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HuiXin or Shanice?


Not sure if i am making the rite choice?


Sigh~ cross road delimma again ... well~ we are always making decision in life isn't it? Every second every min every hr every day ... we are making a decision. From wat we are eating to wat we going to wear .. etc. There's opportunity cost in everything we do. Why? Becas of the factor ------ TIME!


Sigh~ Time ...


Don't "TIME" reminds u of everything. "Last TIME .. we used to be ..." "That TIME ... we..."


Well~ i hope i can tok to her(s) like last TIME. But whenever i tot i m prepared for everything, REALITY just proved me wrong. I wish all those had nv happened. Well~ we always regret in most things we do isn't it? cognitive disnonace? Sigh~ well~ thinking that things might be better if we had chose the other path?


Now, i've make a choice. I've chose to go back to dance. Yup, i m really happy! I m happy that i can dance in the familiar environment again. Truely happy. But please ... please let those memories fade away. I mean those particular ones. Yah, though it's the sweetest moments of my life, n i do hope it will stay. But at this instances, it is really hurting. My heart aches whenever this memories float again in my mind.


Kinda lost now. Sigh~ please let me dance with no hurts ... no worries ... no pain ... i just wanna enjoy myself once again.


"dear" is such a sensitive word to me now. Arghhh~ didn't i just forget abt u!!! didn't i!!!


I'm going mad!!!

yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, April 16, 2006