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Finally... finally ... finally ... my short break is here. 28th n 31st jan is my leave day. Need to get some break before going back for sales again. Not planning to go anywhere, just wanna get some break from wat i've been doing n do some reflections. wo zhen de hen lei le ...

Last weekend, went to m'sia (patuk pahak) for some temple visit. Dunno wat inspires me to tag along with my nanny's daughter ... so my 1st visit was to the Tua Pek Gong Temple, did some praying then went for some funtune telling. Actually, it's much more of asking advice in life. I was nv keen in such thing nor do i believe in it, until this very day, it makes my doubt my beliefs n thoughts.

The funtune teller of Tua Pek Gong, 1st advice to me was to let go of everything/relationship. He said,"wat has past has past, stop thinking abt it" N mind u, he told me all these without even read my palm's line nor did i choose any pocker cards. He gave me many advices n keep biding round the circle, asking me to let go ... i dun believe it ... i cried~ i was kinda shock, he knew everything, he knew my thoughts, my burndens, wat i've gone thru ... it's just soooo unbelievable ...

Next, we moved on to the Tong Zi temple. Again, seeking for advice. I got my 2nd lecturing here. Tong Zi, again advice me to let go~ dun think abt it anymore. He lectured me on my temper - my short temper n stubborness ... which is the main cause of my previous relationship... he then went into details to me as in how it all started n ended ... he is telling me more than what i noe (some things which i hide myself into n does nt want to believe in it) but he is telling me ...

Sigh~ i just want to lead a simple life ... love n to be love ...

yourstruly crapped @ Friday, January 28, 2005