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I'm stressed ... argh~ i hate this feeling ... i'm tired ... i'm drained! After this long break from work, i'm slacking, i dun seem to be performing in work!!! I was 1st in position b4 my leave but right now i'm last!!! how am i able to catch up with the rest? Arghh~ stupid rule!!! No 5 receive for that day, is a MUST to stay OT, WTF!!!

I'm feeling so weak~

Sigh~ I'm feeling so impatient these days, getting agitated so easily!!! Nt sure if it's true becas of the work i'm doing now. My working environment was so fast pace, i can't stand pple doing things so slowly. I went nokia care centre today. I was so fustrated with the service there. The staff who was like so calm in everything he do!!! Just slowly taking his time. WTH!! I waited for 40mins over there. N HELLLOOO i need to lunch k!! He was like taking his time in the room (nt sure wat was he doing, making me sitting like an idiot for like 20mins over there). Finally he came out of the room, telling me that the button can't be pressed, is becas there's dust trap inside??? Wat a reply, ya? Duh~ i doubt this is the main issue, i mean i had scv the phone for like 3times with 2mths??? ARGFhhhhh ...

Another thing is that i'm finding hard to communicate with guys my age!! arghh~ finding them kind of childish n immature!! ArghhH~ i'm boiling. *deep breath* J*sh msg me today:

Beeps: How are u? Working now?
me: Bad ... i want to sleep! Yah working now
Beeps: Hee, i also working now. Feel bored, msg see wat u doin'
me: working lor .. so sian
Beeps: Going to finish work le rite?
me: my foot ... end at 9.30pm lor
Beeps: Dont't be so angry lai, i dunno ma, guessing
me: i very pek cek ... got no sales
Beeps: Maybe later ... Later the pple will come, then got sales
me:Er u dun understand one ... Unless u are a credit card holder
Beeps: Oh.. somebody apply ur credit card then u got sales correct?
me: No .. me doin' balance trsfer
Beeps: Then ur company earn trasfer fee?
me: Nope interest amount ... Btw i'm in citibank ... so der r many dept to earn from
Beeps: Oh .. so there earn a bit here a bit. in the end, left a lot
me: yah
Beeps: Clever huh... without our knowledge, suck up all the money
me: Ergh ... is nt without knowledge ... is with customers consent... eh u will not understand u hold credit cards la ... that's why i nv like explain my job to pple our age ..
Beeps: Ok lo, next time i just ask u got sales anot
me: k k ... i bz now .. tok to another time

See .. how impatient i was when communicating with him .. i can't imagine that i used to have such a strong crush on him. Gosh~ can he reply in a more intelligent questions??? Hello~ i've told him i'm working in Citibank!!! don't he noe Citibank is a big Company Bank - an international bank??? The bank dun only survive in balance transfer only!!! there's so many dept, er... n the bank can't really get money with customer's knowledge!!! We are bid by MAS regulations! .. sigh~ sucks ...

yourstruly crapped @ Wednesday, March 16, 2005