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Yuppie, finally a chance to meet up with the gals - jo, yun n kim. Yupz. Jo is still the same as ever - always so bubbly n with her u will nv feel lonely at all. Partner always~

But some things still bother me though. Dunch understand why the gals dun always ask me out for gathering. Sigh~ perhaps they feel that i m too wet blanket, always not free so end up - giving up asking me out.

Mel the same as well. Thinking that i m attached n therefore no time for friends. But sigh~ come on .. whether i m attached anot .. i prefer spending time with my friends! I LOVE MY FRIENDS, at least they dun perish, at least they have lesser expectation from you, at least they dun demand much, at least they are more patient, at least they are not as sensitive, etc. Peng you wang sui!

Menses ah menses why aren't u not coming? Arghhhh~ it's freaking me out. Please dun, i dun wanna take any more pills. When it's late i will start feeling paranoid. Nope i am definitely not pregnant. Arghh~ Feb 6 will be my next follow up. How i wish it faster come so i can consult my GE n perhaps request for another blood test.

Heard from yun that Aileng has a lump in her nose n having nose bleed. Hope tmr follow-up will be a good one. Nothing negative pleaaasssee ... Life is fergile. To those who are healthy, please treasure n eat healthy oki. Drink lesser n dun smoke lar. Why spent to kill urself? Is it worth it? Spending money to get lung cancer n spending money to get cured? So ironic. Unless u have too much n dunno where to spend. If there's the case then give me lar, i help u spend.

Sigh~ duch noe why i've been thinking of him lately. During the shopping trip yesterday, i was thinking of buying this n that for him. But duh .. he is not my bf ... harlow .. WAKE UP wont u?!? Must be my female hormones overreactive making me more emotional? haha~ duh ..

Sop wrote this:
"Sometimes loving someone can be so painful till you'd want to give up the beauty of life itself because hurt consumes you. Then wouldn't it be better to not love at all? I wonder what is more painful, looking at the person you so love and thinking "who is he/she" and seeing no resemblance of the person you fell in love with or not being able to be there for the person while he/she is going through this phrase. Because assumingbly, its natural to want to stand by the person through all phrases of their life."

Love is just complicated lar. Sometimes when u finally get the person u like but when u just got into the r/s, u just feel like calling it a quit. Then when u like the person so damn much but unable to get him u just feel like slapping urself. Arghh .. watever lar .. i go sleep

yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, January 15, 2006