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Yup yup, today much better! Finally starts doing hands on for this week. Hmmm i really dislike theory stuffs. Looks like i have not change since young, nv like doing my paino theory n always prgress slower than my practical. N Audrey is in better mood today ... hur hur hur PMS (must be) ... well~ anyway, met up with piggy again today cas he was lock out of his house (forgot to bring his key, believing that his sis will be at home to open the door for him). Yupz, his another purpose is to borrow lappy from me.

Lingz, thankx for the concern. I'm just being paranoid of everything, esp in relationship i really dunno how to handle it properly. Sigh~ i was feeling that yesterday but today i'm more calm. Yah, hmmm, dunch really noe how to put into words just feels that i see potential in this relationship, but i'm not able to open myself like i used to. I can't ... it's hard. Anyway, we both are not that ready for a relationship, erm sad to say i think i am not that committed yet. Time will tell. Sigh~ Sometimes i can miss piggy so much but sometimes i just dun feel anything .. it's just the starting, not yet to make a judgement. Come to think of that, i'm scare. He will be starting his Uni in this June, n he will be staying in the hostel - n bravo ~ less time to meet up. Hmph~ tot his irregular NS hours is bad enough but come this Uni thingy. He will be a full time student stay in the west (hostel) n i am doing my part time deg n workin at the same time. Hmm .... well~ shant' think abt it so much. Time will reveal the mystery n nature will take its course .. if god would like to play tricks with me again .. go ahead ba .. i shant' bother so much .. he has been mean enough last yr ... if he can be meaner .. then let him be .. i shall be stronger!!!

blah ... sui pa sui .. wu gui pa tie dui ... lalala

yourstruly crapped @ Wednesday, May 18, 2005