The last day of my leave~
Went shopping with mum n sis today. Sigh~ didn't manage to get a levis jeans ... argh~ i hate my thighs. It's so fat, thick n ugly!!! i want to make it slimmer ... but how to!?! ...
#@&*$@&* My hips are big too!~! HELPPPPPP .... Tried to go slimming centre to make it slimmer ... but then it's nt the fats!!! it's the muscles of my thighs caused the problems!! If only i did nt run n swim as much in the past, then maybe it will nt be a problem now!!!
Anyway, manage to get a Mango jeans ... yupz, but still i prefer Levis ... hai~
Tmr will be going back to work, n start my sales again. Dun feel like going back at all. I'm sick n tired of this job, sick n tired of this world, sick n tired of living, i wish life is shorter for me, i dun wish to grow too old, i dun wish to live longer, i wish i will be vanish into the thin air, i wish i'm nt an emotional creature, i wish ... i wish ... how i wish ... can u grant me?
yourstruly crapped @ Tuesday, February 01, 2005