumbo .. can u wake up!

Angel: she say this is not friendship is about .. why are u so pity?

Evil: this is not about pity .. ok .. u talk about friendship .. so yesh .. friendship .. why are are included except u??? think about it ... can u just wake up ...

Angel: *still dumb*

Evil: yup .. she is just talking about friendship .. but a friendship also has a measure to it ... a "hi bye" friend .. or is she saying "sisterhood" .. ha ha ha .. bet she is referring to just a mere "hi bye" friendhip! ...

Angel: CAN YOU JUST SHUT UP!!!

Evil: fine fine .. i leave u to think about it .. but dun bear too much hope in this "friendship" which does not last .. u can see .. it is drifting away from you .... u will see .. . u will see ... i will laugh at u ...

Angel: damn it! f*ck off! ..

yourstruly crapped @ Wednesday, November 01, 2006