Just came back from dance at SW ...
Last evening went Lingz house to bake cookies .. ke ke it was fun .. ha ha .. looks like i'm clumpsy myself when baking at home... look at the way she bake it ... was like whoah~ it's actually so simple .. ha ha .. i' m always making things look complicated at my side.
Oki ... now got the skill of baking a proper n nt burnt cookies, hmm gonna experiment with diff fav!!!
Hmm, so was staying at Lingz place till almost 12mn .. was suppose to go ah ma's place for a family BBQ .. but was kinda lazy to go down, so stay at lingz place n chit chat .. ha ha ..
Hmm, Lingz make me realise n see any prospect of my past love .. n that has nv come across my mind .. sigh~ perhaps i am too witful to actually see it n now i have lost it then i realise how much i need him n love him ... like wat Lingz say i didn't show my appreciation when he do things to surprise me n so on .. hmmm the most i just do is give a smile n hug him .. come to relize .. i have been taking him for granted ... it's always him telling me how much he loves me n miss me .. but me .. sigh~ such a failure .. thinking that giving him freedom is good enough, not realizing that i am neglecting him n yet complains that he neglect my feelings .. shi bai shi bai ..
K .. Lingz gonna let u noe this .. i noe u have been worrying abt me n hoping that i have forgotten about that "B" (wat u have name him) .. dun worry abt me k... i miss him perhaps is becas i'm lonely when seeing couples together .. well perhaps is more of a regret .. i'm not very sure though .. but one thing i'm sure is .. if i ever gonna meet some one who i really love so much .. i won't do faults again ...
yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, July 24, 2005