walking on the road, on the way home, this thought came to my mind. "i wonder how's the feeling of getting into a Girl Girl relationship" duh .. i noe it's dumb k. but i dunno why i'm thinking of it ... haha though i'm from an all gals' sch. hmmm, perhaps gal can understand each other better n more sensitive?
Well another question ..."must all gals accompany their bf on every weekend when they book out???" sigh~ i noe will miss each other n so on. but must it come to an extent to stick together for the whole day? sigh~ my gal-friends are all attached now, n weekend is only meant for their bf... sometimes i really wish to tell them "when is our next gals' out day???" but then .. come to think of it .. definitely bf come to this moment of time is still most impt, the 1st person u wld like to hang out with 24hr. But have they tought off giving their guy some space to actually meet up their own friends ... hmmmm
weird dreams ... weird feelings ... i dun wanna think too much .. just concentrate on my sales n bring home as much $$ to help out ...
mummy is sick again, start to feel worried for her, sigh~ fortune teller says her life is nt to meant to work, but to enjoy, if she step out to work it's unlikely that she will cross 50 yr of age ... n she is already 48 now ... it's getting closer ...
mummy found out my menese got delayed again .. sigh~ tot it had start to be regular since the last hormone pills was taken. somehow, after the last follow up with KK just 2 wks ago ... it's back to the past??? so am i suppose to rely on those PILLS!!! i hate it!!! then mummy blame herself .. sigh~ but who wanna be in ill rite? den say she can't afford me to go uni will get uncle help .. but now wat i wish for is just a normal life ... mummy health to be pink .. n guess daddy is sick too .. just saw medicine on the kitchen table .. sigh~
though i really wish then i can further my studie .. but i've finally grad n rec my dilp n able to help lighten the load of my parents ... shld i or shld i not ...
troubled ~
yourstruly crapped @ Sunday, October 24, 2004