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Alright... today work sucks~ really sucks ... she dun seem to be in good mood~ sigh~ wth there's so many screens to learn lor, n expect me to remember everything without doing much hands on??? Arghhh~ seriously i miss dual 1 .. still the best!!!

Sigh~ not a good day though.. monday blues ..

Met up with piggy today, hmmm a short while though, anyway i'm tired! Sigh~ dunno how to put it across, but i think i'm stuck again. Was kinda happy to meet him, but somehow, when we were sitting at my block downstairs toking abt some stuff. Ya~ we both were not ready for relationship though, but since it had started just give it a try. I dunno why i'm feeling this way, i'm paranoid!!! Arghhh, i told him that i'm afraid to step into the relationship n still have the phobia, yes i'm still feeling it. When he ask me why n wat happen to my last relationship, i wanted to cry!!! But i tried to hold my tears back ... why am i feeling these??? Even now, when i'm blogging, tears is rolling down my cheek! I hate this ...

yourstruly crapped @ Tuesday, May 17, 2005