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i dun see myself getting enthu into dance like before. I tot i was and i will be happy dancing like before. Somehow, the feelings is drifting away from me each time i step into the studio. I dunno why ... i just can't concentrate like before. I will be thinking of other stuffs such as what am i suppose to do 1st when i step into the office, what project is due soon ... wat am i suppose to do .. etc. All these are occupying my head now ... i really hope i can just concentrate on my career n work towards it. I wanna at least own a Silver credit card. Yah .. at least a 30k per annum income rite? wat pathetic pay i am getting now? Sigh~

I m glad mango has been accompanying me these days .. being by my side really comforts me ...
though u've telling me that i look ok .. but i still feel fat .. really .. a flabby tummy ... n a jumbo size thighs ... arghhh~ it's irritating me ... hai~

Alright ... gonna sleep .. nites.

yourstruly crapped @ Monday, July 10, 2006