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It's the 3rd day of sch .. yeah kinda like this schooling life ... but sigh~ i wasn't paying attention, except for the 1st day. I was irritated!!!

Wat sistas?
Wat promise tat was made?
etc ...

Msg you guys so many times but no reply, till i msg harsh msg then finally got a relunctant reply. Tot of giving Vic a bdae Surprise!!! BUT wat response i rec??? 2 interested but say cannot make it ... another 2 say they have other birthday party n say we can do without them .. and another 1 nv reply ... it's always the case ... Yesh ... we were close .. or rather CLOSED!!! 1 2 3 4 all got bf n all attention diverted to ur bf!!! Sigh~ i thought our sistahood can be strong but NO ... BOYFRIENDS are more IMPT!!! isnt it??? Yah yah ... perhaps maybe i am unattached now, n leaving all alone .. i understand the feeling .. u will always want to be with the one u love .. but at least an sms reply ... at least a sms to care for ... at least a sms to say hi ... but NO NO NO ... none of u do that .. perhaps for one or two .. or rather just recently ????

SUCKS!!!

I shall not pin hope for my birthday this yr then ... every time will be i am the one anxious of wat to get for the birthday gal ... reminding everyone so n so birthday is coming ... but we always end up with the last min work ... cas u guys just simply DUN care!!! so when my birthday come .. eg last yr ... it's also a last min celebration ... sigh~ shant' tok abt this ..

Yupz .. finally finish watching Meteor Garden 2 .. hmm kinda happy for shan cai n ah si to be togather again .. but it's a pity that ye sha has to leave .. i admire her courage .. her courage to cheer shan cai on ... encourage shan cai to woo back dao ming si ..

Well~ it's just a fairy tale huh??? there won't be sure thing in life ...

Was ask to go Club Mo Mo with NRA peeps .. but turn it down cas i noe i will be out casted .. cas i'm no longer close with them .. yah not anymore ... then i ask kath to go club with me tonite .. in the end i put her aeroplane, i was somehow not in the mood to do anything, just wanted to be alone .. so yupz i stayed at home the whole day completing the set ..

It's the time of the month again .. PMS .. somehow i got bad feeling abt these pills i'm taking .. it's the same as the one i took the other time from KK ... i think i will ask Doc to give me Diane 35 instead .. if his clinic got no stock then the most ask him to give me the prescriptions to get it from the hospital then .. shan't care much the price .. as long as i dun get the pain again .. not another round of lying on the white bed .. screaming for pain .. screaming for help .. screaming for his name in my heart ... hoping he will be there to hold my hand n tell me "baobei .. dun worry i am here" ..

YESH ... thinking of him again .. perhaps watching the show just giving myself force hope ba .. i should be happy for him!!! He is happy now .. why am i still holding myself back?? perhaps i am Lei .. knowing that he loves shan cai yet he encourage her to be with dao ming si ..

yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, July 10, 2005