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Haven't been blogging for quite some time.

Finally the ballroom launch is over. Finally the IMF letters have been sent out. Finally... finally ..

Now, it's the auditor check. Sigh~ so many filing and follow up to do.

BUT, i still wanna blog out my inner voice. I need to breath! I need to take a break. My plan to go M'sia on 19th August was runied. Projects, projects, projects ... sigh~

really hope, on the 1st Sep i'll be able to go M'sia for a nite stay. Get myself away from this familiar land for some time.

Well~ though i m happy with my current job, but still not satisfy. Hmmm, still want to try my dream job ever since i got into Dip in Marketing, wats more to say when i'm doing it for a degree now.

I want to event planning, brochures design, talking with people, etc. Yesh marketing, doing reserach and so on. Any lobang?

Hmmm, staying in this job does not mean bad as well. At least overhere, i know that the career path has been set for me. My bosses are trying to train us hard to cultivate us into one of the sales people. But is this really wat i want? Always stress about meeting sales quota?

I had it in CTB. The money is good. Satisifaction only comes when u meet the quota. Yupz, the time pass fast too. But what is the real meaning behind it? Sigh~

I really don't know what i really want to do in life. The path ahead seems so mist and foggy. Where am i actually heading to? I hate this feeling of lost.

In half a year time, i would graduate. So m i going to cont'd to stay or shld i start looking for another job?

Staying here i know i will get my promotion and i will get a raise in pay. But my degree will not come in handy and no point doing my degree rite?

Going elsewhere, my degree would come handy, i may get a marketing exec job, but the pay may be lesser. Is this wat i want?

Arghhh~ headache!

yourstruly crapped @ Tuesday, August 22, 2006