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Sad~

I was reading one of my friend's blog ... sigh i really dunno wat to say ... though we're not very close but i feel the pain she is having now ... it's like kinda obvious the guy doesn't love her as much as last time ... it was like wat i've gone thru' in the past ... the neglect feelings ... the coldness ... n yet u are hoping he is there ... yet u are waiting for u to hug u one more time .. yet u are waiting for him to hold ur hand ... yet u are waiting for him to sweet tok u ... yet u are waiting for him to sniff ur hair again .. etc ...

Sigh~

Tmr will be the 1st paper for the term ... sigh~ i'm not prepared at all

I didn't manage to sleep well ... n eat well ... no appetite at all ..

I had a dream last nite ... i dreamt of him ... yes HIM ... i really miss him alot alot ... i dreamt that he finally tok to me after 1yr plus ... i dreamt that we were having some gathering like the past .. sitting on the mala table ... then at this state i was sick .. then i got no appetite ... pple asking if i'm ok n so on ... he suddenly tok ... yesh .. finally (though with a sacastic remark) .. he said, " always dunno how to take care of urself ... got eat medicine anot ..." then i just nodded my head .. afraid that he raised his voice ... he then said " i mean ur another medicine .. u got take anot ... " ... inside me .. i was jumping with joy .. he actually remembers my illness ... his tone was just like last time when he keep asking me to take my medicine then scolded me when i say i dun wanna take it ... i noe he is scolding for the sake of my own good ...

I woke up in the morning ... n my sis start playing the song "stuck" by stacia orico ... yah "i can't get out of bed today i can't get u out my mind ... .... hoping u will call me on the telephone say u want me back but u nv do ..."

baobei ... wo zhen de hen xiang ni ...

yourstruly crapped @ Saturday, June 25, 2005