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I am thinking him
My heart is closing its doors for him
but I think I would like to have him


Sigh~ confuse. Or rather i am just finding stuff to keep me occupied? Neh ... why is love so bitter when it comes to me and when people are getting "diabetics" from it?


Dragon fruit is cute .. getting to like him more .. Piggy is Mr Nice Man (hao hao xian shen - that's what they call him) and Mum kept asking why i dun want him ... but Starfruit is the one where my sweetest Memories buried with. I know it has past so long and why am i still pondering over it. I really hope i am able to just let go n stop "letting the scenes rewinding in my head" but they are all sweet memories. Perhaps these "sweet memories" had indirectly setup a benchmark in my choices of guys unknowingly. These "sweet memories" is even sweeter than fairy tales. These "sweet memories" is just too good to be true and i believe no other gals went thru those that is comparison to mine. Yah it sound exaggerated but it's true.


No other guys i've known of actually do such sweet things to their gf like wat he had done for me. Yup no one.


I dunno wat is bothering me ... i just want to faster finish my degree ... it's not that i dun like to study .. just one load off so that i can concentrate on other things in life .. u noe .. it's hirechy of life. Gonna move on to the next stage .. i.e. love & security.

yourstruly crapped @ Monday, February 13, 2006